It's not difficult to find a spot for a plate while washing on the plate rack, the chairs have a constant space they occupy, the TV is never removed from the wall, no argument, The bathroom is where the bathroom is, the only things out of place is me.

i don't know where I belong, i don't know who I am, I'm so unsure, afraid not only to speak but how to say what I'm supposed to say.
Roommate?
Wife?
Mother of his kids ?
Or just a bed partner?
I have to rehearse in my mind,I choose which character should react to which situation. I only know I chose the right one when reaction is not violent.
Can I take the car? Who is asking?
His wife?
Roommate?
Mother of his children?
Or bed mate?
Don't come home late, who is demanding?
His best friend?
Wife?
Roommate?
Or just a security conscious neighbor?
Stop flirting other women, who is saying?
Someone dispensable and out of place.