Jkyoung:
I type this with tears in my eyes. I decided to share say this here because if I need somebody to hear my voice, as I approach my end.
If I write this on Facebook, family and friends will see it and panic will set in, I don't want that. Devoid of our differences, Nairaland is also family to me.
The choices I made in life are mine, but the forces at work are overwhelming. I was weak to their manipulations.
All I ever wanted was to be an Engineer, to make mama proud and take care of my siblings.
Believe me I have Love in my heart. I wanted to just be a better version of myself but nothing seems to work.
When it seems like I am making a little progress, my desires are there to remind me that I am only but a prisoner.
It appears to me that I was created a failure. I failed my family once again, myself, Society and God almighty.
Now I am not afraid of death, I am only sad as I picture the face of Mama, Papa, Brothers and sisters crying while I lay motionless oblivious of everything( I know I will surely hear their wailing from the other side)
I don't want to be judged, but that isn't really my choice to make.
The next 3 weeks will be very crucial to my existence, if I survive it, then I will know that I will grow old and reach 95( I have always told anyone that cares to listen that I will live to 95).
I know they are not reading this now, and nobody that knows me personally is; I just want to tell mom that I love her. To dad; All I wanted was to make him proud. To my brothers and lovely sisters: I love you guys, take care of mom and dad and succeed where I have failed.
To my Nairaland family, God bless you all. I will miss the Afonja's, Igbos, Nyamiris, Brown roofs, red mud, Arewa's(do they even have any special insulting name like the rest of us?)Lala and his snakes, the feminists( feminists are wonderful people, thank God they don't breed well). Lol

I sincerely pray I survive this. Precious Blood of Jesus Christ, Save Us and the whole world.

listen dude! I usually don't care ,, trust me


But for some reason don't let go, it's fun to keep fighting, loosing hope sucks and boring as hell , but fighting on now that's the real fun, try it. ♥️

Prolific2018:




Oooh now i get it...
Na dem.

hmm prolific
You know andrie Chikatilo?

Fhowe:
who said you support online fraud , what do you mean by e money is next ? Oversabi

Go siddon...just carry phone dey type out of point.. olodo!.... if you don't know the meaning of e money is next go get English teacher....Ndiara.....
Stayclearofme

stayclearofme:

Go siddon...just carry phone dey type out of point.. olodo!.... if you don't know the meaning of e money is next go get English teacher....Ndiara.....
Stayclearofme

Wetin concern e money for the matter carrydoer , hate will never let many of you rest .You for tell us Wetin e money eat this morning sef oloshi

stayclearofme:

Go siddon...just carry phone dey type out of point.. olodo!.... if you don't know the meaning of e money is next go get English teacher....Ndiara.....
Stayclearofme

na you Dey talk out of point Wetin concern e money for this matter now

CyberEBOLA:
This guy go old inside prison.

He might spend between 5-10 years in prison not more than that.A Nigerian ,George Abrue who duped British pensioners of their money through fake stocks was jailed in Sweden for 5 year and his houses,luxury cars were confisticated.

Fhowe:
na you Dey talk out of point Wetin concern e money for this matter now

Mumu

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Jkyoung:
I type this with tears in my eyes. I decided to share say this here because if I need somebody to hear my voice, as I approach my end.
If I write this on Facebook, family and friends will see it and panic will set in, I don't want that. Devoid of our differences, Nairaland is also family to me.
The choices I made in life are mine, but the forces at work are overwhelming. I was weak to their manipulations.
All I ever wanted was to be an Engineer, to make mama proud and take care of my siblings.
Believe me I have Love in my heart. I wanted to just be a better version of myself but nothing seems to work.
When it seems like I am making a little progress, my desires are there to remind me that I am only but a prisoner.
It appears to me that I was created a failure. I failed my family once again, myself, Society and God almighty.
Now I am not afraid of death, I am only sad as I picture the face of Mama, Papa, Brothers and sisters crying while I lay motionless oblivious of everything( I know I will surely hear their wailing from the other side)
I don't want to be judged, but that isn't really my choice to make.
The next 3 weeks will be very crucial to my existence, if I survive it, then I will know that I will grow old and reach 95( I have always told anyone that cares to listen that I will live to 95).
I know they are not reading this now, and nobody that knows me personally is; I just want to tell mom that I love her. To dad; All I wanted was to make him proud. To my brothers and lovely sisters: I love you guys, take care of mom and dad and succeed where I have failed.
To my Nairaland family, God bless you all. I will miss the Afonja's, Igbos, Nyamiris, Brown roofs, red mud, Arewa's(do they even have any special insulting name like the rest of us?)Lala and his snakes, the feminists( feminists are wonderful people, thank God they don't breed well). Lol

I sincerely pray I survive this. Precious Blood of Jesus Christ, Save Us and the whole world.

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You haven't said anything,intact you didn't communicate,just some rumble jumble. No wonder your life is the way you described.

naptu2:


OK.

We are talking about totally different things, but OK.

Hi, sorry I had to ambush you here and permission to deviate from the topic to the OP and the mods.

There's something that has been troubling my mind for a while now and I've tried to analyse it with some friends. If you have time please you can reply on your diary if you need be as I am following you.

My hypothesis is that the university of Ibadan being the first university in Nigeria put the vision of Knowledge is Power to eventually benefit Nigeria maybe the southerners more to emerge as future leaders . However as seen in Nigeria, Power is Power. The location of most of the military training schools in the north now appears to have been a strategic move by the North. Because looking at it now, 16 years of our 23 years democracy have been ruled by men of Power in a way not knowledge. I also want to know if this strategy played a key role in the coups. Yakubu Gowon grew up in Zaria even though from Plateau, Murtala Mohammed, Buhari, IBB and Abacha all benefited from coups with only Ironsi and Obasanjo from the south who both somewhat stumbled into leadership positions. I want your analysis on this whether the location of the military training schools in the north helped in this regards of more northern officers benefiting from coups.

Do we then say in the Nigerian situation at least on a federal level so far in the discourse that power is power or knowledge is power and could the northern leaders have been strategic to know which to go for or its just a coincidence that things turned out the way they did

Can we sufficiently conclude that if there were at least two major military training institutions with one in the north and another in the south, the coups may not have benefitted mostly northern officers ? The babafemi ogundipe scenario that played out, would that gave been avoided he was a northerner ?

cocolacec:

He might spend between 5-10 years in prison not more than that.A Nigerian ,George Abrue who duped British pensioners of their money through fake stocks was jailed in Sweden for 5 year and his houses,luxury cars were confisticated.

Nah.

He's getting nothing less than 20 years jail sentence.

bluefilm:


Nah.

He's getting nothing less than 20 years jail sentence.

No judge will sentence him to 20 years imprisonment,20 years is the maximum sentence.Hushpuppi is only an accomplice not the real hacker.

Very unlikely. May be half of that.

bluefilm:


Nah.

He's getting nothing less than 20 years jail sentence.