So many words to say, but so little to rememeber
I feel like I'm six feet deep, then how am I still breathing?
Nobody understands, cos my teeth shines like the sun overshadowing my clouds
Its deception I know but who will understand?


I look for friends to share my troubles that have open its teeth in a sheer mockery of me
I feel alive yet nothing is moving
I've lost my sense of reasons to the demons within
They call each night, disturbing the calm waters in my head.
I bow down to pray but I wonder if he will hear and remaine silent


Oh someone help, this deep depressing torture within
Oh, how I longed for someone to confide in
How I long for the day I'll be set free from this demons
Can't you see the tears in my smiles? Can't you hear the agony in my joy?

But they will never understand, for they think I'm insane
Oh shut up they say, forget about your worries
You want to kill yourself ? Are you not a fool?
But I see what I can't see, its over taking me
Its envelops me in a frighting bitter sweet pain


Oh, only it can free me, no one else
They never understands it as little by little the light darkened in my eyes
I heard an echo, far far away from a distance land
Filled with love and flowers in the a diamond sun
I felt my heart stopped, finally the demons are happy
I saw myself lifted to the morning sun, as he held my hands and said
I'm with you, your pains shall be no more.


* written by ginaz in memory of those who died by suicide, we need to show them love. We need to understand them, we shouldn't criticize them cos we dont know what they are going through. I understand and I dedicate this poem to those souls that were so tormented that they took their own life. Seun lalasticlala can you move this to front page please? It will make me happy. Mods please.

Cc lalasticlala seun

Ginaz:
So many words to say, but so little to rememeber
I feel like I'm six feet deep, then how am I still breathing?
Nobody understands, cos my teeth shines like the sun overshadowing my clouds
Its deception I know but who will understand?


I look for friends to share my troubles that have open its teeth in a sheer mockery of me
I feel alive yet nothing is moving
I've lost my sense of reasons to the demons within
They call each night, disturbing the calm waters in my head.
I bow down to pray but I wonder if he will hear and remaine silent


Oh someone help, this deep depressing torture within
Oh, how I longed for someone to confide in
How I long for the day I'll be set free from this demons
Can't you see the tears in my smiles? Can't you hear the agony in my joy?

But they will never understand, for they think I'm insane
Oh shut up they say, forget about your worries
You want to kill yourself ? Are you not a fool?
But I see what I can't see, its over taking me
Its envelops me in a frighting bitter sweet pain


Oh, only it can free me, no one else
They never understands it as little by little the light darkened in my eyes
I heard an echo, far far away from a distance land
Filled with love and flowers in the a diamond sun
I felt my heart stopped, finally the demons are happy
I saw myself lifted to the morning sun, as he held my hands and said
I'm with you, your pains shall be no more.


* written by ginaz in memory of those who died by suicide, we need to show them love. We need to understand them, we shouldn't criticize them cos we dont know what they are going through. I understand and I dedicate this poem to those souls that were so tormented that they took their own life. Seun lalasticlala can you move this to front page please? It will make me happy. Mods please.

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