A couple of years ago, I was feeling so depressive but I had to tell people about it. Friends, family, elders, pastors. They kind words helped a lot. Today I'm still living.

Hmm..

Smartchoiice:

That'll be to stay alive facing whatever challenges ahead

Na the Akure local girl I dey refer to

sometimes, you need to change your environment to understand life better

crestdevelopers:
It more or less symbolizes the level of conviction and determination she has come to have with the decision she was about to take at the time... my thoughts tho

what does it feel like to be alive.

onojaford:
It is dangerous for any man to think that life is worth living in the first place. Naively optimistic people will always be shocked and go ahead to kill themselves. Know early that life is bad gan. Better not to be born.
There is nothing good in this world, and any man who looks forward to good is either disillusioned, is a child, or has no experience. Our entire existence is vanity. Even the one who takes his life and the one who lives has lost nothing.
On our birth, we have only been "condemned to life."

To better cope and live-on for the sake of the prosperity of the vain-world and those who may come to depend on us(which are all vanity), we have to shatter all hopes and imaginations of a good and a flowery existence. If we don't adopt pessimism, which is what the world is in reality, then when reality sets in, we may tend towards escapism (suicide, self-harm, drugging...)

Life is worthless, and all that we do, we do just to pass time. There are no losses and no rewards. Only punishments.

P.S: It is obvious that the young girl, if she actually completed suicide, once had high hopes. I can tell by reading her physiognomies. She had only been confronted by REALITY which she found too difficult to take; hence, she must escape. She has done well.

what does it feel like to be alive?

Sucide is real oo!Don't call them weakling or stupid. To you that what they are,but have you considered how one would have think before taking his/her life. Actually the person knows sniper kills,but still take it to die.may your depression never reach that aspect oo.
say Amen!
Abakaliki adage says"what a man thought before taking his life,wasn't thought within a day"

anukulapo:

Na the Akure local girl I dey refer to

To house the dicck?

Smartchoiice:

See her suicide note... Meanwhile one Nairaland Akure local girl decided to house a stranger for one week alone in her house just because of free sexx

Wont u stop. The issue was already resolved.

Smartchoiice:

To house the dicck?

yes

lefulefu:
i dont believe it as well.someone who is serving and has much to live for will just take sniper and drink it.such a pity our investigative system in the country is very poor.if naija was a country that works first of all they they check her system if that sniper content was really consumed then if consumed they will check if it was forcibly given to her..maybe check for bruises and abrasions.

am not doubting ur doubt but take a look at the note, she gladly and confidently SIGNED OUT of life ....her singnature should be compared with her bank statement......u can't tell me she is forced to sign the suicidal note she wrote.....
she left becos she can't handle the secret pressure and attacks....RIP princess

anukulapo:
yes

I don't think so. Still looking for her... Though who knows...

JoanHicks:
She was murdered

Sorry for her family Nigeria doesn't have enough eauipment to investigate deeper

boss... forensic investigation should be done on the note she left..... the handwriting, the signature, and the written name format, and it will shock u she signed out herself ....

Dating -relationship -premarital sex- jiltings break ups-exes-suicides. If you know you know

Judolisco:
So sad.... I thought this sniper stuff was banned Okun iye

banned for where?
all dis aboki around my vecinity has Dem in bulk, dey even have the pirated ones day can kill in 20seconds asap

Judolisco:
So sad.... I thought this sniper stuff was banned Okun iye

banned for where?
all dis aboki around my vecinity hav Dem in bulk, dey even have the pirated ones dat can kill in 20seconds asap

lefulefu:
i dont believe it as well.someone who is serving and has much to live for will just take sniper and drink it.such a pity our investigative system in the country is very poor.if naija was a country that works first of all they they check her system if that sniper content was really consumed then if consumed they will check if it was forcibly given to her..maybe check for bruises and abrasions.

Bros, long time. It's been a while. You won't remember me with this monicker, I used to follow you and thornapple like rats when I newly joined Nairaland.

Recently, I haven't seen her around so I thought to ask you since both of you were so close. Later on, I decided to check on her myself and I was surprised to what I saw

Please, how did it happen? She was a sweet and friendly lady to the core, who did this to this good lady?

I'm heart broken.

CsRockefeller:


Bros, long time. It's been a while. You won't remember me with this monicker, I used to follow you and thornapple like rats when I newly joined Nairaland.

Recently, I haven't seen her around so I thought to ask you since both of you were so close. Later on, I decided to check on her myself and I was surprised to what I saw

Please, how did it happen? She was a sweet and friendly lady to the core, who did this to this good lady?

I'm heart broken.

Was she a Nairalander?

Suicide is d last thing a human being should think of no matter what
The most reason u shouldn't commit is cos it's a murder offense which is sin
There is a hope for a living dog to a dead lion
Better be wise We shall all die one day so no rush am

Smartchoiice:

Was she a Nairalander?

Yes, she was.

CsRockefeller:


Yes, she was.

Moniker? Thornapple?

Thornapple Rest in peace

Now that she had left this stressful, amazing, crazy, wonderful, mystery world, let me use this opportunity to share one of the most inspiring quote from Bob Marley lyrics "Get up stand up" he say and I quote.

"But if you know what life is worth You would look for yours on earth".

That guy on that picture is the first suspect because 98% of ladies suicides are caused by their partner in the relationship......

So watch it ?

Aiye le oooo
Ibosi oooo,
Nibo lanlo eniyan?
O su mi yeeeee!

Even though depression is real and very dangerous, this doesn't look like a suicide

SamUnbeatable:
banned for where?
all dis aboki around my vecinity has Dem in bulk, dey even have the pirated ones day can kill in 20seconds asap

Pirated poison? Lwkmd

eleojo23:
OP, which place is Igbo-eze South in Akwa Ibom state?

Igbo-eze south is in Enugu state biko.

I thought I'm the only one seeing that...
Wetin Igbo-Eze fine go Akwa Ibom state?

Really sad rest in peace Bolu

ruffDiamond:
this jungle called a country is the real definition of HELL ON EARTH,that girl will make HEAVEN (if actually there is such a place cos I don't believe the crap anyway) most Nigerian are extremely wicked and derive joy in seeing other go through all kinds of stress and suffering it's all survival of the fittest now

That's how life is become... Survival of the fittest...
And there's more than enough to go round... More than enough of everything to make everyone comfortable but selfishness and greed... Well, I no still believe Hell

Thatdopekelly:

Gosh! Your wisdom just blow my mind

Baba people go through a lot i swear down.