I don't know what is wrong with me honestly. I am a Muslim. I feel empty.

I am abandoned by those whom I call family.

I have been calling to my creator (if any) to alleviate my situation.

I only want to feel sane, feeling numb as I write.

No empathy, no remorse, no sense of happiness to exciting things.

What have I done wrong to deserve all this.

For the first time in my life grey hair has started coming out of my head at 25.

I spent hours without knowing what exactly I am doing, or where I am, drifting into what I can't explain.

For the first time I understand why some people embrace atheism.

I have thought of suicide but too weak to even carry it out.

I silently pray for death yet here I remain in this forsaken world.

I need help. If Christianity is it, then so be it.

As salaam alaekum WarahmatuLLAH wabarokaatuh.

May ALLAH bless and grant you strength thereof.

Your story short pitiable, even though I seem to have reservations for who you stand to claim.

We are really who we are to ALLAAH, except for some instances when ALLAH blesses you through challenges and trials.

Hence, ALLAH never promised us jolly ride all through our sojourn in life.

I want to believe you are a Muslim by birth, however Islam goes way beyond practising it accidentally. We need to know the rudiments of Islam, some even learn through trials.

ALLAH says in Suratul Baqorah

كو لنبلونكم بشيء من الخوف و الجوع و نكس من الأموال والأنفس.... "


" We will test you with things like fear, hunger, and reductions in your health and wealth,life inclusive. ALLAH now concludes, And the patient ones are the successful ones"

Conclusively, I urge you to stay steadfast with ALLAH and seek those who are better of in the Deen and that are steadfast.

May ALLAH bless you, ease your affairs and grant you goodness.

As salaam alaekum WarahmatuLLAH wabarokaatuh

Start loving Allah(God)! Start loving His creations! Feel and remember Allah in most of your hard or good times! Ask help even in small tasks of your life! Ask Allah to show you the right path!

And one last thing, spent more and more time with good Muslims!

These tips will make you come closer and closer to Islam to make it easier for you to accept it completely.May Allah accept all your prayers... Make you firm in His believe..

Ibelievee:
I don't know what is wrong with me honestly. I am a Muslim. I feel empty.

I am abandoned by those whom I call family.

I have been calling to my creator (if any) to alleviate my situation.

I only want to feel sane, feeling numb as I write.

No empathy, no remorse, no sense of happiness to exciting things.

What have I done wrong to deserve all this.

For the first time in my life grey hair has started coming out of my head at 25.

I spent hours without knowing what exactly I am doing, or where I am, drifting into what I can't explain.

For the first time I understand why some people embrace atheism.

I have thought of suicide but too weak to even carry it out.

I silently pray for death yet here I remain in this forsaken world.

I need help. If Christianity is it, then so be it.

find your purpose.

Ibelievee:
I don't know what is wrong with me honestly. I am a Muslim. I feel empty.

I am abandoned by those whom I call family.

I have been calling to my creator (if any) to alleviate my situation.

# First, try to reflect on yourself. Kindness and goodness is reciprocal. Perhaps you have certain characters that make people distance themselves from you. If you can refine yourself, people will surely be attracted to the scent of your good character. Same is your relationship with God.

Qur'an says:

“Verily, Allaah will not change the condition of a people as long as they do not change their state themselves” [al-Ra’d 13:11]

Ibelievee:

I only want to feel sane, feeling numb as I write.

No empathy, no remorse, no sense of happiness to exciting things.

What have I done wrong to deserve all this.

For the first time in my life grey hair has started coming out of my head at 25.

I spent hours without knowing what exactly I am doing, or where I am, drifting into what I can't explain.

# I'm afraid, you are depressed, but what exactly is the source of your depression, you haven't figure it out. Your problem is half-solved by knowing the root cause.

# Life is not created to rosy all the time. It is full of challenges and hurdles as it is full of sweetness and happiness. You need to learn to embrace the two situations.

Food, health, happiness, etc are useless and will never be appreciated if there are no hunger, sickness, and sorrow. All these however, make us strong mentally and experiencially. But the moment one embrace one part of life's reality and reject its opposite, life becomes difficult.

Kindly watch this short concise lecture:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rk3dsTyalC0&itct=CBgQpDAYACITCLTyyva7wNoCFY8k4AodpK4KwVIrRG8gd2UgZW5qb3kgVGF3aGlkIC0gU2hlaWsgU2FlZWQgQmFobWFucG91cg%3D%3D&gl=US&hl=en&client=mv-google

Ibelievee:

For the first time I understand why some people embrace atheism.

I have thought of suicide but too weak to even carry it out.

I silently pray for death yet here I remain in this forsaken world.

I need help. If Christianity is it, then so be it.

# Are you telling me there are no depressed and miserable Atheists and Christians? In fact, suicide as a result of depression is more common within atheist society than religious.

Khayr in sha Allah.

hadjipapiey:


و لنبلونكم بشيء من الخوف و الجوع و نكس من الأموال والأنفس.... "

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AbdelKabir:


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نعم..

جزاكم الله خيرا أخي

hadjipapiey:



نعم..

جزاكم الله خيرا أخي

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