Thought a life without you was possible
Hell, thought it was a run-way to freedom
How much wrong could I be.

You the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Those gentle hands
Caressing every fibre of my being

You cared more than I could ever muster
Always felt you were too good for me
I still feel same
Every time I stare into those eyes
I dreaded the day I would loose you

But Fear has a funny way of coming to life
Eating into one's subconscious
And bringing out our deepest secrets into existence

Getting over you has being the hardest task in my life
And I have been through so many

The heart is filled of deep pits
Capable of burying feelings without a trace

But this heart has become shallow
Memories flowing to the surface
Exposing the weakness that lies within

I lost you without a fight
I let you go without a struggle
A decision I have come to regret every passing moment

But you happy now
At least you seem so

I refuse to spoil that
I refuse to be me

Though it kills every cell in my bones
To see you walk-by without a hug
A kiss
Or a touch of your lips

You deserve a better person
One who cherishes you
And never gets doubts about how perfect you are

That's just not me.
That can't be me.