Good morning dear nairalanders

I'm typing this in a very deep pain...

My story....
It all started in my secondary school days when I sat for my junior WAEC, I have all the things required to study in the Science department but my father insisted that he cannot waste his money on me to study Science because I am a dullard. (Though I was an average student, but I really had passion for science)

I completed my OND 2 years ago, with Upper Credit

Currently, I'm 19years old and in HND 2 studying business administration in a very reputable polytechnic in Nigeria.

Whenever people ask me my department & I tell them it's business administration, they usually wonder & say I'm ought to be in Computer science or at least another science/engineering department.

I prefer repairing electronics, or designing website with my laptop rather than any other thing .

My problem now is... I don't know what tomorrow holds for me. I don't see any future in this business administration I've spent almost 4 years studying.

I'm just too down...

Please what can I do?

Lalasticlala

Time is still on ur side bruv considering ur age. After u are done with ur HND, u can still go into the science field.

you still have time Pls dont think about suicide

luckily for u web designing and electronic repairs do not need a degree to be able to function. focus more on sharpening ur computer skills.

Is it after you commit suicide you'd now achieve what you want to achieve in the future?
At the age of 19, you still have so many time ahead to achieve.
Suicide is a waste of life and opportunity.
Don't try it. At home, school or anywhere.

Your future is not jeopardised bro. And why take your Life? There are many reasons to live bro. . there are people somewhere wishing for the life you feel like throwing away.
Shake it off bro. Find your passion and figure out how to be paid for it.

You can still use the knowledge of what ur studying to start ur own business na. For you to say dis means you don’t even hv plans sef. No mumu urslf o