Living in fantasy like an idealist
Working in reality
Hoping on God's magnamity
All the long nights
With no endin in sight
All the pain n sacrifice
Just wanna make it last
Mk my pay till I c my glory days
And wash some pains away
Put a smile on her face
Cos strife is all in my fate
Like the grimace that I hate
Day in day out
With heavy hearts
And sorrowful stars
Thinking about the what if's 
And the endless possibilities
To put an end to my poverty
A price was paid 
For that coveted prize we aim and chase
I gave it all it takes
But now am all but a shake
Whimpering like a lost puppy
Acting cute cos I want money
Waiting on my bone cos am a dawg with a son
Start something off to know where am going
My trip is rough
But my destination will be glorious
So I stay strong even when am wrong
I stay on even when am gone
So baby help me start off my song
And stand by me
As I rewrite all these wrongs
And set myself off like a rocket meant 4 d nxt star
Undeserving, unworthy of the shame
But remember I ll share with you 
In the bigger gain
And stand by you
As we go for that ultimate aim
Just to change the face of our name
Broke to my balls
All I have is my words 
So I play my heart out
And expect you to dance to its beat
And flow to the rhythm
Though that ain't all I ll be giving
Much more is coming
Just spark my blunt
And let's smoke the dreams
To prove a fuckin point
For me, for you, for us 
For the future
Think thrice before a strike on that axe

Really nice there's method to your madness and it is touching...

Well done