I was a virgin until 25

I was waiting until I met the right person, or maybe even marriage

But everything came crashing down overtime

Parent died recently, I was broke and on welfare, I had no job as the only job that I was qualified to do was to work in retail/fast food/casino and I felt too ashamed to work there as I used to work there as a teen/early adult and I thought I was past that and more importantly people my age had good graduate jobs, my sister has severe downs syndrome, I lost my faith in God, I had no family or friends and had isolated myself, insecure about my appearance and the main trigger was that I failed my university entrance exam again after 6 years of trying.. I was depressed.

I literally, stupid as I sound, felt that I was cursed and nothing good would come out of my life

So, as extreme as it sounds, decided to go into prostitution. I wanted to sleep with rich men for money, I was tired of suffering - the only thing I had left was my virginity and I felt what use was it? I honored God with my body all these years but my parent is not here to see their future grandchild, and everything in my life came crashing down

So I met this man
He made himself seem so rich, and long story short.. the agreement was I sleep with him, he looks after me. However, he was married and double my age (not that I knew that in the beginning), long story short he looked after me. Also, we fell in love with each other, especially me - I really, really loved him. He made me happy again, and built me up to where I am today. Today, I am no longer depressed/suicidal, I am not broke, I have thousands of savings, a decent job, going to an ivy league university in the fall, reconnecting with family and friends, helping my sister more, better emotional health/not so angry with “God”, coming to terms with my parent’s death. He helped me financially but also emotionally, helped me into a better person, made me feel beautiful again

But I caught him cheating on me, and we broke up
Now, I feel used. I feel impure, and that I wish that I was a virgin until marriage. I am celibate until marriage.

Advice?

Go Phuck yuhself...

u caught him cheating.

he should be your sugar Daddy since u know he's married, why are u jealous that he cheated


my friend u are an ungrateful person, rubbish .//

you can't eat your cake and have it...

Sharla87:
I was a virgin until 25

I was waiting until I met the right person, or maybe even marriage

But everything came crashing down overtime

Parent died recently, I was broke and on welfare, I had no job as the only job that I was qualified to do was to work in retail/fast food/casino and I felt too ashamed to work there as I used to work there as a teen/early adult and I thought I was past that and more importantly people my age had good graduate jobs, my sister has severe downs syndrome, I lost my faith in God, I had no family or friends and had isolated myself, insecure about my appearance and the main trigger was that I failed my university entrance exam again after 6 years of trying.. I was depressed.

I literally, stupid as I sound, felt that I was cursed and nothing good would come out of my life

So, as extreme as it sounds, decided to go into prostitution. I wanted to sleep with rich men for money, I was tired of suffering - the only thing I had left was my virginity and I felt what use was it? I honored God with my body all these years but my parent is not here to see their future grandchild, and everything in my life came crashing down

So I met this man
He made himself seem so rich, and long story short.. the agreement was I sleep with him, he looks after me. However, he was married and double my age (not that I knew that in the beginning), long story short he looked after me. Also, we fell in love with each other, especially me - I really, really loved him. He made me happy again, and built me up to where I am today. Today, I am no longer depressed/suicidal, I am not broke, I have thousands of savings, a decent job, going to an ivy league university in the fall, reconnecting with family and friends, helping my sister more, better emotional health/not so angry with “God”, coming to terms with my parent’s death. He helped me financially but also emotionally, helped me into a better person, made me feel beautiful again

But I caught him cheating on me, and we broke up
Now, I feel used. I feel impure, and that I wish that I was a virgin until marriage. I am celibate until marriage.

Advice?

so going into prostitution and giving away your virginity to a married man (in return for money) was better than getting a normal job?! ok o.....

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MrBrownJay1:


so going into prostitution and giving away your virginity to a married man (in return for money) was better than getting a normal job?! ok o.....

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Sharla87:
I was a virgin until 25

I was waiting until I met the right person, or maybe even marriage

But everything came crashing down overtime

Parent died recently, I was broke and on welfare, I had no job as the only job that I was qualified to do was to work in retail/fast food/casino and I felt too ashamed to work there as I used to work there as a teen/early adult and I thought I was past that and more importantly people my age had good graduate jobs, my sister has severe downs syndrome, I lost my faith in God, I had no family or friends and had isolated myself, insecure about my appearance and the main trigger was that I failed my university entrance exam again after 6 years of trying.. I was depressed.

I literally, stupid as I sound, felt that I was cursed and nothing good would come out of my life

So, as extreme as it sounds, decided to go into prostitution. I wanted to sleep with rich men for money, I was tired of suffering - the only thing I had left was my virginity and I felt what use was it? I honored God with my body all these years but my parent is not here to see their future grandchild, and everything in my life came crashing down

So I met this man
He made himself seem so rich, and long story short.. the agreement was I sleep with him, he looks after me. However, he was married and double my age (not that I knew that in the beginning), long story short he looked after me. Also, we fell in love with each other, especially me - I really, really loved him. He made me happy again, and built me up to where I am today. Today, I am no longer depressed/suicidal, I am not broke, I have thousands of savings, a decent job, going to an ivy league university in the fall, reconnecting with family and friends, helping my sister more, better emotional health/not so angry with “God”, coming to terms with my parent’s death. He helped me financially but also emotionally, helped me into a better person, made me feel beautiful again

But I caught him cheating on me, and we broke up
Now, I feel used. I feel impure, and that I wish that I was a virgin until marriage. I am celibate until marriage.

Advice?

Start a new life again but now with God...the man obviously played his role by satisfying you sexually and financially...so then you said he is married then let him be na after all u were dating him while he has a beautiful woman at home...so let him go..it's win win situation for you two....so start a new life with God and stay celibate till marriage

You feel used ke? Is this one mad ni

Copy paste from an American website.

He cheated on you n u are vexed Abi? How will d man's wife feel if she learns you are bleeping her husband?my advice to you is this: go n hang yourself

Sharla87:
I was a virgin until 25

I was waiting until I met the right person, or maybe even marriage

But everything came crashing down overtime

Parent died recently, I was broke and on welfare, I had no job as the only job that I was qualified to do was to work in retail/fast food/casino and I felt too ashamed to work there as I used to work there as a teen/early adult and I thought I was past that and more importantly people my age had good graduate jobs, my sister has severe downs syndrome, I lost my faith in God, I had no family or friends and had isolated myself, insecure about my appearance and the main trigger was that I failed my university entrance exam again after 6 years of trying.. I was depressed.

I literally, stupid as I sound, felt that I was cursed and nothing good would come out of my life

So, as extreme as it sounds, decided to go into prostitution. I wanted to sleep with rich men for money, I was tired of suffering - the only thing I had left was my virginity and I felt what use was it? I honored God with my body all these years but my parent is not here to see their future grandchild, and everything in my life came crashing down

So I met this man
He made himself seem so rich, and long story short.. the agreement was I sleep with him, he looks after me. However, he was married and double my age (not that I knew that in the beginning), long story short he looked after me. Also, we fell in love with each other, especially me - I really, really loved him. He made me happy again, and built me up to where I am today. Today, I am no longer depressed/suicidal, I am not broke, I have thousands of savings, a decent job, going to an ivy league university in the fall, reconnecting with family and friends, helping my sister more, better emotional health/not so angry with “God”, coming to terms with my parent’s death. He helped me financially but also emotionally, helped me into a better person, made me feel beautiful again

But I caught him cheating on me, and we broke up
Now, I feel used. I feel impure, and that I wish that I was a virgin until marriage. I am celibate until marriage.

Advice?

Tales by moonlight

You feel used??!?. Goodnight.

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