Saying I am tired of life is an understatement. It seems like life just finds one way or the other to make things even harder for me

I have tried so many things. So many ways to make life easier but I end up disappointed and really depressed. Last time I saved some money and invested in an online business (too small to start anything offline) just so I could have something to use in funding my music career.. It was only profitable for one month and when I reinvested the business closed down along with my money and the profit


Over the years I have done lots of jobs that only catered to my feeding but not enough for anything else. I have done network marketing offline . Worked as a barman a waiter and so on


I didn't finish my university education due to lack of funds but then I believed I was still gonna make it in life using my God given talent in music . Unfortunately I have never even had a chance to fully explore that aspect of my life even though I had written over 50 songs till date as the money I had saved up had gone into taking care of one family problem or the other and even when I try to start something that could yield passive income for me it ended up bad with me losing it


At this point I say I am 1 step close to just ending it all. I cried throughout yesterday night and couldn't sleep. Wondering when all these troubles will come to an end


Right now I don't even have a job and I'm dead broke. My parents are already owing a lot of people too. What's the point of living if life has brought nothing but pains to you? What's the point of living if you can't be given a chance to become something more?

If life were fair I would have been chasing my dreams and probably be a star in the music industry by now but life ain't fair. It's cruel and very soon I just might leave this cruel world

hmm

u want to end it all and bring untold pains to ur parents that still have hopes in u abi...just know that what ever the situation is,there is some one somewhere praying for ur own condition,

Khd95:
u want to end it all and bring untold pains to ur parents that still have hopes in u abi...just know that what ever the situation is,there is some one somewhere praying for ur own condition,

No one prays for a condition like this NO ONE