i have no idea how this shapes up, just had a flash and next thing i know, im writing, so basically, its not a diary, just a tale with minor linking threads, will the threads become a full length of cloth? only time will time, as they say, there will always be time, enough, maybe depends on what hand you are looking at, iim not new on this platform, so criticisms are what i need, looking to make thi full time?, not sure about it, i just love reading and i know you guys do too, i would love to call many to this thread but sadly i have no idea how to do that, but a fellow with the popcorn whom i come to love his vivaciousness in reading here, should be able to put me through

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Someone or a group of persons thought up a saying and it trickled down the years, and its something debatable; prostitution is apt to be called the oldest profession on earth. Simple and short, a fallacy in my opinion, its like that paradox, which came first: the egg or the hen, no one would ever know, so putting that into contention, one is apt to think, someone supposedly paid the first prostitute for the service she rendered, and that someone was working, so put in that sense, body selling couldn’t be the first or oldest prostitution. Enough of the ramblings, there’s only so much the mind can take that won’t boggle it.

The tale should start by now, but something comes to mind, a young boy of 12 in JSS2, sitting in an auditorium like so many of his peers, it was a compulsory lecture, the proposed lecturer was coming to talk to us about stuff that would guide us in our endeavours in life(of course, the that should be career choices talk), am I not too young to sit down for this, I should be off causing mischief, but then rules were rules, and every singe person was in that hall. Show time; the speaker walks in to the hall, doing away with the pleasantries, we find out surprise, surprise, the topic was about sex, and he had this to say to a young, budding mind like mine, which was open to receive any bit of information it was disseminated.

"little guys and ladies, im here to lecture you about sex, and let me start of by telling you the definition; Sex is a very hot sweet pot of soup placed in the idle of 300 dangerous animals, so whoever wants to have a taste must fulfil the right things, and what are the criteria before one can be allowed to do taste this? Marriage, which means nothing like having sex outside of that sacred institution, asides the risk of getting pregnant, you little ones should be mindful of the 300 aforementioned dangerous animals, those are the various disease associated with tasting what shouldn’t be tasted at the wrong time, HIV/AIDS is what you people hear about a lot, but you guys don’t know, there are more deadly ones out there, at least you can maintain HIV and still live fulfilling lives, some STDs, once you get it, it’s a countdown to not when you’ll die but how many days you have left, so kids, take this to heart and be mindful, your future is right before you, so don’t waste it on some little seconds of suffering which some ill informed people term enjoyment……….", the lecture went in that vein, and little me was thinking, wow, its that bad? I wouldn’t want to have sex then at all, if it’s that risky, with that vow, a 12 yr old boy began his journey to celibacy.


"wow, where did you learn to Bleep like that", she said in short breaths
"do people actually learn how to do that? ", I inquired
"not really, some do and some don’t, was just curious", still breathing heavy, she continued
"well, I didn’t, besides, I’ve got to start going"
"You’ve started again, can’t you just stay the night, we have no classes tomorrow"
"I know and im not using that as my excuse, gotta go to the hostel and chill with the guys"
"so the guys are more important than me now? ", this was asked with a pout
"aggghhh, you know, we both know, that’s not true, so quit that long face"
"okay ooooo, i’ve heard, one more time before you go, cant let me being alone here waste like that"
And we went again, this time slowly, at least that’s how I start out, tweaking the nips on her two breasts as I work my way around them, kissing is a chore, one meant to be enjoyed, excuse the French, its never quite right to slide right in if the woman in her hasn’t started hissing yet, so getting it slick and wet enough makes for easy but tedious job, biting down along the nape of her neck, its being done just right when she wants to bite your tongue out as you stick it back into her mouth, now that’s the kicker needed to take it to the next level, sliding a finger into that honeypot, I put in one more finger, the index this time, till that audible gasp emits from her mouth, now that’s the whole essence of the pre action, as she keeps on gasping, takes only a second for the gasps to die down before my whole manliness fills her, and this time, the gasp is with a lull in her eyes, now the speed can get cranked a notch, working together, our bodies melding together, making sure to bury myself deep into her, fill every crevice available, no rough play this time, just sensual movements, after a while, all spent, with that smile she’s got that attracted me to her in the first place, she bids me bye. Having worn my trouser, strapping my knapsack, I leave with a parting shot.
"correction, I dint Bleep you well, I made love to you", with that I leave.

5 yrs ago
The mathematics teacher was in class, doing what teachers with too much time on their hands do; give unsolicited advice
"so pupils, be careful with the kind of guys you walk a round with, like the saying goes, show me your friend and ill show you who you are, take that to mind, it says a lot, because if you aren’t around, your friend would be used to juxtapose you, so be careful"
"yes sir", we all chorused like we were expected to
"you guys should try get this book; Had I known, it’s a good read, you guys will learn from it", he rounded up his lecture

Walking home, the title of the book stuck to my head; Had I known, I decided to go out on a limb and tell my dad abut it, maybe he could get it for me, getting home, I told him, and he promised to check it out for me, the next weekend he came back with the book, and advised I read it since I asked for it.

"………………………….Tobi realised his life was ruined all because of a friend he had been warned time without number to refrain from walking with", I read out aloud, that as the end of the book, wow, it was a good read, the teacher hadn’t be lying, I picked out three points from the book; don’t walk with bad agents, someone teaching you bad things has more experience than you do, so going out on your own is risky and if your desist from that temptation, don’t walk with the bad guys, and the last one was be mindful of what your parents tell you. The jarring thing in the book that stuck to me was the character Tobi, after being introduced to prostitutes by his s called friend Segun, he started frequenting the place, Segun always drummed it into him to use a Condom, no matter what, and Tobi never veered away from that advice till he met a very beautiful girl there, falling in love with her, he started having sex with her with no protection and in the end he got HIV, and Segun that introduced him to it had a clean bill of health, simply because he never did it raw.

A good thing for me then, I thought, im still not going to have sex, with all these HIV im hearing, but then, as an afterthought, if I really have to have sex should ichange my mind, I would never do it without protection.

Now
[/i]Walking into my hostel room, signs were everywhere that the guys had been hard at work, thank God I didn’t stay over with her, and almost like they were all reading my mind, they chorused
"bad guy, hafar na, you don satisfy yourself abi"
"I no know wetin ona dey talk about oo"
"huh, okay, tell us, where are you coming from", the ring leader, my close pal asked
"ermmmm, I go read na", I replied with shifty eyes
"ehn ehn, confirm guy, wetin you go read abeg tell us"
"book na, I just go revise"
"you no even sabi lie, you wey hate library, where you go read"
"who tell you say na library I go, I go my guy house"
"your guy, you too dey lie, and we go disturb you until you tell us"
Seeing there was no way out of this one, I decided to come clean "okay, na Diane side I go, but I no really do much sha, I dey try rush come back here"
Laughter all around "3 hours don go, you dey talk say you no do much, na marathon ona wan do? "
"hahahaha, not really, but na just two Cndoms I carry go, I been wan save one down for another time, but she no gree, so I finish am there"
"wait, is it that fair girl I saw with you on monday", another room member asked curius
"yeah, the one with that fine ass"
"but, Gabriel, the girl clean now, see skin, shey na belle you dey fear nii? Postinor dey there na"
"omoh, guy, no CD means I cant do nothing ooo, abi Samul tell am na", I implored my close pal
"yeah, Chris, that’s true, no matter what, always use a Condom, you don’t know what these girls have in their body, its only when you’re married you can forgo condoms", he finished up
"abeg, sound am make he hear, make e no go Bleep up, abeg I wan sleep, I don taya", I bedded
"why you no go taya, after you don do and undo……..", I didn’t get to hear the rest of it, I was already fast asleep.

[i]4 years ago
Holidays again, only good thing was i would be moving up to another level, getting closer to that SS3 so I can run away to the university, and do the big boy ive been planning on. Dad just bought some texts and he made it compulsory we all read at least one, I had the unfortunate luck of picking the one titled HOW TO TRAIN UP A CHILD, all mundane chaptes, talking about academic excellence ,how the Tv should be regulated in the house, greetings and how elders should be approached, the book was written with parents in mind and how to apply check and balances to their kids, and here was a kid reading it, so it was a big thrill imagining myself in the parent shoe, working out how they would approach me to apply the teachings in the book, it was all fun and games till I got to the tenth chapter, that was when the serious work started; SEX, i’ve been seeing this word too much these days, I was told to finish up the book and I proceeded to do that, the book talked about pornography, its effects, sex as a forbidden fruit, why parents should watch out fro their kids, especially when they exhibit tells that gives signs of them engaging in it already. I read that particular chapter twice, It was a fascinating subject for me, the whole SEX stuff, I wanted to learn more abut it, but then the book talked about parents having SEX Ed talks with their children at a certain age, and I already passed that age, so it was up to me to learn all about it myself.

"put your finger inside well, why are you doing it like that", she asked with a frown
"nothing, I prefer doing it like that", I replied nervously
"seriously, im not even feeling anything, do it………awwww", her statement got lost in that initial ecstasy
"yes, yeah, oh God", the exclamation started
"easy, not so loud, we haven’t gotten to the good part yet", I teased, then stopped twisting my fingers in her honeypot
"why did you stop", slowly her breath returns
"to do this", I paused,
"do whatttttt……awwwwww", she got lost in the throes of passion again,
"take it easy, you don’t want to cum yet, still a long way to go", I admonished
"well, breathes, with the way you, breathes, are going, breathes……..", she tried replying, but never got to finish the statement, her eyes rolled into their sockets, signs she was deeply immersed in that cloud of passion.
"ahhhhhhh, wow, you weren’t joking, you are good, how did you learn to do that", after twelve minutes of my fingers working their magic in he body.
"no idea, a couple books, imaginations", I replied
"imagination? Cant blame you, wonder what goes down in that big head of yours", she chuckled
"and of course, not forgetting, I watched porn too"
"you did", surprising shock all over her face
"of course, yeah, who doesn’t watch porn, or hasn’t, once in their life", I reiterated
"well, you‘d be shocked, some people don’t even know what it means",
"they are the lucky ones then"
"i’ve got some on my phone though…", she said with a knowing smile
"hmmmm, good for you"
"very funny, wanna watch? ", the question I knew she was going to ask

4 years ago
It was during the holidays, the same one I had been mandated to read the HOW TO TRAIN UP A CHILD book, there was a particular chapter immediately after the one talking about SEX, the chapter was simply labelled; TV(box of good or bad), it was making a strict point about how the Television in the house should be regulated with parents knowing how the children were using it, there was a time table model for how it should be utilised, and it being the holidays, my parents couldn’t enforce it, there were of the opinion that I should sink in as much as I could from the TV because as soon as we resumed back to school, they would start following the guidelines in the book, after the TV sub chapter, the next sub was about Movie types, with emphasis on parent knowing the type of movies and their ratings and they all were listed in he format; G; suitable for the whole family; PG; parents should be around when the kids were watching it; 16; kids must be at least 16 to watch it; 18;kids must be at least 18 to watch it, 18+; only adults could watch it; R; exclusively adults; and the last one, the one that piqued my interest, X; pornography, and this rating came with warnings on not letting the kids see anything related to it, with words like "dangerous, life threatening" put in for good measure.

Curiosity kills the cat, but since I was human, it was only going to hurt me, a scratch, nothing more, there was nothing bad in watching porn, it was great, nothing life threatening there, seeing the throngs of beautiful and sexy ladies naked was the closest I could get to having sex and I stuck to it, making sure I watched it at least once a day during that "curious" phase when I was in secondary school, and the going was good, I wasn’t caught, I couldn’t get caught until…………..

"your dick isn’t even moving at all, small twitch gan, its not giving, forming bad guy in front of me abi", the teasing came again from her
"not really, I just don’t get moved by watching it anymore, I realized why watch it when I could do it, since then, I dropped it and I might feel a little stirring, but that’s it, nothing more", I tried explaining
"ehhhh, that means you‘ve watched like a thousand of it then", she enquired
"more like a million", I burst out laughing upon seeing the shock on her face
"baba the baba, oyah, name one IndecentStar you know, female",
"just one, ermm, jada fire? kakeyXXX, Lori maddison, Pinky……."seeing the surprise on her face, "should I go on? ", I asked chuckling
"wow, I only know jada fire, cause she’s kind of popular, haven’t heard these other ones before, ehhh, future IndecentStar, that’s what you are", she replied amid laughter
"funny, I actually wanna do it, porn that is, "
"you are not okay, your parents will just kill you"
"I know, but i‘ll wear a mask"
"they will sill know, you cant hide something like that forever"
"ehn, maybe they‘ll know after a long time, I would have stopped then"
"better stop that thought, and focus on your school, so school fees will now waste like that? "
"of course not, im speaking good English, aren’t I?, so its not a total waste then", I replied, tongue in cheek
"you should be going, its almost 10, before those boys on the streets start fooling around with you"
"that’s no problem, they respect me, im bigger than most of them, so they know the level they ought to stick to"
"okay ooo, big man, i‘ve heard, come and be going", not one to tarry after the job is done, I took my leave.

After a long day of endless wandering around, the comfort of the hostel feels like a blessing, not surprisingly, I walked in to the same argument that permeates the very bricks the hostel is made of; football, girls
“omoh, that guy no sabi catch jare”
“ehn, na why he beat you na, see as them use ona do training”
“ahh ahh, na just 2-1 you dey call like say na one big score line”
“forget the scores, them outplay ona”
And without missing a beat, it changes,
“ehhh ehhh, e don tay wey I Bleep oo, shey I no go go self-service like this?”
Laughter erupted from most of us around
“ahh, wetin funny, abi ona no dey self-service nii?”
“oyah, who wan talk for here say him never self-service before?”
I raised my hand up amidst gasps and disapproval from them
“na lie, Gabriel, you don self-service before, even if na only one time”
There it goes again, i’ve never masturbated before and people find it hard to believe, and I leave the gathering to go to bed, no use trying to convince them otherwise, they’d never believe, it’s the same every time the subject is brought up and I deny ever doing it.

4 years ago
Its 2008, im in JSS2, a seminar is coming up, the man that lectured us abut sex is coming again, maybe he feels our young brain needs refreshing every year, and I agree, most people cant store the nugget of information he gave us that time, over a year ago, besides, no harm in having something that has nothing to do with maths, social studies and the rest.
“kids, how are you guys doing, hope you guys didn’t miss me much, well, I certainly did you guys, hope you are safeguarding your future, not making stupid and reckless decisions, the best thing you can do for yourself is making sure to keep the body you have till you get married, asides the numerous diseases that abound when one runs foul of the rules, your body is the temple of the lord and you mustn’t soil it, make it dirty with dirty acts like having sex at this young age. The main issue I want to touch on today is masturbation, which is as a result of going past the boundaries naturally set for you, you are told not to have sex, not to have thoughts concerning it, masturbation is a bad act, it’s the act of pleasuring oneself which is one of the great sins you can commit to your body, the temple of the lord, never give in to that urge, as you grow up, you’ll hear some of your friends say it’s a good thing, there’s no harm in it, I tell you, it’s a big lie, don’t let them lead you astray, there’s nothing fun in rewiring your psychological being into thinking you can pleasure yourself without the help of another, which is a woman, of course, at the right time i.e when you get married. Don’t make that grave mistake, and tat leads me to pornography, watching it changes your mentality about how the set mechanisms laid by God should be, don’t let it do that to you, so don’t indulge in porn, it’s something evil, has no positive effects whatsoever……………”
That was the main point touched in the seminar, with preaching like that, my brain decided to nitpick the masturbation aspect, I had no idea how it was done, and I didn’t want to learn, I agreed, it didn’t sound fun at all, so my brain locked on to that fact, never masturbate.
“oh yeah, go deeper, deeper, use all your fingers”, she pleaded
“wow, you that wide?”
“no joor, just put all your fingers”, she reiterated
“okay ma ooo”, I replied laughing
After getting herself sated by my fingers, she came back with a funny request
“sit on that chair over there”
“huh?, what for?”, confused, I inquired
“just do so, wanna show you something”, and I proceeded to follow her request
Looking me in the eye, she went into her bag and brought out a bottle of lotion, and two good sized dildos, one with the vibrator, seeing the surprised look on my face,
“what? You thought I was joking when I said I had some toys”
“yeah, but now, the doubt has been banished”, still shocked, I said
She poured a little of the oil on her breasts, rub it in well, till the two globes are shining, calling out to me to touch them, but I resisted, seeing the look of anguish on my face, “don’t come close oo, else i’ll send you away”, she warned, then proceeded to put the left breast in her mouth, and suck on the nipple, right before my eyes, the nipple started getting thicker and longer, did the same to the other breast, then her hands went down to the pubic region, she twirled the little hairs there then goes down again, till she parts the lips of her vagina, seeing one finger go in drives me mad, then she brings it out, licks it clean, then dabs a little oil on two of the fingers and goes on to leave her vagina a pretty hot mess shining and dripping slowly, up next comes the Love Machine, and I get to see an unadulterated moving view of a lady making herself go up the swings of pleasure and moaning, my dick cant stand this anymore, i’ve got to dive into that beautiful view before me, I make a decision, I’m going in, damn the consequence, as I stand, she saw me move, stopping her ministrations on herself, tells me,
“okay, your turn, i’ve always imagined you masturbating, want to see it by myself.”

*****************************************
Some months back

“Gabriel, you dey lie, you no fit tell me say you never even try am once before”
“im serious, i’ve never done it before, and i’ll never do it”
“guy, I still don’t believe you, every guy has done it, you’re the only one claiming different”
“which one is every guy, some people like me haven’t done it, they are plenty out there too”
“na lie, I don’t think so, even your cousin admitted to doing it at least twice before”
“that’s him na, abi are we the same?”
“still don’t believe you bro”
“don’t know why you guys find it hard to believe, same thing in my former room, everybody said they had done it at least once, and I was the only one forming different, they were shocked, and didn’t believe me, is it that weird to see a guy that hasn’t wanked before?”
“yes na, but well sha, keep on telling yourself that, as for me, I still think you are lying”
“oaky oo, nothing can ever make me self-service sha, just know that, the thing na rubbish, no enjoyment, don’t know why you guys think its sweet, I can never make myself cum unless its wet dreams, now use my hand, that thing not painful, nawa for ona”
“okay ooo, mr I-never-self-service-before, I don hear, no lecture me”

“wait, you want me to self-service in front of you?”, I asked perplexed
“yes na, always imagined how you’d do it, so show me”, she asked with eager eyes
“ohhh, how do I say this now, ermm……”,
“waiting for you oo, my body is still hot, lemme see you do yourself, who knows I might even swallow your cum”, she teased with eyes that said i-mean-it
Wow, now that’s something tough, should I just try it, her offer is too good to pass on
“ermm, Tonia, i’ve never wanked before, don’t even know how its done, and before yu think im lying, im actually serious, I don’t get how boys enjoy it so i’ve never tried it, not even out of curiosity,”, all came out in a rush
The look on her face spelled disgusted, that was the right expression
“really, so you allowed me do myself when you had no plan of following suit too”
“wait, hold on, I didn’t ask you to, you were the one that told me to go sit down =, remember”
“ehhh, stop, s]just stop and go, please, go”,
Im committing one sin already, why not just commit them all, after all, its just using my hands, but no, that spirit hasn’t taken over me yet, with that thought, I gather up my things and make for the door with a raging boner to boot.

********************************************
“hey, what’s up, I’ve been seeing you around, making it look like im stalking you”, I tried my best line
“really? And here I thought I was the one following you around”
“name’s Gabriel, what’s yours?”
“Doris”
“so what’s a girl with a name like Doris doing in an area like this”, I asked
“came to see a friend, stays up on the last floor”
“hold on, you’re friends with tayo?”
“no, his sister”
“ohhh, great, Tayo is my guy, see you around”, I turned with a wave
See you around turned to seeing you around and then it became always with you, two young people, enjoying their holidays, hanging out together, the occasional kisses, pecks stolen when nobody was looking, touchy feely when alone, it was a good time, pleasant times ahead.
“Gabriel, my birthday is coming up next week oo”
“birthday?....date?”
“24th”
“great, so how old is my girl gonna be”
“17”, replied with that pleasant smile of hers

3 years ago
I like girls, a lot, hate sex, a lot, the saying “chase after anything in a skirt” was coined with me in mind, always losing concentration when the female gender was in the equation, and I wasn’t shy to shw it, why bother, they’d find out some day, as much as I liked the girls, I liked something better, my little sister, at age 15, she was 13, I didn’t like her like the whole “cherish” type, I juts liked her to respect her for who she was, so in order for the so called “karma” to be good to me, I made a vow; never to chase after any girl younger than my sister, no matter what, so it was a case of should my sister get to 45, any girl I chase must be above that age, i believe ,in doing so, karma wouldn’t allow any guy older than me to run after am, so it was a trade off, I sacrifice my happiness so my sister doesn’t face people like me with more experience it there, and so I would keep on doing, no matter how beautiful or sexy the girl is, hence the reason after a bit of talk with the female folk, I find a way to ask the question, “how old are you?”, I vowed never to let it get so far I wouldn’t know the girl’s age, my sister was that precious to me or maybe I was doing to for myself, didn’t matter, all that did was keeping the vow.

“ohhh, 17, I thought you were like 19 oooo”, I asked, bemused
“ahh ahhh, do I look that old nii, im 17 abeg”, she burst out laughing
“ohhhh, okay, a surprise is waiting for you then that day”
The surprise never came or maybe it did; stopped talking to her, berating myself for letting it get to that stage without knowing her age first, never will I let that happen to me again. Cut off all contact with her, she wouldn’t find out why, or how do you explain to a girl you’ve promised the whole world that you can’t keep that promise based on an earlier promise you made in the past? My sister remains the end goal, other girls above her age are out there, will see one.

*********************************
“guy, hold on, you just break up with am like that?”, Tayo enquired
“yeah, I no wan tell you that time cause you no go understand”
“on top your sister age?”
“guy, na deep stuff, you no fit grab”
“I go understand, explain am”
“I no wan do any girl below my sister age, so guy wey old pass me no go do my sister, na give and take”
“chai, you no well at all, na ld man go climb that your sister last last”, he sneered
“shut up, no dey talk like that”
“but you’ll still change this vow, I tell you, you never jam girl wey go hook you, na why”
“never, not possible, I go rather run away”
“lets see sha”

********************************************
“hey, aren’t you that girl I saw at the auditorium the other day”
“yeah, and this is the fifth time im seeing you too”, she replied with a smile
“you know, you’re always with boys so I find it hard to walk up to you”
“those boys? They are just my course mates ooo”
“and im rushing now though, got a match to play, mind giving me your number?”, I copied the number as she rattled it off
After series of calls, she coming to watch me play football, staying with her as she waited for the bus to come so she could go home, decided the time was right to pop the “how old are you question?” when next we meet
“hey, Gabriel can you come meet me in the indoors sports hall”
“okay, lemme grab my hoodie, fracking cold out there”
I hurried to meet her at the venue, meeting her with her cousin
“hey, so you are the Gabriel she keeps talking about on the phone”
“it is I, how you doing”
“wow, you are big though, im fine, what’s up with you”
After exchanging small talk, she left, leaving me with my girl?!
“so Maria, wanna ask you something”, I started
“shhhhh, can you see its cold, warm me up”, she pleaded
We were right in a place where people were scattered about and could see anything the other person was doing
“right here?”, I asked, surprised
“what? Is it their concern? Ohh, you’re shy?, lemme take the lead then”, with that she straddled me and warmed herself along with me right up there
Walked in a daze with her to her bus stop
Later that night, popped the question to her,
“so Maria, how old are you”
“i’m 16”
“wow, that’s bad”
“huh, how”
So I proceeded to tell her my vow and all that happened in the past
“is that all?”
“wll, it is”
“so we are done cause of your sister? Are you going to marry someone your age?see, I like you very much, that’s saying it wrong. i love you, I enjoy being with you and I won’t let any vow you made cause of fear stop what’s happening between us, I feel like im rushing with you, but I don’t mind, so discard that thought of any vow”
“huh, see, it doesn’t work that way, see I have…….”, she cut in
“see, nothing to see there, lets make this work or you saying you don’t like me?”
“no, of course, I like you, but….”
“no but, you like me, I love you, so that’s it, i’ll see you tomorrow after classes”
Wow, this one no gree oo, how did I go this low, 3 years my sister’s junior, I don’t want it to stop, hmmm, well, there’s always an exception to the rule. I’ll run with this and see where it leads, wow, 16, how do they get so big these days. No problem, its with time, maybe i’ll get tired like I always do, or she’ll see someone better, won’t force it, but I actually do like her. Before going to bed, the aforementioned, aforethought about girl sends a text:
You underestimate 16 year olds too much, don’t worry, will show you the errors of your way. Get some tramadol. I’ll bring the weed. Get us a guest house. You hype yourself too much. Lemme show you how wrong you are. Good night, sleep well.

I burst out laughing much to the chagrin of my roommates, they cant understand why a guy is laughing this way or maybe they do, they aren’t small biys themselves, well that seals it, im going to enjoy this “underage” ride i’ve found myself in, before closing my eyes, my friend’s words drifts back to me: you never jam better girl wey go hook you down na why.

gabrielGROUCH:
i have no idea how this shapes up, just had a flash and next thing i know, im writing, so basically, its not a diary, just a tale with minor linking threads, will the threads become a full length of cloth? only time will time, as they say, there will always be time, enough, maybe depends on what hand you are looking at, iim not new on this platform, so criticisms are what i need, looking to make thi full time?, not sure about it, i just love reading and i know you guys do too, i would love to call many to this thread but sadly i have no idea how to do that, but a fellow with the popcorn whom i come to love his vivaciousness in reading here, should be able to put me through

cc Adesina12

Wow!!!!!
I am honored
Thanks my padi of life my co-reader of anything literature.
Welcome to the writers club, i will also soon upgrade to your level
I am also currently putting some carcars together and will land soon
Once I open my thread I won't stop until the last drop of the leave
let me help u call on few people who can assist us gather enough people to form a market square
jagugu88li, queenitee, ikombe, rachealfst, TheBlessedMAN the heir of sangoite,
Una help me perosoko for this new writer
Sweet popcorn for una
Thanks.

Adesina12:


Wow!!!!!
I am honored
Thanks my padi of life my co-reader of anything literature.
Welcome to the writers club, i will also soon upgrade to your level
I am also currently putting some carcars together and will land soon
Once I open my thread I won't stop until the last drop of the leave
let me help u call on few people who can assist us gather enough people to form a market square
jagugu88li, queenitee, ikombe, rachealfst, TheBlessedMAN the heir of sangoite,
Una help me perosoko for this new writer
Sweet popcorn for una
Thanks.

Lolsssssssss... Am technically humbled my brother.

Adesina12:


Wow!!!!!
I am honored
Thanks my padi of life my co-reader of anything literature.
Welcome to the writers club, i will also soon upgrade to your level
I am also currently putting some carcars together and will land soon
Once I open my thread I won't stop until the last drop of the leave
let me help u call on few people who can assist us gather enough people to form a market square
jagugu88li, queenitee, ikombe, rachealfst, TheBlessedMAN the heir of sangoite,
Una help me perosoko for this new writer
Sweet popcorn for una
Thanks.

thank you my brother, TBM, ahhh, the one man i get countless joy for, lolz, thanks once more

Adesina12:


Wow!!!!!
I am honored
Thanks my padi of life my co-reader of anything literature.
Welcome to the writers club, i will also soon upgrade to your level
I am also currently putting some carcars together and will land soon
Once I open my thread I won't stop until the last drop of the leave
let me help u call on few people who can assist us gather enough people to form a market square
jagugu88li, queenitee, ikombe, rachealfst, TheBlessedMAN the heir of sangoite,
Una help me perosoko for this new writer
Sweet popcorn for una
Thanks.

Choi, my moniker has been mentioned. Let me start here........shigo20 your eyes are needed.

Come in ROYH, come in. Deploy all soldiers placed at Sambisa ASAP. I REPEAT, ASAP. Gabrielgrough is threathning to drop a bomb in our sacred land. This threat must be taken seriously. Sign the register as they enter. OVER.....

Who thiefed my popcorns?

Pls say present sir here as you hear me mention your name...ok

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jagugu88li:
Choi, my moniker has been mentioned. Let me start here........shigo20 your eyes are needed.

Come in ROYH, come in. Deploy all soldiers placed at Sambisa ASAP. I REPEAT, ASAP. Gabrielgrough is threathning to drop a bomb in our sacred land. This threat must be taken seriously. Sign the register as they enter. OVER.....

Who thiefed my popcorns?

The Red Head ...Yeye girlly
I tot u dey kichen ni faa ...so you your Monika mentioned in the pot of soup abi
Sweet popcorn for you dear.

Adesina12:
Pls say present sir here as you hear me mention your name...ok

charytea, bimberry1307, gucciqueen38, parismoore, biadefolar, giannaaaaaa, shewrites, ellabae, ghostwritter, centino, pinkfeet, vhally fasttrack curvydiva InkPaperVodka cyndy1000, twoclans kimberlyWest ericsmith rosalieene kaycee9242 MhiztaRange prettyMizQdot chivera018 unique child skubido casler donpiiko BdorianGray Rhemy2013 donnaD audina nelem princessmj ayodijex nikz vickysunmomi lady25 ann2012 mc6xty WAACUT canme4u victoria2000 mjay05 aharpride1 tgold1 INDUSTRIALFAN stevodot22 FortunateB crystalprince honourable356 oluwakemi65 stancyfrosh xaviercasmier Alexk2 Rollins777 Dessydemmy Divpen1 obyikye FloraEC IamXcessiz eniafelamo princessyere1 stellamarisII Ibunkun1 Kimoyo Pearl05 Sweety189 Peluhmii queenitee tonexyx joyberry millenia Chii8 Jane1234 Halyma Silver1996 onetop funkyjenny marianneada, akinwale14 jameskudooski

present Sir

GENESIS/REVELATION

"so you see, all of those vows I made back then just went down the toilet", I finished my story
"wow, that’s a lot to take in Gabriel"
"I did warn you"
"yes, you did, but there’s one thing though, one thing that keeps bugging me in this tale of yours", the therapist voiced out with a look of worry
"huh? What is it", something cautious was triggered in me
"in everything you said, you were just jumping from one scene to the other, there wasn’t a definite point where you acknowledged was the beginning"
"beginning of what? "
"I mean, the point where you al started seeing your vows as something not to be taken seriously, there must surely be a genesis for it all"
"oooh, now that you say that, I think there was"
"of course there is always a starter for everything we do, nothing occurs by happenstance in cases like this, so what was it"
"well, i don’t know know exactly how to start"
"just do what you’ve been doing all morning- start anywhere"

Well here goes, I don’t know how the mechanics work, but I was given birth to, and right from that pin till I grew older, I was always tagged with the ugliest boy in class, the girls would always shriek whenever they were joined with me in that childish "he’s your husband, its you and him" thing, I was still the playful one, always the one to bring the noise to the class, so that was how it was till I started my secondary school education, and same thing happened, something happened though, during our valentine’s day celebration in school, I was in JSS1 then, that was before the seminar about SEX happened, we were all told to write valentine letters to someone in the class that we cared about, I didn’t hesitate, I wrote to the girl i’d always crushed on, and we all submitted, during closing assembly that day, the best letters from each class were read out and I was shocked mine was the best in JSS1, and the teacher in charge read it out, I still remember clearly, "I don’t know if its right or wrong, but I know what it is, I feel when I talk to you and you smile, it compares to no one, you are the epitome of what valentine should stand for, beautiful, with that smile, and smart, I hope to always spend valentines knowing I can just look around and there you will be, smiling. ", and the claps started, the seniors wee shocked a small boy could write that, I was surprised too not by the words I used(I was familiar with it, I had read lots of book before entering school) but by the fact that I actually penned it down, after that, the girl walked up to me and said though she write for some other boy she was glad someone in class actually wrote something good like that for her, I couldn’t hide the joy splitting my face in two, with that I walked on home feeling on top of the world.


"hold on, this girl, she is the one that triggered it", the therapist interrupted
"no, just hold on, she wasn’t the trigger, she was just the beginning before the beginning"
"okay, go on then"

Well, as I was saying, from then on, I didn’t show it but I was getting over being the ugliest boy in class, and then the whole seminars on Sex happened, and later Pornography talks, I actually adhered to that vow till I got to SS1, and then I all started unravelling, I walked in on some guys watching Porn, I was disgusted, tried to warn them to stop, they jeered at me, and after a while, I decided I was going to see what was making them addicted to it, and it was from there the destruction started, I couldn’t stop watching it, I was always going early to school just to be the first to watch it on a friend’s phone……

"wow, and you didn’t try to stop?"
"you know, funny thing, I actually tried to, but then around third term, the seminar guy came again and this time he was going to elaborate more on Pornography"
"so? I can tell the seminar didn’t dissuade you from watching it still"
"well, yeah, but then not my fault, his main point then for us not watching porn was that, if we watched porn, it would erode our brain cells and we would start forgetting things we ought to remember and then the next stage was us becoming dullards"
"really? And that didn’t scare you", she inquired
"it actually did cause I figured out the guys watching it weren’t top of the class to so I wondered if it was their watching it for a very long time that caused it and since I had just started, it hadn’t started affecting me yet, so I did a test, kept on watching ti for long and at the end of the term still aced my papers, then I figured I was immune to it so what the hell, lemme keep on watching it then"
"wow, get on with it"

So after seeing my little test work out for me, I continued watching it right up until SS2, then I noticed I was getting friendly and more than friendly attention from a certain girl in class, it continued for a while and during on of those funny conversations with the class, a girl was telling us about how she would kiss her boyfriend and the kiss wasn’t that into her and she would use her hands to make him hard then that was the kinda kiss she liked, I filed that in my brain for no reason then, so after I got close to the girl showering me with attention, we started the whole making out at her house, whenever her parents were not around, that is, and around when we were in SS3, I let it out to her about what the girl in the past said, Thelma, about using her hands to play with the little thing below, and after cajoling my girl, she did it for me, and beyond words, it was great, so much so we found every little opportunity to touch ourselves, I still never touched her down there, I hadn’t worked up that courage yet, and during our final exams before WAEC and JAMB, I was still in my elements, had a girl so maybe being ugly wasn’t that bad as the first time. I had just finished a commerce exam, was the first to wrap up, then a friend finished and we both went up, to meet two of our classmates who weren’t offering the subject, both girls, one thing led to the other, and before we knew it, they both had our dicks in their hands, that moment, something he seminar lashed into my mind, "don’t start o the road to destruction, cause then it becomes hard to turn back", and at the same time I figured to myself "I know how to stop if I want, im not hooked on it like others, I have control over myself", and I let her play with me, she never put me in her mouth though, and after that, exam finished and I was done with secondary school, no more girlfriend, she was packing out and going far, didn’t have the resources to keep up a relationship like that.

"so, the girl that played with you was the one? "
"nope, the thoughts that came to me then might have been the trigger, cause then I realised why was I being scared of a road I could always take a fork and go in another direction"
"right, but surely you must have missed the sign on that fork seeing as you failed to take it"
"well, what can I say? Snow must have covered it"
"very funny, go on"

During the holidays before trying to gain admission into the university, I spent time plainly stocking my system full of porn, I was on a spree, since I couldn’t get a girl to play with, I was content with watching others do it, I had up to a thousand on two separate files, it got so bad, I couldn’t sleep at night without watching some, and one night I must have been watching and then slept off, cause I woke up and saw my system still on, obviously charging, and i wasn’t charging it before dozing off, and it wasn’t in sleep mode, this fear that my little brother must have seen what I was watching still haunts me till today, but that’s digressing, so I was doing that, and one unfortunate day, I say unfortunate cause it set me on this path……
"finally, we are getting to the crux of the matter"
"yeah, I know right, finally"

That very day, I ran into two little boys I knew in back when I was in junior secondary school, and going with them to their house to catch up on why I wasn’t rolling with them again, we got talking and then I asked them if they had a sister cause I remember a girl with them back then and they both nodded their heads that yeah, Antonia went out, she would be back soon, after talking for a while, I took my leave, getting downstairs, I run into this beautiful slim, petite girl on Danshiki and bum shorts, I was knocked out, had to stop and say hy
"hey"
"hey you too", she relied disinterested
"hold on, aren’t you Antonia"
"yeah, who are you"
"seriously you don’t remember me? "
"noooooooo………….ehhhhhhh, Gabriel? "
"yup, in the flesh", I said laughing
"its been long oooooo"
"I know right, wow, from that tiny girl back then, you grew up quick though"
"who’s tiny girl, abegiii ooo", she replied laughing
I couldn’t get my mind off that bum short
"okay then, wasn’t going to be here for a while, but cause of you im coming tomorrow, better don’t go out"
"ahhh, you have to come in the evening then, cause I wont be around in the afternoon"
"okay then"
Throughout the night I kept on replaying it in my head, it was crazy, the girl turned out fine, but then some things just don’t happen……the next day I went to her house and we talked for a while, from talking about her age, she was 16, same age with my sister, that gave me hope, she was small, but then wasn’t younger than my sister, had a boyfriend, doesn’t school in Lagos, so she only sees him during the holidays, she herself was still in secondary school, after a while, we got close, but then I was still not doing anything with her until the day we kissed, and I decided I didn’t want that t happen anymore, told her I would wait till the next year, and the next year couldn’t come fast, w started over again, from getting close, to closer, then we started kissing, this was better than me watching porn daily, so I quit that for a while, her little brothers noticed my frequent coming to their house, but I masked it well for them, anytime they would be around while I was coming, I would take my laptop and give it to them with game pads so they could knock themselves out, so this lessened suspicions, it was only kissing till one day……….

"right, now im going to guess kissing was too little that day", she said with a twinkle in her eyes
"you can say that again"

That day I had already gotten to the university, was in my 100 level, first semester, just a fresher, and a not so fine one, so no hope on that front yet, and I didn’t mind, I had Tonia back home for me, it was one of those public holidays, was on my way home, sent her a ext about coming over and seeing her before arriving home, she texted back with a "yeah", rushed over there, and after the whole kissing that I couldn’t get enough of, I asked her to do things to me, she looked at me, and said are you sure, I told her yes, I am, and she said don’t move then, just let me do it all

"hold on, wait, you planned on asking her to do this from he start? "
"not really, I just did it on a whim"
"don’t think so, that whim of yours must have been something for you"
"now that you say that, I think so, back then during my final papers, was doing NECO then, I remember going to the toilet during one of the exam and seeing a girl in the toilet, she didn’t close the door well, and I called out jokingly, "wouldn’t mind joining you there", then ran off to do my business and went back to my paper, I forgot about this, but then the girl, I didn’t see her face then, walked up to me later on after the exam and repeated my statement back to me, and asked if I was game"
"what? She asked that? ", she replied incredulously
"yeah, she did, I was as shocked as you are now, I fixed a time with her, went over, her granny was around, she said she was going to come to my side, told her my address, knowing she wasn’t going to come, and that day, around 7, I could hear my name being called downstairs, the girl was looking for me, had to discharge her, promising later, well, later never came though, but from then I realised, maybe over thinking things too much was bad and going with the flow was the way to go"
"wow, im amazed, mr Casanova, go on"
"thank you ma", I replied, tongue in cheek

As she asked me not to move, I sat down on the couch, and she proceeded to go down on her knees, unbuckled my trousers, drew them down, same with my boxers and before I could say blow, she put me in her mouth, I ran mad that moment, that was my first time of getting a Mouth Gig, before I could start enjoying it, however, I came in her mouth, and right before my eyes, she swallowed it and looked at me and said,
"what? Why did you come so fast"
"its been a long time I was with a woman", I lied but that was the truth technically
"that’s bad, maybe next time will be better", she said and stood up in all her baked glory, I remember saying to myself; wow, this girl just 17? That’s crazy, pulled up my trousers and went back home, all smiles and on top of the world, my parents noticed and asked what was making me so happy, told them It was the aroma from the kitchen, they laughed and shook their head, and I sat up all night replaying it in my head, couldn’t wait for next time to come around, so I spent time reading on how to last longer, all the tips were stored in the "fast eroding" brain of mine and next time I went here again, we didn’t even bother kissing, she just went down and did it again, and like before I came early, not to be deterred, she made me rise up again and continue, and I came again, and once again she covered me with her mouth and I came not fast but not that long, I was blown right out of my mind, forgive the pun"

"you’re on a roll, go on"

Well, after going back to school, I scheduled meeting up with her, and after one of those meetings that ended up with me trying to catch my breath, I offered to use my fingers on her and she declined saying she was a virgin, I was shocked, seeing the shock on my face, she tried explaining
"im still a virgin cause of my mum, she will kill me if she even thinks im doing blowjobs"
"really? But how will she know, will you tell her? "
"nah, don’t have to, she will know", she reiterated
"right, so how did you get so good at this; giving head, I mean"
"I had good teachers", she said with a smirk
"teachers? Like a boy or what", I asked, confused
"yeah, a guy and my friend, a girl, practised a lot on the guy till I got this good"
"wow, that’s some lucky guys, two girls for him alone"
"yeah yeah, he’s gone though, they packed out already"
With that information, I went home, after a while, I tried asking her to date me and she brought me back to reality
"see, Gabriel, I might enjoy touching your body, cause I like it, but I don’t like you, hope you don’t get offended, but I really don’t"
This was a shocker, I left her house then and there, promising never to come back

"but lemme guess, you didnt plan on keeping that promise? "
"yeah, I did, but not after two years had gone by, I stumbled on her number in one of my notebooks and called her, we talked a while, spoke to her brothers, reminisced about the past, then I spoke to her again, and I kept on calling her, tried hooking up with her cause I was following the law that says if you have entered a girl before, you can enter her again, technically I hadn’t had sex with her, but I was close already, so figured it wouldn’t be hard, but it was, she was out of the state for a while, had to wait for her to come back, and then they moved out to another street, far from where they were before, thinking it would be gone like that, we also moved out, and we did so to a street opposite theirs, and I took that as a sign"
"a sign? Or more like devil playing temptation"
"sign, temptation, same thing, just semantics", this elicited laughter from her, go on then
"right, suit yourself, hold it though, you haven’t see her yet, have you?" she inquired
"nah should do that before the month runs out though"
"well that’s something to look forward to hearing about if you actually do succumb to the temptation, that’s by the way, things must have happened between then and you running into her now again, you weren’t celibate throughout, were you? ", she smiled
"no, I wasn’t, that’s true, lemme backtrack to Maria"
"ohhh, the 16 yr old? Please do, was curious about what happened to her, before you start, hold that thought", she went to the adjoining room and came back with a bottle of water, "you must be parched now, Casanovas shouldn’t talk for so long without water", she teased
"ha ha ha ha, the shrink knows how to tell a joke"
"right, so get on with Maria then"

Ohh, so about Maria, I did all she asked for that day, specifically cancelled my class for the day, needed to be in a good frame of mind, im sure the others must have noticed I was a walking energy bomb cause they all stayed out of my way, and when it was time, she called me, said she was downstairs, went down to meet her, we walked over to the ATM, withdrew 10,000 as a precaution, so we continued on our journey, neither of us saying anything to the other, I was lost in thought, she was looking at me like I wasn’t okay, so we went to the hotel, name’s Zest, funny thing is, that was the first time of me going to that hotel or any other hotel for that matter and it was the beginning of numerous hotel stays, we got a room, went in, and there it was just the two of us, looking at each other, one waiting for the other to make the first move….

"got cold feet", she inquired
"not really, guess that shy me never got totally erased, you know", I shrugged
"right, so shy you was missing when you made the journey to the hotel?", scepticism in her tone
"what can I say? Shy me picks its moments, seriously though, I think it’s more of the fact that my brain finally registered, I was about to do it", I said sober
"okay, go on then"

So, after a minute became two, deciding she couldn’t wait any longer, she asked for the stuff I was supposed to bring, brought them out of my bag, and she went on to do a cocktail of sorts, for a girl her age, young as she was, I was surprised, wow, they really do grow up and learn fast, was my train of thought, and from then on, I guess, shy me took the back seat, and we made the room more cloudy that it should be, with the tramadol in my system, I was pumped up and ready to go.
"so where’s the condom", she asked
"in the bag", I nodded at it, she went and took it out, squealing in delight, "hey, you’ve got good taste, fiesta is one of the few I like out there", I didn’t catch the meaning of that, guess I was too far gone, so I just nodded in a goofy way. She wore the condom on me, proceeding to lie down on the bed.
"ermm, aren’t you supposed to give me head first? ", I asked
"sure, but I want my scent on your dick before putting you in my mouth", she winked

"wow, excuse me, but wow, please go on" she interrupted
"cant blame you, that was the same expression on my face that fateful day", I smiled

With that by the side, I hovered above her, with her guiding hands, I was about to enter, till it clicked in my brain, this girl was still 16, another part was telling me to go on, she was already a master at it already, so what more would my doing it with her change? I succumbed to this side and continued till I was at the tip already, and that’s when shy me took a stance, before I knew I had rolled back on the bed facing the ceiling
"huh, Gabriel, what’s wrong", Maria was worried
"nothing, let’s do this another day", I shook my head
"huh, wait, another day? We talked about this already, so me anticipating getting my brains bleeped out was for nothing", she was disgusted
"im sorry, just not myself today, maybe it’s the drugs in my system or something", I lied
"really? You’re annoying, im sure it’s still that age stuff on your mind", she left the bed and started dressing up
"seriously? You paid 9,000 for this room and its going to waste like that", she was still angry
"don’t worry about it, i’ll probably spend the night here", I sat up
"ermmm, maybe I can stay with you then? Will tell my parents I’ve got assignments to do in school", she brightened for an instant
"nah, don’t worry, just go home, i’ll call you"¸I shook my head
"God, you are the worst", she stormed out of the room

"yay, score one for the moral you", the therapist beam at me
"im not so sure that was morally right from me , I mean I’m not sure some moral side was what stopped me, I guess you were right after all", I shook my head
"right about what"
"i’m really a shy guy"
"that’s rich, coming from you, so what happened next"

A[i]fter she was gone, I packed up myself, and went back to school , letting the money waste like that, wasn’t that concerned, at least I did something right, I consoled myself, but I never called her again, never spoke to her again, deleted her number, I had had enough unwanted experience with "teenagers", especially 16 year olds, not interested in those anymore, guess my "not younger than my sister" maxim was going to stay strong then, so I thought………….
[/i]
"why am I not surprised?, its even plain on your face, this breaks you have", she shook her head in exasperation
"are you serious? Well, it’s not my fault though, it’s the environment", I shrugged
"so you let yourself be influenced by the things around you? That’s shocking, and you are supposed to be the man", she asked
"hey, you aren’t supposed to judge me you know", I winced
"i’m not judging, just making observations"
"right, and im a saint", I smirked
"well, if that’ what you think of yourself, feel free, wont be the one to correct that notion", she teased, "so tell me about the umpteenth time you broke your word again"

Well, this time it wasn’t my fault, and the girl was 17, so technically I wasn’t going so low, but she was still two years my sister’ junior, so there was that, but we hit it off real fast, did the whole song and dance about relationships, something about her though, she was the daughter of a pastor with arguably more experience than Maria, I wasn’t as shocked as the first time, was getting numb to it, and once again, we went to the hotel, same one, in the room, no "cold feet" hesitation, we did a little tease kissing, this time I was determined not to go back without doing what I came for.
"lets watch a little porn to get us in the mood", she was fixed on her phone
"really, do we need it? ", I stood still
"don’t be a baby, come over here", she patted the bed, I went over, and we watched it together, had to make an effort to show interest in it, I knew the actress in it, already watched a hundred of her movies, so wasn’t moved by her sight, after a while, we stopped watching and started our pre intimacy, a level of arousal later, I was waiting for the whole works and then she shocked me.

"lemme guess, she blew you out of your mind", she smiled
"well, put that way, you can say that, mind you this was someone I had already spent a month with, we already stole kisses, did the whole finger in he, already boasted about her skills as an headmistress so I was prepared for the best time of my life"

She asked me what exactly did I want, I looked at her and said she could start with giving me head first, and she looked at me, sighing.
"Gabriel baby, I really want to drive you crazy but…"
"but what Ella?", I waited for it
"I want you to earn it, I want it to mean so much to you knowing yes you worked for it", she was still holding on to my dick
"earn it? woah, so what we’ve had all these while don count", I was getting angry myself
"nooo, it does, that’s why I came here with you in the first place but for a Mouth Gig something more needs to take place, see, I actually like you very much, so I want this to mean more to you like it does to me", she sighed
"well, good thing then", I disengaged myself from her, "wont force you, lets blow this joint", I wore my clothing back
"what of the room? "
"i’ll come back with the guys, we’ll crash here together", I got ready to leave
"are you still mad at me? Don’t be, im sorry", she pulled on her dress
"nah, its cool, said I wasn’t going to rush you, just take your time", I smiled
"thanks Gab, I do love you", we left the hotel together, seeing her off, till I got back to school,

"so you did come back to the hotel? With your friends?", she sipped her glass of water
"not really, none of them could come cause hey wanted to bring girls too and the ones they called weren’t available"
"so you let the room go like that"
"nah, found a girl I was trying to get intimate with to go with me and she did"
"why am I not surprised? Typical boy behaviour", she shook her head, rolling her eyes in an exaggerated fashion
"nooo, not really, I was just into her, wasn’t planning too much concerning her but then she came in handy, wont you agree?", I smirked
"yeah, hurray for you",
"but nothing happened with the girl I took back though, guess I had lost my appetite for girls not up to the age I already set for myself"
"really? And what age is that now? "
"above 20, the new girl made me realise this"
"how so?"
"ohhh, after going to the hotel with her, I was on my phone all through the night, and she slept through the night, and we went out separate ways the next morning, forgot all about it till she brought it up some months later talking about how I ran my mouth off to some guys claiming I took her to the hotel to have sex with her"
"but you did it, didn’t you? Tell others?", she asked
"honestly, I didn’t, I might have told someone I sent the night at the hotel with the girl, but I specifically said nothing happened"
"of course, you don’t expect them to believe it, you being a guy and she being a girl, coming from you again?",
"well, wasn’t my fault they took it up the wrong way, but wasn’t cool seeing a young girl talking to me like I had no idea what I was doing, I cut it all of with her, after making attempts to clear my name, and of course I forgot about her, but you know what? She didn’t cause she sent me a text some months later asking me to come t her birthday with gifts, see why my stance on young girls is the best? ",I bragged
"how so?"
"this girl insulted me, says she wants nothing to do with me, and later comes around asking me to come to her birthday? i mean, seriously? "
"maybe she had a change of heart, you know girls are forgiving when it’s the right guy", she explained
"nah, I don’t think so, me thinks she assumed I would be eager to get in her good graces like some sex starved brother"
"really? And im sure you weren’t sex starved, seeing as there are more than enough 21 year olds walking about"
"well, you know what they say, when life gives you lemons, you squeeze the hell out of it"
"that’s not the right saying, but I’ll let that pass", she smiled
"so that’s it, I guess Tonia was the start of it all", I finished
"okay, lets play a game then, you plan on seeing her soon, yes?", she sat straight up
"yeah, I guess so"
"postpone it, give it a year, try to see if you’d get engaged to other things, don’t let your infatuation with her dictate how you plan yourself", she advised
"hmmm, that might be hard though, you know, seeing as she might be gone again"
"well, in that case, let her be gone then, other Tonias will surely come around"
"after the stress of reconnecting with her? i should just let go like that?", I gasped
"yeah, besides she’s not more than 19 now if my math is correct, so why you going back on you 21 year limit"
"I don’t know, I guess, she’s the exception to the rule", I shrugged
"that’s a dangerous exception, take it easy, If you cant delete her number, just hide it, see if you would move forward, i’m not going to advise you sleep with everything in a skirt, but please, use a condom"
", sure thing I don’t joke with that"
"okay then, come see me next week, same time, it will just be me and you again"
Looking up at the time, 4 hours had passed already, seeing I was looking up at the clock, she smiled "you were on a roll, didn’t want to adjourn till next week, wanted you to spill it all out"
"thanks, I appreciate that, maybe next time I’ll make sure to be time conscious", I ruffled my hair
"please do, else I might start charging you for overtime” she laughed
"I know I know, see you next week then", I shook her hands and walked out of the office

On the road back to the hostel, I realized I really did need that, wow, its been a while, not sure I might forget Tonia though, will give it a try though,

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