I had a good family, holidays, family time, trips, etc - it was fine.

However, my parents did have marriage problems at times i.e. verbal/physical fights (who doesn't!) and my mother would sometimes blame me! (as a child)

Also, my mother used to always compare me to everyone else which had a negative effect on my self - esteem and often did not support my dreams.

However, when I turned 18, basically in 2012 that is when everything went downhill.

As a result of my failure in my first year of A Levels, I blamed my mother for pushing me into doing sciences as she wanted me to be a doctor, when I felt I could have done better academically in art subjects.

Also, my mother became jealous towards me and would often try to sabotage me, and put me down - believe it or not, I am not making this up - mothers can become jealous of their daughters.

I also caught my dad looking at my bottom when I turned around (twice!) and once I was in the bathroom on the toilet, he opened the door and saw I was there and then opened it again.

And my parents both made life difficult for me, they would antagonise me and beat me but I would also antagonise and beat them. We were fighting every single day.

I had a lot of self hate and asked them to burn all of my baby photographs and certificates etc, and they did - they burnt everything.

I then proceeded to have a mental break down in which I became paranoid, depressed, to the extent I thought my parents were trying to poison me. My anxiety was severe.

This happened from age 18-22, but reduced when my mother got ill with cancer and stopped completely when she died.

My dad makes me sick, he is so affectionate towards my other siblings but is so cold towards me.

I remember when my mother was ill, he refused once to tell me about her health but would freely tell other people about her health condition.

So much has happened in this family.

You need jesus that's all

Omo eleyi tun deep o

2morogobeta:


I had a good family, holidays, family time, trips, etc - it was fine.

However, my parents did have marriage problems at times i.e. verbal/physical fights (who doesn't!) and my mother would sometimes blame me! (as a child)

Also, my mother used to always compare me to everyone else which had a negative effect on my self - esteem and often did not support my dreams.

However, when I turned 18, basically in 2012 that is when everything went downhill.

As a result of my failure in my first year of A Levels, I blamed my mother for pushing me into doing sciences as she wanted me to be a doctor, when I felt I could have done better academically in art subjects.

Also, my mother became jealous towards me and would often try to sabotage me, and put me down - believe it or not, I am not making this up - mothers can become jealous of their daughters.

I also caught my dad looking at my bottom when I turned around (twice!) and once I was in the bathroom on the toilet, he opened the door and saw I was there and then opened it again.

And my parents both made life difficult for me, they would antagonise me and beat me but I would also antagonise and beat them. We were fighting every single day.

I had a lot of self hate and asked them to burn all of my baby photographs and certificates etc, and they did - they burnt everything.

I then proceeded to have a mental break down in which I became paranoid, depressed, to the extent I thought my parents were trying to poison me. My anxiety was severe.

This happened from age 18-22, but reduced when my mother got ill with cancer and stopped completely when she died.

My dad makes me sick, he is so affectionate towards my other siblings but is so cold towards me.

I remember when my mother was ill, he refused once to tell me about her health but would freely tell other people about her health condition.

So much has happened in this family.

Is everything alright with you?
are you okay?

Y'all joke with everything, Family can be a huge burden too especially in this Nigeria where parents only give birth to prove their fertility status so they won't be put to shame. Parents here care less about their children really and that's why so many psychofvcked mofos are roaming the streets.

Why are you opening weird topics upandan NL? I dont get

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my dear.ur parents have failed so family is a far word.u have to let them go.take away toxic people from your life.try to disassociate and let them be

SHEBI CONDOM 50 NAIRA WOULD HAVE GOTTEN RID OF THIS MADDD KID.
YEN YEN YEN SELFISH INGRATE. YOU STILL THINK EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU. YOU WILL BE A PARENT AND REAP IT ALL.

ITS CALLED KARMA.

pay some soldiers to koman pack all of dem and flog dem

I can't imagine living in such a home with such a family. Terrible if this is true.

spiralwedge:
Why are you opening weird topics upandan NL? I dont get

I think she needs help.

There have been a couple of threads that were shut down or closed by the Mods but one way or the other, a new one always surface.

spiralwedge:
Why are you opening weird topics upandan NL? I dont get

She’s ill.

Am not saying you are not your father's daughter but it's possible. It may have been the cause of the strain.

But the good news is that you are over age. You should become independent and start living on your own if home is that uncomfortable.

I understand your plight my dear, just keep giving honour to Him as he is your father after all. Are you in Jesus Christ?