Eglobalma:


Most churches today are scam. I'm thinking of going to a psychiatric hospital but something is telling me it's a waste of time. Especially the fact Nigerian physicians mostly are very ignorant

You may be right about many churches, and you may be right about many physicians, but it is up to you to seek out a psychiatrist who is not ignorant, or a church that is not a scam. Or maybe go online to a survivors of molestation group, for guidance.

Eglobalma:
I was molested at 14 by a girl who was older than me and that led me to also molest our house help while she was asleep. I think she cursed me as I cannot control my urges anymore, I cant have normal sexx except the girl is unconscious. For everytime I see an asss or a big breast all I want to do is say hi, get her to my house, drug her....molest her sexually and then make her leave. The next day I want to do same again, like forever. Its all I want, I have only done it a few times. Please help, I think I'm cursed

You're not cursed mr man. You're just stupid. Many people can't tell the difference.