For me being so admired like I'm a girl has made me seek constant admiration daily. If I come out of my house and girls aren't staring at me with lust I get so angry and start acting out. Now u need to know that I have being admired since I was a baby, I'm not here to say I'm better than anyone. I'm just trying to understand that I'm not the only one who feels like this. It affects me so much, I expect it daily and I get my self esteem from it. If girls and guys aren't staring at me I become unhappy, I start feeling low. I never asked to be admired , God gave me this face and it has become something that is affecting my sanity. Please am I the only one like this? Is there something wrong with me? Is this a normal behavior? Do people admire you too? How does it affect you? Please let's discuss I'm feeling low cuz I dont want to live my whole life like a psycho.

You may prolly have Narcissistic personality disorder