I started gambling in 2012 But things turned out worst since i started playing virtual in bet9ja and since then my life has never been the same.
im a tech person and possess vast skills in computer hardware and software's.

I have fasted and prayed, i have been embarrassed, humiliated, sold my properties and yet i still cant quit, i have lost over 100 million on betting account since 2012 .
i recently lost my job last month as a result of my gambling addiction as i used money giving to me by my colleague for procurement to place a bet, she later found out but despite my pleas i was still sacked.
i currently hate myself so much right now that i just want to end my life.

everyone seems to have abandoned me, and i feel so hopeless and contemplating suicide as i speak i dont know how or were my next meal would come from and i have backloads of debts hanging on my neck.
please assist me

You said your life is ruined so our advice can't help you.
Sorry.

Please my dear, don't lose hope and don't think of committing suicide. God is still God.
Please visit any bible believing and deliverance church and you'll receive your total deliverance, such as mountain of fire.
God will help you. Amen