iamadonis22:
Accept you’re messed up. This explains your anger toward women.

There’s light to be seen, Bro! Put off the masturbation and porn habit and find it.

Women are not our enemies. Granted, they might be pests, yes still, a woman, almost any woman in fact, has the innate power to convert 10 to 10,000,000. They make good employees, partners in business

TheGidRedpiller:
This is definitely not going to be easy letting out but, i have to.

I used to be taken advantage of by a househelp we once had, every night, she would call me off my siblings who would be sleeping, bring me to her room and start touching me in places i never even knew had importance.

I was only nine and in pry 2 then i think, i knew absolutely nothing and she would take advantage of my tenderless to sexually satisfy herself, this happened so many times i started to like the idea. I became the normal routine for me to wake up in the middle of the night and head for her room so she can UnCloth me, tickle my little penniis until it starts ticking up. Then she gets on top of me, pin my hands to the bed and then bounce on my tiny waist till she's done!

My whole life i viewed s£x as what i experienced back then and i began to grow and mature, i realise that only situations like that could get me hard again.

Still Typing...

TheChameleon:

Rickmann:

9years in primary 2? Ok o.. Go on sir.

Beebah2000:
Make I just pretend as if I no see anything.

Rickmann:

9years in primary 2? Ok o.. Go on sir.

Haakeem:

Whats you problem with that?? Your type's are the ones making this country hard!

Doja2000:
Really

Doja2000:
Where are the fellow redpillers na Let them come and encourage op.

TheGidRedpiller:
Get out of this thread pls i beg you!

Haakeem:

I tell you....someones says A which is nt your concern, you barged in and said B....who called him! anyway lets nt divert the topic.

Tomilola360:
what do you want us to do about your condition now?

My 2cents. Get a knife and cut it off. There won't be anything to masturbate with. Consequently , you won't even want to watch your rape porn since you can't masturbate.

Nairalanders can't correct your miswired brain

Thandiubani:
I feel for you and the psychological damage you have passed through over the years to become what you are now. Help is always at the corner and you can find it. It’s sad that male sexual abuse is under reported and always ignored and overlooked. The focus has always been on the female gender. This disparity has left alot of sexually abused men damaged.

Your story is an example of how such an abuse can ruin a naive boy taken advantage of by an adult. I pray you get needed help because rape will ruin your life. Find help, find peace.

Victerica:


Bro, women are wicked.

One's mother and sisters are cool to him, does not mean that they are cool to outsiders.

That's why they (women) hardly become friends with themselves. They know themselves.

Even if they are friends, their friendship does not stand the test of time as that of guys.

Only the redpill can liberate women from wicked tendencies.

Actually, men allow their excesses, however men can as well tame the excesses.

Women have what it takes to make life more better for everyone, but they don't know.

The redpill will help men to help them.

EzegeNdiigbo:
TheGidRedpiller What triggered Ya to write your childhood exprience?

Kanbe:
This explains the hate. Hurt people hurt. You need therapy before you start blaming the devil for future troubles.

TheGidRedpiller:
My definition for RAPE: It is the scandalous of act of taking advantage of the opposite s£x in conjunction with your exceeding power over them.
That is the fact that you want to sexually satisfy yourself with someone of lesser abilities or lesser exhibitions of your power e.g physical strength, knowledge, or prowess as the case maybe.

The male is taking advantage of the girl/lady with his physical strength, while the female could be taking advantage of boy with her knowledge and possibly physical strength as the case maybe!
LET THAT SINK! Because thats exactly how it should be defined.

Now you know a dark personality of the famous GidRedpiller on nairaland.
Me? i just accomplished a mission, and that is to enlighten men even more about what they might not know yet or might know but don't very much insight on.
I'm working on myself, i will stop being like this, i will follow a masturbation curbing thread and go into action.
PROTECT YOUR MALE CHILD!!

TRP IS GOLDEN!!

Lilpen3758:
word bro

Bolarineliza202:


I was so sad when I read your sad story that I was brought to tears.
So sorry about this,I don't know some men had been living in huge hurting silence as this.

TheGidRedpiller:
I already blame the devil, well devils to be precise.

Kanbe:


If all this is true then you have a lot of work to do. Hating women isn't the answer but accepting your situation and finding a solution so you could form healthy relationships in the future. Child sex offenders are disgusting monsters no matter what gender they are. They are broken humans who go out to break others and the cycle continues. It takes special survivors to break the cycle and do good with their painful experience. I wish you peace and success in your life.

TheGidRedpiller:
Passion to spread awareness and keep the male senses alive in the society.

EzegeNdiigbo:
With the inflation hitting up the country how do you intend to do that.

TheGidRedpiller:
Like i said, this is just one of the experience i've had that triggered my current state.

TheGidRedpiller:
Inflation

Kanbe:


Let life's experiences make you better, and never bitter. Work on these triggers because people who have your experiences sometimes become ruined by them and that is the true tragedy. You should fear the path that pain can lead you to and spend your life healing and turning your pain around. This is the hand you were dealt and how you play it is crucial. I think the fact that you've acknowledged that your experience has caused you to be a certain way is the first step and now you are angry which is natural but don't get stuck here, move on to the next stages and reach your glory. You are not alone, a lot of men and women have survived. You will too.