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IF THERE IS ANYONE I WANT TO SEE AGAIN, IT IS
THAT YOUNG MAN OF GOD WHO MADE ME LOSE THE
GIRLFRIEND I LOVED SO MUCH.

She loved me to the point that she was ready to be
disowned by her parents when they wanted her to
marry a rich politicians son. The love was simply so
much...She visited me for a weekend and I took her
to a program in church where I was invited... The two Guest Speakers for the 1st and 2nd days were
wonderful...We laughed and shouted Fire and even
sowed seeds of greatness... And I took my girlfriend
back to my house... But the guest speaker that came
on the last day was the one that caused the whole
program for me... He did not wear any big shoe or
expensive suit... His hair cut was even scattered...
Unlike other guests, he did not have any escort or
security But I noticed that the moment he climbed
the pulpit, the atmosphere changed...
He started singing this song: # "Something more than gold... Something more than silver...
The Word of God in the heart of a believer, it's
something more than gold"... And within 5 minutes, I began to see something like mist, like thick cloud inside that auditorium... And it was as if, millions of voices were singing that song at the same time. It was not long, I began to hear cries of men and women, boys and girls...: and yet, he has not opened the Bible... The church hall was tensed... You will wonder if this is the same church we have been
coming to for the past 2days...
"Lord, help me"...
"Forgive me Jesus... "
" Don't leave me this way"
"Jesus, I need You back... "
" Holy spirit, break me... And use me... "
These and more were the deep cries I was hearing
from people around where I was sitting...
The choristers who were backing up the songs were
slain...
Some of them did not know when they began to
shout, through the microphone:" Lord, show me your mercy... "Some were shouting:" I need your revival ,Lord... Will you leave me this way". I was afraid to
open my eyes... The Glory inside that house was too
much... When i managed to open my eyes, I didn't
not see anybody standing... I was the only one on
feet... The pastor that hosted the program was on the floor, in front of the church, with his wife... The
Assistant Pastors were with him in front of the
church, crying,... The Preacher was lying flat, crying on the alter... Nobody could know who was the
Preacher and who was the speaker...As a Preachers
kid, born inside the church, I have seen revivals... I
have seen the move of God's power... But, never in
my life have I seem such manifest Presence of
God...And for more than 1:45 minutes, people were
rolling on the floor, crying their hearts out... Yet, the
guest minister did not open the Bible... I was still
standing, looking around for my girlfriend... But I did
not see her again... When I went outside... I saw her,
lying on the floor, flat, crying... As I tried to pull her
up, thinking that something might have hurt her... I
saw her blouses soaked with tears... Her voice was
already cracked... She had cried her heart out...I did
not care to wait for the service to close ... I managed to guide her back to my house... And throughout that short journey, on the road, she was weeping like
children... When we go home and she managed to
sleep, right from her sleep, at short intervals, she
began to sob, crying out from sleep... And before
long, the pillow were already soaked...The encounter
she had in the church followed her home... And it
continued like that for 3days... She was unable to eat anything... One of those nights, as she was praying
and crying, she began to burst into tongues... She was crying and was blasting tongues, for more than 4 hours... How can I forget? The morning of the 3rd day, she told me: "Felix, when that young pastor was
singing that song... My eyes was opened and I saw
Jesus for the first time in my life... I saw the kind of
splendor I cannot explain... I saw His wounds... I saw
Him on the Cross... I saw Him calling me to
surrender my life to Him....Felix, something has
happened to me... And I am no more that same
person again". The more I tried to cuddle her, the
more she was running from my arms... She asked
me: "Felix , did you not feel what I felt? Did you not
see what I saw? What I saw is worth more than the
whole world. I saw a Crown that I cannot lose... Felix,
I have to surrender to Jesus... I have to pack my
things now..." Before 30 minutes, she had picked her
few things and about to go... As she was leaving, we
both were in tears... She told me: "FELIX, I know I love
you and you love me too.... But I have to let you go.
This moment, I have surrendered to Jesus.... It will better to lose you than to lose that Crown that I saw... " Tears had dried on our bodies and fresh ones
were coming. I could not even stop her... The girl I
knew before had changed... Her face was radiant... It
dawned on me that that young man of God has made me loose the girlfriend I loved so much...
And I was angry... As I roll from one part of the bed
to the other, alone, inside my room, from morning
till night... I began to blame myself for taking her
along to that program... Don't blame me... I was not
born again then...Where else was I going to see
another girl who will love me like her? I was
furious... Yes, but deep down my heart, I knew that
she has met God... I knew that this was exactly how it
used to be in 1980s and 90s... On my own, I began to
tel God: "If I will ever become a Preacher someday,this is the type I want to be... I will love people to come to my program and lose their girlfriends to
You..." And thank God, in the fullness of time, when
it pleases Him to intercept me from speedy journey
to hell, I understood what happened those days to
my ex girlfriend...Severally, I have seen that same
thing she saw that made her lose me and not care
about it.
Friend, if you see what she saw, you will never be
afraid to lose any man.... Paul said that when he fell
and stood up on his way to Damascus, 'I saw no
man'... Why are you afraid for us that we will starve if
we continue with this 'criticizing' ministry? Why are you complaining that nobody will host us in his big auditorium and give us big honorarium Thanks for
your concern brother man... But we can tell the
whole world that 'We too, like Apostle Paul, saw no
man'... We did not see honorarium before we left all and embarked on this journey.. We saw a Crown that we must not lose on the last day...Many are already
wearing their own crowns here... They have forgotten
the encounters God used to give them when they
first met Jesus... Lord, anybody can go... I don't want to lose the glory you showed me! ...We don't need too many friends...We don't need those who wants to show everyone that they are succeeding in ministry,
even when, they are not known in hell... Our lives are
better with fewer people whose eyes are still on that
Crown...With the help of God, in our weaknesses and
fewness, if it please God, we might be able to stop
the mouth of lions...That was how that young man
made me to lose my girlfriend.. My friends told me to give her some time that she will run back to me
when memories of our sinful past will begin to hunt
her...I waited for months and years, up till now, she
did not come back... Together, with her husband,
they are running a revival ministry in my country
Nigeria... And she too is reading this post now as you are reading it... Aleluiah
Man of God, I don't know the last time people listened to you and they went back and move their
things out from their boyfriends house and that was their last days in sin? When was the last time you
preached and boys called their girlfriends on the
phone and told them: "It is over... I have met with
Jesus.... And am gone",? Your last crusade, you came back with car keys... Laptops, iphones and landed documents... But there was no tears for repentance...
Sinners came as Sinners, sowed their seeds as
Sinners and left as Sinners....When again are we going to see you preach and men will start falling over another, even without altar call, asking God for
repentance for their adultery? Your choristers are already singing with sneered hearts... When are we going to hear somebody say about you, that: "This is
that man of God that I heard and I left my sins and
did not go back to them again?
Sister, I don't know
what they are telling you in your church every Sunday... I know you want to shun your evil ways, but
the church you submitted to seem not to have
problem with your sinful lifestyle... From year to
year, they don't preach against sin.... Only giving you 100 ways to make wealth, even when you are sinking miserably in sin and addictions... The abuse of the gospel of miracle visa, miracle marriage, miracle
contracts, and fighting of enemies is what brought
this demonic wind upon us... Jacob had all those
things and yet, he was crying to God for an
encounter... And when He had it, that's why we are
still talking about him till now... Lock your self up this
weekend and cry to God for that same encounter... If
He has not shown up, don't give up... If my ex
girlfriend made up her mind to walk out from our
relationship, there must be something she saw that's
worth more than me... Today, she is happily married with wonderful children... That God she saw that night has not failed her... That thing she saw has kept her all these years...
I know you are afraid of what will become of you when
you cut some ties... Sister, stop playing church while
you are feasting on your vomits...

It's time to cry for an encounter... How long will you keep falling and rising and falling again?,

It's time to cry for just one touch of Fire,... Am sure
heaven will not shun your wet eyes and torn lips.

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