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|God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 9:07pm On May 11, 2015|
Please come for me, God is wicked and I excactly want him to strike me down. He is the architect of doom.
We are nothing but spectacle in the eyes of the lord- myopinionscount.
Before I start my story, I wanna ask a question "if you are building a house and you realize that the way you are building this house it would collapse upon completion, would you continue building and watch it collapse or start building from scratch again or find something to do to prevent the building from collapsing? I would aprreciate everyone commenting here to answer this question before posting any comments.
Born into a dysfunctional home, I have known nothing but misery and pain. I often wondered as a human, why am I so bitter towards people not knowing it was because I was born and bred in a toxic home. I am not a saint, I do not have the best attitude and am not gonna justify that I am pure here. Why Should I when the formative years of a child are the most important and its is almost impossible to break away from what you learnt both subconsciously and consciously as a child when you become an adult.
First of all, I always thought my mother (mid 50s) was the holiest woman in the world, not knowing she always played the victim. She has practically ruined the lives of her three children because of her greed and selfishness. She put me into all this mess. Need i mention that I have never been thought how to cook or any form of sexual of physical education have I learnt from her. All she knows how to do is beg unemployed youths like myself and my sister for money and gossip about people around and won't move on from my so called father.
Now to buttress my above statement, what shall it profit a woman to be with a man who has had more dan 5 wives(claims Christianity) and bear him three children without planning for them and now expects to eat from the fruit she never labored for. I always thought my mum was legally married to my dad, she did not even do Introduction. I asked why she shoved my question.
While she was in his house, he brought another woman into the house and she also bore him 3kids and another woman who bore him another kid, a girl and the list goes on.
Now to the man I have called father for years but no longer holds that title. There has been no child that has lived under him that has ever been successful, no single child. I am a tenant in my own house...well not practically my house but his house. Should I list all the atrocities I know that he has committed. I would list some to show you how much of a demon he is.
-he was a lecturer in Unilag, slept with girls and had their bfs expelled cos he wanted them all to himself.
-when his friends wife died, he impregnated her and she bore him a son
-he impregnated more dan 7 of his girlfriends friends and sisters
-he impregnated his wifes(stepmothers) sister but she aborted it
-he impregnanted all our house girls
-he sleeps with our cousins and family members
-he brings our juniors from both secondary school and university and impregnantes them.
Dis is little of what he has done and if you think I am exaggerating, your God is my witness
I and my sister moved out of this mans house at the age of 7, with my mum and brother who was a teenager at the time but my sister and I had to come back because we were kicked out of my grandmothers house at 12 midnight because of how lazy my mother is. Before we moved back tho, when we go visiting on weekends to collect 300 naira as pocket money for the week, he would make us clean and sweep his house and my step brothers and sister room, wash their plate, etc before we even leave. All this were from the age of 9 to 14 when we moved back amongst all other bitter things I won't mention. Now we have graduated and unemployed, he refused to pay our Msc fees or even give us anymoney for feeding. We have been feeding ourselves for the last two years and decided enough is enough so we told our mum we are moving to her place as he has chased us out so many times...even today to.
Currently there is a girl in the house from lead city university who is pregnant for him. This same girl he chased us out for cos he expects a girl like me who is in her twenties to be friends with a ho who wants to become a wife. I laugh at her cos he has more dan 40 children and hers won't be the last.
To cut my story short, I can't list every single thing but I would just say, I have known nothing but bitterness in my life and have prayed for over 20 years and God hasn't answered my prayers and I don't think he plans on anytime soon. How can I give love when I havenever been shown love. I have no female friends because he would sleep with them all. My male friends are dwindling because my father has banned i and my sister from going out because he claims we. Go to see out bfs. I cannot even throw dustbin outside he would threaten to lock me out. I am a slave in my own house and my mum is very lazy.she a love-vendor but she ain't no kris Jenner. She duped us of so many things. She spent our school fees, takes all our allowances uses it to buy clothes and jewelries for herself. She believes she owns everything fom us that we are a source of income for her. She even says we should prostitute ourselves and live on the streets that we shouldn't move to the house she stays(she didnot pay for it and everything there is i and my sisters money). Lemme just stop here and say my story is the one of a TOXIC DAD AND LESS OPTIMUM MOTHER.
Now back to God. How can I love God when I don't know what love is, never experienced it. How could he leave me i. This suffering for so long I am going mad, my sister has started talking to her self. There is no family or uncle or aunts, no one, I am alone in this world. Never had a good relationship. I have prayed for so long and nothing has happened. I have been abused mentally and emotionally and carry this scars around. How would I be less bitter with a constant reminder of how stupid my mother is for having me without planning. I have carried this burden for toolong. Where is God where are u. If you truly exist, strike me down and save me soul. I am done.
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|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by masterchi(m): 9:11pm On May 11, 2015|
Oboy summary sweet oh. Meanwhile op which God wicked?
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by gudluckgreat(m): 9:18pm On May 11, 2015|
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by abbeycial: 9:23pm On May 11, 2015|
There is light at D end of ur tunnel
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by delishpot: 9:24pm On May 11, 2015|
Op pkele. What more can I say. Me sef dey find Gods face now. But in all, I remember that some have it worse. So OP, biko, please, look on the bright side. Some have it worse.
If there truly is a Great God, may he meet us at the points of our needs.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by marshalcarter: 9:29pm On May 11, 2015|
Honey...dnt talk lyk dis
GOD does exist...its only a matter of time..everythin will be fine
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by elantraceey(f): 9:30pm On May 11, 2015|
Sorry I didn't read your story but I can tell you picture God this way because of situations and what you've been taught but let me tell you this, even after all you've typed God loves you unconditionally and relentlessly as if you're the only one he created and nothing on earth can separate you from his love, his just waiting for you to come into his loving hands, there alone will you find peace and rest.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by davien(m): 9:37pm On May 11, 2015|
What a sad story.....since you don't acknowledge a god anymore why not work to be successful on your own....
Beliefs don't give results on their own but it's your actions(which beliefs may/may not motivate) that earn results.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by pinkyruledworld(m): 10:00pm On May 11, 2015|
Nothing last 4ever. We could b ur friend tho.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 10:06pm On May 11, 2015|
god is an excuse, , we are responsible for our our lives.
@op - i'm not lenient to self-pity, , stop crying boohoo, u hve the power to unlock the doors of limitless possibilities in ur life.
only if u believe in urself, think positive, the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams,
for now, leave all the pieces of the puzzle on the floor and move the fvck on....
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by dajoaneke(m): 10:07pm On May 11, 2015|
Now you want to blame God for the sins of your father? Such a shame. You are responsible for your own destiny. Stop blaming your old man for your destiny. You have the power to accept or change it. Its all up to you
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 10:59pm On May 11, 2015|
MrPresident:Firstly, I am no party to self pity...I don't roll on that team. I have single handedly catered for my mum, brother and sister in the past...if my story sounds like I am in tears to you, you are wrong...I cannot list my achievements and sorrows together in one post. That would be for another day. Besides the future belongs to those who go out and earn it.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by tonybosses: 11:02pm On May 11, 2015|
Topic= God is wicked
Last paragraph= God does nt exist
Everything u said was just u raining insults on ur parents..not too cool anyway.
You are just confuse and looking for sympathy.
Keep waiting for Job or for people to feed you,you go old....lol
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by GooseBaba: 11:17pm On May 11, 2015|
Op is asking for practical solutions to her problem, you're here selling her fairytales... Smh
Myopinionscount , now that you have realized that God is no where to be found. The question you're missing is "now what "!? Now that you know, what do you do. I cannot comprehend your struggles, trials and tribulations. But what I can tell you is that you free your mind from godly attributes.
This is the part where you stop feeling sorry for yourself and start challenging yourself. Study how things work around you and anticipate the outcome. By doing this you do not let uncertainty cloud your judgment. Let's face it, abrahamics gods thrive in your fear of uncertainty, and the social and economic situation in Nigeria does not help matters.
As you know, no one chooses who their parents would be. Therefore, challenge yourself to gaining enlightenment that you donnot subject your self to, i know the economic aspect would not change overnight, but I guarantee you that when you see life differently, you change your perception and wait for no messiah. Then you would begin your journey of knowing your self.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by elantraceey(f): 11:22pm On May 11, 2015|
You have the mouth to say this because most Christians don't know who they are and what they have and are to any extent lazy (talking about total Christians not benchwarmers) Christianity doesn't say you shouldn't instead it says work but work with grace and excellence to make your work an exception , they want God to do all they work while they do nothing so I actually don't blame you at all.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Lincolnburrows(m): 11:32pm On May 11, 2015|
You just nailed it.
She doesn't believe in God. But she has accused God of being wicked instead of her wicked and irresponsible parents.
Well, I can actually help if only I can verify your story. Since you are indirectly seeking help.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by tonybosses: 11:35pm On May 11, 2015|
She is looking for sympathy or attention..
Tell her Eyah it's well my sister
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by GooseBaba: 11:49pm On May 11, 2015|
You can't blame me for speaking the truth, however, you Trying to sell christianity like it doesn't Sapp christains of common sense Is dubious on your part. If "MOST" christain donnot know who they are and what they have..kindly, explain why. Is it because christianity has taken away their ability to challenge their situation instead they put it in prayers.
I've met and know financially poor /struggling christain, that will quickly tell you that their rewards is in heaven. But they are ready to sell their political vote for a bag of rice. Now tell me, if there were no rewards in the afterlife do you think that they would sell themselves short. Do you think they would not strive to understand how government works in order to challenge their fellow man in the corridor of power. But instead, they're eager to tell you "god is in control "..
myopinionscounts situation is not peculiar to christains alone, but the question remains why should one continue to make excuses for a god that is nowhere to be found. When one starts making excuses for something that is not providing the necessary results. Then we know that tthey're either a fraud or simply deluding themselves.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 11:55pm On May 11, 2015|
typical slowpoke! you opened a somewhat distressed thread to kvetch your sorry life and your obsession with god , we came counselling,
and you moxied up to counter quote.
talk a walk!!!
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Scholar8200(m): 11:56pm On May 11, 2015|
Hello op, your outburst is understandable but not justifiable. Indeed, your take off point is similar to that of people who we call great, successful etc today. I am acquainted with one who went thru similar condition, lost 2 siblings, chased from home and house was sold by dad, now squats in community where he was once landlord's kid etc but such an one can still testify of the fact that God is good and is a very present help in time of trouble as a prayer answering God.. True your parents have taken courses in life that are negative, you can turn the tide for yourself and family. . If you dont mind can I ask. 1. What was your relationship with God at the time you were praying? 2. What promises were you holding to? 3. Did you make the hard choice of forgiving your parents while praying or felt justified holding a grudge against them? I ask these because the bible clearly states that asking should be done in faith [that comes by the Word], without holding to sin[Psalm 66:18], and with forgiveness.[ mark 11:25,26] The latter one may appear very painful but it is a decision you must make ignoring the emotional protest within. Forgiving not because they deserve it but because you have to. Yours is not a difficult case. I've known cases of families caught in a labyrinth of spiritual confusion and the lives of the victims wastes/pines away either by sickness or mysterious deaths. John the baptist was imprisoned and he gave way to despair and depression making a statement similar to yours. He died in prison. Paul and Silas were handsomely rewarded for their evangelistic effort with scourging and imprisonment, they prayed and praised and were delivered. Peter was also imprisoned and could do neither of the preceding two so he kept mute and slept [in faith since Jesus had told him he'll live to old age b4 now John 21:18]. He was delivered. The choice is yours the ante-penultimate shows that depression and discouragement changes nothing but confirms your captivity. It's wrong to blame God for the consequences of man's decisions or actions. Many have faced worse cases but are today living testimonies of the goodness of a God that answers prayer.. [I am too hence it's too late for one to tell me there's no God! That's another story] Of course this does not mean just pray and dont work or take legitimate steps or opportunities. In any case the choice is yours.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 12:41am On May 12, 2015|
MrPresident:You are such a smart-arse, a sharp tongue is no indication of a keen mind. Don't you realise that there are enough people to hate in the world already, without your putting in so much effort to give us another? Look at him, he has depth, but only on the surface. Deep down inside, he is shallow. You are Extremely obnoxious.
Grasp your ears firmly and pull, I don't mind you talking so much, as long as you don't mind me not listening.
Actually, I'd like to see things from your point of view, but I can't seem to get my head that far up your ass. Do you want me to accept you as you are, or do you want me to lie to myself and try to like you. Why don't you go to the library and brush up on your ignorance? Chavaunistic piglet.
I've come across rotting bodies that are less offensive than you are. Please, keep talking Or Breathe the other way, please. Your opinions are bleaching my hair. Make me happy and keep you opinions to yourself.
You are the kind of person who, when someone first meets you, they don't like you. But when they get to know you better, they hate you. Lawd, You have a nasty speech impediment and You must have a low opinion of people, if you think they are your equal. Act your age, senile.
Now I am walking away and not the one to mess with. Walking away...
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 12:50am On May 12, 2015|
Lincolnburrows:please and please, I am not seeking help from anybody...I do not have a picture or my real email address on nairaland. Just because I posted this story dosent mean I am not doing something for my self or I am broke in anyway...I am only venting out my anger that people like this shud not be blessed with children.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 12:53am On May 12, 2015|
dajoaneke:I am not blaming him for my destiny! He is not the author of my fate, I am blaming him because of all the anger I have built up inside...is it possible to know anything uve nt seen or heard or being taught before?
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 12:57am On May 12, 2015|
tonybosses:i have never believed in God, and I would like to believe in someone so perfect, loving and nice if he truly exists and I pray you have them as parents and you'd be like them to your children and see how ur children would bless you with insults. If I am looking for sympathy, my picture would be here along with my phone number. Listen, I am anonymous. I agree I am confused but not as confused as someone who dosent read properly and decipher things before commenting. And I am actually waiting for you to give me a job and feed me. Waiting
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by elantraceey(f): 1:24am On May 12, 2015|
One thing most Christians lack is knowledge, they are very study lazy both spiritual and physical things , they can accept anything anyone tells them without verifying and when it all goes wrong they blame God for it. I don't want to talk much but all I'll say is God has done all he needs to do and has given us everything we need to be a true representation of him so if there's anyone falls short he should go inside and check himself, there are things he's supposed to do that he's not doing .
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by elantraceey(f): 1:26am On May 12, 2015|
Honey you'are gonna wait for a very long time if you don't use those hands and brain he has given you.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Nobody: 1:41am On May 12, 2015|
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by GooseBaba: 2:42am On May 12, 2015|
Aunty mi, i find your write up and concepts of the bible god a tad bit dubious. If he had done all and given us everything we need. Why then do christain worship him every Fridays, Saturday or Sunday depending on the denomination. Why should christains be a true representation of him if indeed he is the creator of everything, who is he competing with.? Why do you need to give him praise and glorify his name. What is the need for salvation.. ?
According to, your concepts of your christain god. What do christains get when they pray and worship him if they could just do it by themselves. It's either you're ashamed of your god, hence your depiction of the bible god as a deistic diety..
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Ultimate001: 2:49am On May 12, 2015|
GooseBaba:I wonder if u sleep at all. I'm afraid this antagonism spirit wld av influenced ur BP nd sm oda areas of ur life..... Whether u like/believe or not, the truth remains the truth.
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by GooseBaba: 3:04am On May 12, 2015|
And the truth is "..................." fill in the blank
I'm only going by the level of nuisance you and your likes exhibit when promoting a dead man you never met as your lord and saviour. A mere character in a book... Smh.. . While you cannot honor your great grandparents whose lineage you came from..
Only people whose god inspired a book are the one susceptible to high BP, for they have to delude themselves, defend their god and make excuses for an alleged infinite being..
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by tonybosses: 6:26am On May 12, 2015|
Be deceiving yoursef there, Oya tk Eyah sorry sista it's well....lol
If it's business ur looking for that made u insult ur parents this much on an online forum then sumtn must b wrong with ur Character.. come here and list all the mistakes ur parents has made like anybody is truly perfect, noboddy can be totaly bad neither can any1b totally good.. you ungrateful brat!
Tk my advice go to business section here on nairaland and look for a business that u can do, if it's baking chin chin and egg roll and suppling to shops or schools around u or if its online business u want to do still good, be here crying no job.. you are just as bleeping lazy!!!!
Everybody has a story, urs isn't a big deal madam, face ur life!!!
Your mates are in lagos living alone and sending money home for their young ones and parents
|Re: God Is Wicked- We Are Nothing But Spectacle In The Eyes Of The Lord by Ranchhoddas(m): 7:50am On May 12, 2015|
elantraceey:How about reading the story before spewing your usual rubbish?
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