I'm from a family of 3. The first of all three and I'm really undergoing the hardest phase of my life right now. Will be 31 next month and my life has been a mess.

Depressive thoughts keep running through my head daily as it's now my new normal and I think I really need help.

I never planned for any of this hardship. Infact during my undergraduate days I was the best student in my department and I think that was where I got it all wrong. I thought that was enough to give me the good life I've always envisage.

Finish school. Get a job. And start a family. But it took a harsh turn that in turn gives me depression.

Did my NYSC in Sokoto state 2019. Got back to Lagos with the hope of getting a job.

I job hunted for months all to nothing. I attended series of interviews and still couldn't get a job. Living with my parents then and it wasn't a pleasant one anymore.

I was desperate to get a good life for myself so I think getting a skill should do.

I opted for photography. I learned it for 6 months and I grabbed a reasonable amount of it.

After that I was in another state of raising money to get photography gears. I was unable to.

I got an apartment later on because I can't stay with my parent forever. Couldn't keep up with bills.

Bills upon bills upon bills.

I'm just asking for help. Plsssss.

At 31 I'm yet to even think of getting married or raising kids. I just want to get out of this brokeness and be able to fend for myself.

Suicidal thoughts now become my day to day routine. I'm really at the verge of losing the grip of hope.

I'll really appreciate if anybody can connect me to a Travel agency where I can work as a photographer as that aspect of photography is what I find interesting. And I do it very very well. Tourism too.

You can run the hashtag "#AlaoLikeness" on all social media to get a glimpse of some of my shots.

Please I really need help. Pls. Pls.

If it’s photography you are currently doing,have you thought of mastering your skill and taking advantage of Instagram ? Like sourcing for gigs collaborating with models,influencers and show casing your portfolio

waxyung:
I'm from a family of 3. The first of all three and I'm really undergoing the hardest phase of my life right now. Will be 31 next month and my life has been a mess.

Depressive thoughts keep running through my head daily as it's now my new normal and I think I really need help.

I never planned for any of this hardship. Infact during my undergraduate days I was the best student in my department and I think that was where I got it all wrong. I thought that was enough to give me the good life I've always envisage.

Finish school. Get a job. And start a family. But it took a harsh turn that in turn gives me depression.

Did my NYSC in Sokoto state 2019. Got back to Lagos with the hope of getting a job.

I job hunted for months all to nothing. I attended series of interviews and still couldn't get a job. Living with my parents then and it wasn't a pleasant one anymore.

I was desperate to get a good life for myself so I think getting a skill should do.

I opted for photography. I learned it for 6 months and I grabbed a reasonable amount of it.

After that I was in another state of raising money to get photography gears. I was unable to.

I got an apartment later on because I can't stay with my parent forever. Couldn't keep up with bills.

Bills upon bills upon bills.

I'm just asking for help. Plsssss.

At 31 I'm yet to even think of getting married or raising kids. I just want to get out of this brokeness and be able to fend for myself.

Suicidal thoughts now become my day to day routine. I'm really at the verge of losing the grip of hope.

I'll really appreciate if anybody can connect me to a Travel agency where I can work as a photographer as that aspect of photography is what I find interesting. And I do it very very well. Tourism too.

You can run the hashtag "#AlaoLikeness" on all social media to get a glimpse of some of my shots.

Please I really need help. Pls. Pls.

Go to FB and search for Anita Ejemen.
She outsourced jobs(an agent) within the media and entertainment sector in Lagos.
Chat her up and tell her what skills and jobs you can do.
It ain't easy Bro
Even if you have to work and walk alone, don't give up. There is light at the end of the tunnel.

Go and find a top photographer can work with the person while you are still gathering capital to start your own. Get a clear agreement, pay, working conditions once its fair enough go ahead and give your best. Don't give up and be optimistic.

Drop your whatapp number and let's talk.