I think this is why am not loved by humanity

I think this was why till date, I have not yet find someone yo love my kind

I think this was why i went deaf nearly dead on hospital bed as a 13year old

But, I cannot turn the hands of time

I have asked for and sought for information about this girl.... But I couldn't get it


This is my story;

At the age of 9, after I watched a Yoruba movie, wanting to get more of laughter from that movie I lay my own plans aside....

Those days in Kaduna where my parents recalled me to come meet them from my village. I left for their place. (I have been schooling in Kaduna before then, but one thing or the other took me to my village).
So, returning to Kaduna at age nine, some months after I restarted my private school again, I encountered a film as a child that made the house erupt in laughter at what those Yoruba film actors can hatch. In the evening at dusk, we use to watch Yoruba film together as a compound full of six different families then.
So, there was a movie were a small lad of 13 or 9year old gavecsn old man a bottle of urine to drink.... GOTO 3

This old 'maygaurd' was drinking coke in a 35cl bottle. And this boy standing tasty of this drink devise a plan for the sweet drink.

When this man dropped the drink on the floor of a counter and look straight through the window at a narrow dusty road, the boy muster courage to go for the drink! He drank every tilt of the drink to his fill, and opened his trouser to urinate silently into the bottle fitting his pen.s into it, he filled it back to the full size, lay it down, returhed back to hiding and watched the man and his drink!

The man, lifted the bottle, not looking at its colour, fitted it into his mouth... Not yet smelling the odour, he tasted it (just as we tasted coke).....

'Itaw itaw itaaaawwww...'

He look at the place where he had a secret giggle and took a cane....

he threw the bottle away and went for the little lad..
................................................

That was where i learnt this from. it was a wicked act, I learnt later on ky own!


Goto 4;

So, there was a day....

I was only 9 then, going into 10year old and was in Primary 1.

So, evil I knew not what was evil or good. We just did everything to make us happy and laugh.

My mum was out to the market. My dad was out to workplace. Living behind I and my two juniors.

This neighour brought her little daughter of age 4 to sleep in our one room bedroom that she might have time to go and return back from the 'central market' too.

My little brother and sister were outdoor playing. And I was indoor watching or waiting for Saturday 'Indian film' that morning.

I looked at this girl sleeping. She twitches her mouth like demanding for water.

My mind get to that film we watched last night. Remembering it, I took a cup, urinate in it, abd put the tip in the 'innocent girls' mouth.

She drank and....


Her mouth twitched like that actor....

I saw it and smiled....

This was just the begining of my sad experiences. Ever since that day....

Now at age 40, I still look for this girl or her sisters to confess to how I did to her infancy, how I sought laughter from watching fiction...


Her name is....

Khafilatu.

END

Kurmin Mashi Kaduna.

lalasticalala... please, move this to the front page, that I may see help.

This is definitely not the problem.
Free your mind, you were young and naive mehn

That's really an evil act. Just go to God in prayer and ask for forgiveness, and never go back to evil ways again