"I write this from my grave, my heart is heavy. Its like the whole world is on my shoulders. Let me try and make you understand. Many people who claim they know me will not understand what i feel deep inside, they can only tell you what they have seen and heard. I live a life of affluence, am from a rich and influential family. May see my family as perfect because all our needs are met.,to the world, are peaceful in our heaven, unknown to them we are dead. Let me start from the genesis...