Hi Nairalanders..I have a problem with Music and depression.I know only a few of you would know trappers and rappers such as Lil Xan,Lil uzi vert,Tekashi,Bleep and others.My problem is that i dream about having dinner with them most of the time.I feel very different while listening to their songs lets say I'm addicted.I've been so much influenced by their songs that i started growing this state of depression and inner thought.It has been weakening me a lot of times.I no longer concentrate on most things like hanging out with friends(i dont have friends for starters),reading or even eating.I'm always alone.The only thing that i do to keep me from depression is listening to their music,writing harsh songs.Sometimes I'll just hold a pen and I'll draw something really weird.. It just comes out of me.I feel depressed most of the times.I need some advice and I'm just 16.