Sounds like my first wife... and the second...
and the... no, I'm not that stupid.
***************** About Her:
She took your rejection of her magnificent
feast offer personally. She was hurt so
she let you have it as many women
tend to do. She didn't care about your medical
condition at that point. In fact, if you were bleeding to death in front of her, she would
curse you for making such a mess with your
blood and tell you to just hurry up and die so
she can hose the floor off.
If you delve into her background, you'll
probably find she has issues regarding rejection, conflict resolution, human
relationships, anger management,
narcissistic traits, etc.
She does "love" you though, in her way. She
needs you to be a total pusssy she can beat up
at will - you'll be the dog she kicks when she has a bad day, or if she just wants to get her
rocks off. She expects to see hurt and pain on
your face and in your behaviour to validate
her existence. This is her paradigm for a
relationship.
********************** About You: You copped a face full of psycho vomit
from your soon-to-be-ex . (Sorry, just
speculating about the "ex" a bit) Devastated,
hurt and angry, you tested her care for you
when you did your dramatic exit from the
house, starving, half drugged and bleeding into your post-op nappy.
You expected her to show concern and
remorse for her outburst and your medical
condition. You thought she might at least call
you. Well, here's a bulletin for you:
She would rather have both her eyes gouged out with a rusty spoon than admit she was
wrong or show any concern for you. For her,
that would totally invalidate her existence.
She wanted to show you that she couldn't
give a flying fvck about you - even if she did
have some concerns. So, don't bother testing her, she'll never pass
your tests, ever! Be more concerned about
knowing yourself because you are the only
person you can try to fix. No person ever
fixed another - that comes from within. Then
you can make a decision about whether or not you want to be on a hiding to nothing for
the next 70 years.
Good luck! You're in for a rough ride! Been
there, done that.