I won't lie, after all the advice, I still went out this morning and gambled off about 36k enrolment money. That makes it about 63,000 naira i have to pay back before WASSCE starts in April. hmm.. I have made up my mind to open up to my Director & plead to work without pay for the next six months to pay back. I know it will bring shame & disgrace when staff & students hear but that will be my cross. I will have to stay with my mum during this period so I don't starve. oh! how she will shed tears & vent her frustrations on me. I'm praying my four years of meritorious service speaks well for me & he doesn't get to arrest me. if only I had told all my candidates to pay directly to the Secretary, instead of passing through me.

hmm... I will surely have to resign & stop working, so it won't look like I'm working only to suffer.

someone advised I swear in a shrine that if I gamble again, I should be struck dead, as that was the only way out from bet9ja addiction. please, does anyhow know any native doctor in Delta State I can meet and do this without any repercussions later?

I badly need redemption from gambling as I am the carefree type. It's the only way I believe, since bet shops are everywhere/tempting. I will be assiduous & will be the model child my parents always hoped for, once I stop

All you need is discipline and not curse, I was once like you.

There comes a time you'll make up your mind and take certain decisions for your future.

You this child of doom again ! after all the advises, prayers and counsels on your previous post, your situation isn't changed yet. Anyways its called addition which is always difficult to overcome. You dont need to visit an herbalist for curse on yourself because you would still create nuisance and more problems to the society if that happened. Why not try other alternative? May be.

All you need is pray to God to block all sources of money in your life. Every source of income/money in your life be BLOCKED in the might name of JESUS.

Money wey no dey, dem no dey spend/gamble am

Redbeans u still dey nairaland dey scam people??

You are cursed already na why go for another curse? Use that money u wan pay herbalist buy sniper one pack. It's fast

You have placed a curse on your head already by picking childofdoom as your moniker.

ChildOfDoom:
I won't lie, after all the advice, I still went out this morning and gambled off about 36k enrolment money. That makes it about 63,000 naira i have to pay back before WASSCE starts in April. hmm.. I have made up my mind to open up to my Director & plead to work without pay for the next six months to pay back. I know it will bring shame & disgrace when staff & students hear but that will be my cross. I will have to stay with my mum during this period so I don't starve. oh! how she will shed tears & vent her frustrations on me. I'm praying my four years of meritorious service speaks well for me & he doesn't get to arrest me. if only I had told all my candidates to pay directly to the Secretary, instead of passing through me.

hmm... I will surely have to resign & stop working, so it won't look like I'm working only to suffer.

someone advised I swear in a shrine that if I gamble again, I should be struck dead, as that was the only way out from bet9ja addiction. please, does anyhow know any native doctor in Delta State I can meet and do this without any repercussions later?

I badly need redemption from gambling as I am the carefree type. It's the only way I believe, since bet shops are everywhere/tempting. I will be assiduous & will be the model child my parents always hoped for, once I stop

Well Corona virus has made it easier since gambling has reduced.

0KNM:
All you need is pray to God to block all sources of money in your life. Every source of income/money in your life be BLOCKED in the might name of JESUS.

Money wey no dey, dem no dey spend/gamble am

people's money o, not mine. Was desperate to double it. Hmm.. The Lord? He's slow to answer

ChildOfDoom:
people's money o, not mine. Was desperate to double it. Hmm.. The Lord? He's slow to answer

Ati owo olowo ati owo ti e, ki olorun fi won e

godkiller:
All you need is discipline and not curse, I was once like you.

There comes a time you'll make up your mind and take certain decisions for your future.

hmm.. when sir. i'm hurting and getting into more trouble

BigJoe19:
You have placed a curse on your head already by picking childofdoom as your moniker.

oh. sad enough, I don't remember the password to the email of this account. so, I can't deactivate

onlinetomola:
You this child of doom again ! after all the advises, prayers and counsels on your previous post, your situation isn't changed yet. Anyways its called addition which is always difficult to overcome. You dont need to visit an herbalist for curse on yourself because you would still create nuisance and more problems to the society if that happened. Why not try other alternative? May be.

what sir?