I have become too old to be excited about admiration, so if you see me in a mall, or public place and you're smiling at me and I just avoid eye contacts with you, it's not pride but old age. 30 years of seeing the same bullshit gets exhausting and boring.
All I long for now is peace of mind, money and good few people who truly care about me. Dont expect me to be happy you're staring at me in public like I'm a teenage boy going through puberty, soon I will be married by Gods grace and I wont have time to look at anyone but my wife.
Hello to those who saw me today or will see me tomorrow, if you truly admire me as you're acting then please let me know that's what you're doing and who knows you may even be my future bride. I'm not proud i'm just old and unflattered by trivialities. One love

[b][/b]i'm just old and unflattered by trivialities.






Smiles. Sounds like me sometimes.