I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.

The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.

Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.

Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.

When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.


Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.

I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.

I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.

Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present

The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all

Who told you that you still can’t blow in your music career?

Larry Gaga, Fatai Rolling dollars should encourage you and stop being an introvert

Doing what you love should give you joy and ultimately money would follow

take a leaf from burna boys story
take a leaf from dbanj story
take a leaf from olamides story
take a leaf from adekunle golds story
not everyone starts out rich and famous like Davido
most were nobody, the only thing they had was their brain and voice.
dont lose hope

when u have accepted their useless music career label.. if ur heart wasnt encouraging u why did u go on? if u dont believe in urself no one will..even when others dont believe u must

success in music or any biz is marketing..even a link for us to hear the new track u didnt post..
no one will come nd wake you up on ur bed 2 hear ur track.

Dont give up bro...keep fighting

Well, what is done is done. All you have to do is hold on to the rail and hope for the best.

In any case, he who risks nothing, profits nothing. Remain optimistic. Maybe you could be the next Davido.


And even if it doesn't work out, you've learnt one more thing that you should not do in future. As Thomas Edison is reported to have said on his finally perfecting the invention of a light bulb after over a thousand attempts:

"I didn't fail a thousand times, the light bulbs merely took a thousand steps to invent"

and in another quote;

"I've just discovered a thousand ways that don't work"

Congratulations for taking the plunge. Millions never have the courage to go through. They only plan and plan and plan and end up nowhere. At least you're on the way. Remember, the journey of a thousand miles begins with one step; even if that first step is a stumble.

Good luck.

Bro keep your head up
Many people would wish they could do what you did but are stick with jobs debts and families.

Life is short enjoy the journey and learn from this opportunity you made for yourself no matter what happens

So what exactly are you saying ?

@Iamdbull

Anything worth doing is worth doing well.

If you want to pursue a career in music, pursue it with all your mind. No regrets.

If youll rather do something else, do it without looking back at music.

A double minded man is already a failure at heart.

what should i now say if you are complaining, i've written well over 20 good songs that has the tendency to blow if i see better producer but they are there wasting in the jotter. i have already shared the songs into EP and album and the ones i will release as singles. person wey get cap no dey get head sometimes

Bro.


You did the right thing.

....

sorry bro...we live and we learn


God's light will shine on us someday, keep fighting regardless

Bro every upcoming and even the one you call established musicians are going through the same thing,if you know how much your fav are really praying for hits bro,just keep doing what you know best

You want nairaland to patronise your song when it is released

Drop d link to ur jam make we make u blow.

SUCH A TACTICAL WAY OF PROMOTING YOUR MUSIC,BUT DONT DULGE INTO MUSIC BECAUSE OF ENVY AND WEALTH, U GO JUST FALL AFTER ONE HIT TRACK!

It's part of the process bro, keep calm and continue the hustle

Late 2019, Omah Lay was in a one room apartment, reconsidering his chosen career..look at where he is today. Don't give up bro, you still have a chance of "blowing".

Joy is coming

This shows that u are not ready to pursue your music career.
No link to access your music, u only came here to condemn yourself all by yourself.

Smoke better az before you mount that stage next time. Wizzy baba go confam am

gasparpisciotta:
Who told you that you still can’t blow in your music career?

Larry Gaga, Fatai Rolling dollars should encourage you and stop being an introvert

Doing what you live should give you joy and ultimately money would follow

Thanks alot I really appreciate this

Iamdbull:
I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.

The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.

Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.

Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.

When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.


Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.

I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.

I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.

Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present

The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all

How much did you spend?... I can help you out.
chat me on Whatsapp 08036161871.
Don't give up.

sorry bro...we live and we learn
God's light will shine on us someday, keep fighting regardless

Hop on soundcloud it is the only cheap and effective way you can get listening to your songs before you take it mainstream

SweetBuns:
take a leaf from burna boys story

take a leaf from dbanj story

take a leaf from olamides story

take a leaf from adekunle golds story

not everyone starts out rich and famous like Davido

most were nobody, the only thing they had was their brain and voice.

dont lose hope

I really appreciate your encouragement from the bottom of my heart, May Almighty bless you

spinna:
when u have accepted their useless music career label.. if ur heart wasnt encouraging u why did u go on? if u dont believe in urself no one will..even when others dont believe u must

success in music or any biz is marketing..even a link for us to hear the new track u didnt post..
no one will come nd wake you up on ur bed 2 hear ur track.

thanks alot I just recorded today so it's not out yet

A film that I watch today is similar to your story a little bit but the film ends well after the main character left her sin and found God.

Angelacruz:
Dont give up bro...keep fighting

Thanks alot I really appreciate

Uwc

Iamdbull:
Thanks alot I really appreciate

RisenPhoenix1:
Well, what is done is done. All you have to do is hold on to the rail and hope for the best.

In any case, he who risks nothing, profits nothing. Remain optimistic. Maybe you could be the next Davido.


And even if it doesn't work out, you've learnt one more thing that you should not do in future. As Thomas Edison is reported to have said on his finally perfecting the invention of a light bulb after over a thousand attempts:

"I didn't fail a thousand times, the light bulbs merely took a thousand steps to invent"

and in another quote;

"I've just discovered a thousand ways that don't work"

Congratulations for taking the plunge. Millions never have the courage to go through. They only plan and plan and plan and end up nowhere. At least you're on the way. Remember, the journey of a thousand miles begins with one step; even if that first step is a stumble.

Good luck.

I really appreciate this sir thank you