You see my smile
But deep within I cry
You see the laughter
But deep within I am drowning
You see me fixing others
But I myself need fixing
I am broken
Pieces of me scattered all over the place
I am lost
Cannot seem to find myself
I am screaming for help
But all the world sees is my playful self


I close my eyes and they think I sleep
But deep inside I am wide awake searching
For the missing piece
For that one thing
The one that will lead me home
And out of this feeling
Lights will shine
And I shall smile again
Dancing to the rhythm of my heart
As I recover from the dungeon I find myself
But who would save me
When the real me can’t be found
As I bath myself in my tears
While wallowing in my fears

Maybe I should run
Far away
Maybe I will find comfort in the rain
Where my tears and fears will not be visible in the plain
But then I have to ask myself
Where am I now
Why am I where I am
Answers that might serve as the compass
To lead me out of this feeling
And complete my process of healing
Then maybe the lights will guide me home
And take me back to where my journey began
So I can right all my wrongs
And finally get to shine
This light of mine