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Get to a fresh start, you are still very young. Its never late.

Lemme share a quote with you

"IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO MAKE YOUR LATENESS EARLY"

Don't give up just yet

1)Looking at peoples lives will only get you depressed. Stop looking at other peoples 'beautiful' lives and start working towards beautifying yours as you are still young.

2) Blaming people for your failures is a sign of weakness.
God is not a magician neither does he work with the impatient. God cannot do anything for you unless you make a move. Did you expect God to throw a job or millions at you without you going to school or even trying to learm a trade.
Sorry to say you sound like a product of the prosperity gospel which teaches you to sow your money and reap a million folds without doing anything.
If you're well grounded and you really understand the God you serve you won't be an atheist today.

The truth is that, its not too late for you to figure out what you really want from life, let's agree you are not where you want to be, but you are still alive, which means there is a second chance for you to work on what will get you to where you want to be. Let your life be principle based, it doesn't matter if you are a Christian or not, as long as you follow certain principles everything will work perfectly for you.