I hate to say this but I am loosing my faith in Christianity,there are certain times I have asked God for mercy yet it wasn't granted,there was an ugly video I have watched yet His name was on their lips till they breathed their last yet He didn't do miracle,i don't know what to believe again but I am certain about living by golden rule and fear of Karma but is that enough? I doubt the existence of this great God who allows people to suffer greatly and come to harm, who allows Satan to torment his people only to receive glory at the end. would you forgive your father after he had crushed you. I respect every religious views as long as it is not affecting anyone negatively. I stand to be corrected and convinced. My big problem is teaching C. R. S with doubts? it sounds like a bang in my head as if I am mocking the belief? Has anyone ever seen this God?

First of all, Christ Himself was persecuted. He suffered and was bullied. The Apostles were also persecuted so who are we? I totally get your point tho

Secondly, teaching is a profession so you should be professional about it, but if you really want to impact knowledge you may not achieve that goal. You can't give what you don't have....you cannot also teach what you don't have passion for & thats why a Muslim cannot teach Christian studies cause S/he may not understand.

if Jesus was persecuted and bullied,is He capable of saving us?