Hello Lively Stones,

Recently,someone sent me a link to your facebook blog and I have been reading your articles everyday. I perceive you are a nice person. You are really trying to help relationships. Well done on the good work

I am not very big on commenting on blogs but I have a problem that is eating me up. I find it very difficult to discuss with anyone because it is very sensitive and difficult. It is also a secret I have kept in my heart for so long.

I am a thirty eight year old woman, I am in a relationship with a widower. Jackson has one kid from his late wife who died of fibroid complications. We have been going strong for about a year now and we are looking at getting married soon.

When I met Jackson,I let him know that I had a very bad past. I let him know that growing up was tough and I did things just to survive. Some of the things I did was have sugar daddies to help me financially. Jackson said it was ok as long as that was in my past.

But I didnt tell Jackson all the truth. I am from a polygamous home. And unfortunately,my family was not the best place any child could have been raised. Right from child hood,I was abused by my father and older brothers. I slept with them for several years. I became pregnant when I was 14. My mother was hardly ever around. She in her own wisdom was not big on being a faithful wife either. I didnt know it was abuse. This continued until my father and brother made to start sleeping with them and other men for money. It was like a duty to me. It was one f the ways I was contributing to the family of almost 23 children financially...Read More


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Why looking for trouble where there's none?

Jackson gave you every reason to forget about your hurting and undesirable past but you are so greedy to the point that you love your past than your future.

Why not let go and let God?

What if Jackson has a terrible past worse than your nightmares?

He has told you to forget whatever it is why trying to spoil everything because of remorseful emotions?

What if he already knows about all that you are calling dark secret.

Learn to forgive yourself and move on.

God has not condemned you do no condemn yourself.

Thanks

jackson is not having issues with your past,it is you that is having issues with your past.if you go on this way,you will end up making life difficult for jackson.