Most of the time we spend our days hating ourselves, hating the reason behind our existence, we despise the fact that we are born into the family we find ourselves in, we hate the idea of us being pushed around and been ordered, we even sometimes feel like giving it all up, we just want to die and forget we ever existed. Money or no money we hate ourselves for some certain things and we wish we never knew or had the idea of doing what we did. I feel this way sometimes too.. After despising yourself do you really get a solution? Sadly I can say NO.
Just like Paul said " I HAVE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT" Arise as well and fight the good fight. You can't fight this good fight by hating your own existence, quit all the negative ideas you have about yourself. Its true that you are not PERFECT but its also true that you can live in PERFECTION. Those precious days you spend isolating yourself and weeping for who you are why not use it to CHANGE your thought pattern and go around your daily activities living like a conqueror. Do not let your negative existence defeat and conquer you. There is a CHAMPION in you. No matter what you go through you would always be better than the dead. Only the LIVING has a HOPE and a BRIGHT FUTURE. LAY IT ALL DOWN AT THE FEET OF JESUS AND LET HIM DO ALL THE WORRYING. I REFUSE TO BE A DISAPPOINTMENT AND A MINUS TO THE WORLD AND SO WILL YOU. REMEMBER THAT IF YOU FAIL YOU GOT NO EXCUSE. THERE IS A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD DON'T GIVE UP. SEEK PEACE AND YOU WILL FIND IT ONLY IN JESUS.
happy children's day...