Last week you committed the act again. After you changed your soiled sheets and underpants, you clasped both hands and closed your eyes tight, vowing to your maker—“Dear GOD I promise not to do this again.”

You told him that that was the last time, you were done, finished, you wouldn’t ever look it up again.

You started to abstain, you prayed, you buried yourself in activities, you even stopped subscription for a while. Your confidence was returning, you were pretty sure you had kicked the habit.

Then, one night. You are alone on your bed watching funny clips on Youtube, out pops the browser display.
You stop dead in your tracks, your eyes boring into the luscious, scantily dressed image, the familiar feeling of electricity racing through your body returns, as your heart begins to thump against the wall of your chest. You remember the promise you made, and it makes your heart race even more. But the image is alluring and oddly magnetic.

Your index finger takes flight, journeying to meet the display, you try to retract it but can’t seem to stop it, it has a mind on its own now, yet deep down you wish it wouldn’t stop, you wish it would take somewhere, to something, like none you’ve ever seen before. You console yourself, “just a quick peek and I am out, just a little peek, nothing else.”

You’ve clicked it now, the world around you has faded out, you are lost in the overwhelming carrousel of licentious videos, and for a moment nothing seems to matter, just your fix. You click next, then next again, now you are in the search bar, typing out your favorite fantasy. On seeing this, your pulse rate escalates, you begin the ritual you swore never to reenact; handling your nether regions.

Now the act has crescendoed, the world comes crashing back on you with the familiar feeling of disgust and weakness and you wonder where your self-control went. You begin the post-pornography viewing routine, again; you clear your browser history, change your sheet and shorts, put your hands together and say again ‘Dear GOD…”

We are all too familiar with the routine vividly described above. I, for one, have been in such sickening and seemingly helpless position so many times, I’ve lost count.

Above is the description of the motions a pornographic addict goes through before and during the act. It shows the panoply of stages leading up to a porn addict’s temptation. I call it temptation because 60% of men who use pornography are compulsively tempted.

But I’m here to tell you that you can break free of the stifling hold of pornography and lead a purposeful and meaning life. Al life where you are not controlled by your addictive impulses. A life where the ever present feeling of guilt and self- loathing doesn’t exist.

This thread contains a series of articles that is set to help you with all the information you need to quit your pornographic and masturbation addition and lead an emotionally balanced life.

To be continued. Stay tuned...

Something that you will still go back.......

Are you writing fictional books or what?

Or
You want us to spend 5 years reading your experiences?

Offpoint:
Are you writing fictional books or what?

Or
You want us to spend 5 years reading your experiences?

The intention is to make people(victims) relate with the situation painted in the text. That way of can be more helpful. Thanks

youngest85:
Something that you will still go back.......

Have you ever met someone who quit an addiction? You must know one. Then you must know it is possible.

reqaxv:
Those things requuires God grace to stop .

I remember when it was a habit for me, I tried to stop it but it was too hard; it's requires God grace and efforts to stop

For me, I made an agreement with God, and prayed about it and since then, masturbation is a story of the past

Congratulations on quitting PMO. God's grace, Fortitude, discipline, all must be combined to fight this strangling python. One must employ all options.

You can share specifically how you ended your addiction. The steps and precautions. It would be welcomed.

AptSpeaker:


The intention is to make people(victims) relate with the situation painted in the text. That way of can be more helpful. Thanks

What if the "Victims" don't like reading? Can you just summarise the whole story?

You know before someone can read all of this, a porn ad might pop up... Just summarize please, porn addicts don't like epistle.

Yo, op hwfa the article? Hope you've not bumped into some porn ad for the sake of persons who have put some faith anticipating your story.

The right people will benefit eventually

it is possible to quit- hard but possible. Most guys who quit do so because it becomes very difficult having relations with a regular woman- porn is so quick that you forget how to show patience with a real person. or they must have a very specific environment similar to porn to get you excited

Then quick come follows- after that, erectile dysfunction.

Ochiban:
it is possible to quit- hard but possible. Most guys who quit do so because it becomes very difficult having relations with a regular woman- porn is so quick that you forget how to show patience with a real person. or they must have a very specific environment similar to porn to get you excited

Then quick come follows- after that, erectile dysfunction.

Yes. Desensitization follows. Objectification of women and then a ravaged self-esteem.

In subsequent articles I will discuss this. This thread will help victims cure their addictions. Just as I did