MizMyColi:
The link I pasted here is a diary update of a woman who feels a tad scared of the dream she had. Personally, I don't think it's bad. I feel like it has to do more with her spirit guides and maintaining a kind of relationship with them. Not sure though.

I thought to call on you two. I believe you can help here. Even I, am interested in the implication of the dream.

Zaynie: Salam,



I just had the weirdest dream ever.
I was about walking into a house ( not mine)
Then I met 3 men.....looking very spectacular but out of place.
One was tall, very tall and attractive, a black man with red eyes and red hair. He wore our native adire. I remember looking into his eyes of fire.
Another was tall too, not as tall as the first. He had an angry look on him. Very black somebody like that.
The third was of S.American heritage. He was smaller in stature,light skinned with curly hair.
He looked so cute.

I paused to stare as I passed by them. Then an old man stopped by to speak to them. He looks at me pointedly and I ran inside. I was afraid I had done something wrong and these angry men were looking for me.
I could hear the old man tell them that they just missed the person they came for. As I hid in the sitting room, he kept making these incantations until he came to me, looked at me straight in the eyes. Pointing to a small animal skin mat with cowries all over, he said and I quote " Let the divinations begin" .
I take a step back and say "I don't know how"
He says " Once you start, you will. It is never forgotten once you learn it"
I looked at him, touched my hijab and said " I am a muslim now, I don't do this anymore"
" Before you became a muslim, you were this!" He replies.
" It consumed me! I had terrible dreams and nightmares. It darkened my soul'
" You have to do this for them, do you not know who they are?"
The one with the eyes of fire is looking at me. I feel him compelling me to pick up the mat of cowries.
The fair moves closer, I smile, hug him, tousle his curly hair and say " You look so cute" exactly in the same voice I use for my kids.
The black one stands guard outside.
I wake up with a start.
Authubillahi minna shaytani rajeem.

This is a true dream I had about 30 minutes ago.

Epp me, I don't want to become a mamalawo.
I LOVE being a MUSLIM o!



Salam.

malvisguy212:
Loj. The people you mention, they dream, strange dream. So, do you want to help them ?

MizMyColi:
Thank you LoJ

So I could relate with how she must have felt.
I would also like to learn.

LoJ:

Which people are you referring to?

LoJ:

Don't mention.

It is possible to make spiritual progress without any formal assistance, but such progress shall be limited to the basics (character, intend, strength and a few abilities). At some point arises the need for a guide, a helper, a form of (human) teacher, who muss not of necessity be a guru.

When we are ready to go beyond common boundaries, life places around us, effortlessly, such (a) teacher(s). In this the saying is true: "When the student is ready, the teacher comes".

I am not however such a person. But hopefully there shall be, or there is already, one or many of this kind around you.

Greetings.

ashjay001:
Greetings

I attended a fellowship(1st time), and didnt feel welcome. Is that normal? Almost, seem d members I approached where moving me on.

LoJ:

Hello ashjay001,

which fellowship did you attend? What were your purposes?

ashjay001:
Centrum lodge.
Hoping on becoming a member.

Ur use of 'greetings', makes me think u're a member?

LoJ:

I know the organisation you are refering to. No, I am not a member of that organisation. Of course there is nothing wrong with being a member.

If you want to follow a "higher path", do not look for comfort and confidence in the way people treat you or look at you. Find your sthrength within yourselve, as all you need is already within you.

Greetings.

ashjay001:
Which other uses 'greetings', I tot it was unique to them?

LoJ:

I belong to no "formal" esoteric organisation. I practice and learn Tantra.

Greetings.