It is morning again
weird thoughts in my head
my life's journeys in pain
when my death comes? nah, I'm scared
mad people call me insane
I prefer a head shot! and I'm dead
why suffer on a sick bed?
to atone for my sins?
God, hope you check the heart instead
for I did most things to live
I didn't steal because I loved it
it was well known, I was hungry
and those setups I marshalled
proved I could guess the future
or maybe I could set the future
a push, and I could wreck the future
you gave power to their tongues
yet gave power to my pen
oops! it's 8am. work calls

in a bid to find form
and end this block
that won't leave me
I can barely rhyme
unlike former times
when I bust a sentence
and rhyme with it
you can blame rap
but I won't
because I haven't
been writing raps either
I'm stuck in this
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
of this writer's block

I Will Never Fall Again




there some things you don't just do, like play with my heart
play with my love, ignore my messages, claim you in dark
about my love for you
so I wrote this one for you
it is a song for you
and it's straight from my heart
how could you be mean and nice at the same time
my world revolves around you, its a shame you wouldn't stay mine
think about what a family we could be
I already got a son, you should mother my next two kids
but my hands are tied, you just wanna stay that nice
chat, talk, from time to time offer me a great advice
but I want more outta this friendship, you already knew
no need to unplug this dream, in it you already blew
now my mind state is screwed, temper temper temper
and if i might say the truth, about my life, maybe you
would understand, like you always do
forget about past, the one on my mind was always you


"Jigs, you should be so ashamed
writing poems for a Lady you ain't even know her name
she says you're friends, she ain't never showed her face
distant relationship? really? you wanna go again?
the last one went badly, you still having trust issues
you have problems trusting you. hold it! I'm not in you
I'm the good side of you, the one you casted out
the one who trusted putting his money in a bank account
are you happy now? I'm so mad at you
you're lucky I wanted you alive, would throw a slab at you
after Hannah, thought you would have more wisdom
but apparently, you just getting dimmer, loving every nina
with a nice attitude
then they cast you aside, and I remain your only friend
you speak to God, tell him to take away your heart only then
would be fit to do what you're suppose to do
think about your son, Jigs! you don't want another woman close to you!"


shut up, alter Jigs! it's obvious you know nothing
you're supposed to speak when I asked you to, no fronting
"we both own your mind, realized that now!"
but I casted you out before! "yea, I've been reassigned back now!"
by who? "me! you were gonna kill us both
loving again! that's like trying to slit your throat!"
what in heaven.... "shut it Jigs! listen dude, I had to speak to you
how could you fall in love after what Ejiro did to you
Hannah and co, and you son's mama
your relationships never works! that's sounding like karma
getting you for your sins, remember Tracy?
remember Debby? remember Deana, awww! you remember baby!
you heartbreaking egotistical maniac
they give you they heart for keeps, you decided to play with that
give up man! we're stuck together
praying for someone else wont work, last night we got drunk together
wanna let a Lady do you bad again? be my guest
but next time I'm in your head, I'd let my own clips hit my chest"
cool! just get out of my head, never come again
I own that space, I still think I have the right to love again


a month gone! you've never said hi once
I thought you were the better one, you'd say let bygones
be bygones, I'm sorry for not saying thank you
for your HNM message, you needed it and I had to
make it look bad because it came before time
I am a nutcase most times, the hustle's taken my mind
I love you Miss, I really do
but you ignoring me, that's was silly too
#crash#

hello Lady I-Don't-Tell-People-My-Name
my name's Jigsaw two, nice to meet you boo
stay away from my Host's head
else I'd be forced to act and leave y'all both dead, and so dead
you won't make heaven or hell, just floating in space
I just crashed him, but next time I'm forced to open your case
you don't wanna know me anymore
would be back. seems my landlord brought cops because I'd broken his face!

one more thing....don't tell Jigs or you're still dead!

Poem



I'm in my zone!
I'm in my zone!

Sadness course through my veins
A life plagued with none but pains
Emotional manacles binds me
Flames of my temper blinds me

I'm in my zone!
I'm in my zone!

Gents; I trust not these lots
Yet, I share with them my spots
Females; torture me they would
So I have to be as mean as I could

I'm in my zone!
I'm in my zone!

Action bitters sachets carpets the floor
Black and clean smoke repaints my door
I lay dazed, thoughts as pure as dew
The older I get, the more I feel new

High as the heavens be, I ink my life
Vexed at my failures, I grip my knife
I contemplate, how to self destruct
Stab my flesh, and then deduct

I am not in my zone
I ooze of no confidence
Shrill in my bones
I reek of incompetence

My zone is not true
For I feel less
Every evil you do
I am the consequence

Who loves and don't get loved?
Say your name, that's a problem solved