My future is now unclear...
Hope is the only thing ive got left one i cant bottle.....
You're the reason for this raging storm i feel....
A beautiful mind i cant forget...
Knew from the moment that we met that I want to make you mine...
but now my future is unclear....
Is the feeling still there?,... I've been so alone since you kept me in the dark....
I don't know if i can face another day alone....
It hurts to watch you drift away....
But hope is all ive got left...
i dont know if it can keep me going till tomorrow....
I don't know if i can face another day where
My lung hurts and i can't breathe....
My heart don't beat any more...
And i cant just move on...
Cus it feels so wrong...
Hope is all I've got left....
I don't have a life without you in it...
☀️😥😥😥

I was a dreamer when i was young...
I imagined loving someone with the attributes you've got...
Little did i know that my dreams would one day be a reality...
I think i should be called Joseph....
You hold my heart down, can't even do anything else but to love you till my hearts stops beating....
I get lost in your wide eyes cant trade starring at them for anyone....
You're a priceless jewel,...
Not a even gold can describe how unique you're....
I love youuuuuuuuuj...
In my head im screaming out loud to whole world 🔥❤️💯💯
The Good times would come and go but i will always always be at your side...
Just time and i would be able to show ~how~ much i love you❤️❤️❤️
🙈🙈🙈🙈

Is this love??
I still dont have an answer...
Its been a long day in my head...
Im still trying to figure it out...
I'm still trying to figure out how i lost words when i saw you for the first time...
I held your hands and i could feel my blood flow like a current my heart was lightened....
Your presence brought peace to my restless heart...
God knows I've never been lucky with this word love...
The sea so wide and ive been swimming in it but im scared i will never make it to the sea side...
I have a feeling youre here to guide me out of this storm..
I heard you speak and i felt peace in my Spirit...
Like a sunset in my darkened heart...
I've loved in the past but ive never loved any like you...
Nothing pleases me other you...
Nothing is sweeter than you..
The way you carry yourself just perfect
All i can say is home is whenever im with you...💗💗💗
I love you🔥

I want to move faraway to a sunny place...
Just me and you...👩‍❤️‍👨👩‍❤️‍👨
Spending the summer at the sea side..⛴️⛴️
While we watch the sky as the sun set...
Our heart moving together with time...❤️❤️❤️
You know what i mean. Mm
I want you to be my side..
So i will never feel alone again...🎄💕💕
I don't want to remember the past..
I want to hold on to the beautiful future ahead of us...
Im screaming aloud in my head...
You're all i need ❤️❤️❤️

Little words from the deepest part of my heart....
Im out here lost, without direction...
You've always been my guide, all i do now is hide and cry my heart out...
This feeling is heavier than i thought and it's driving me crazy....
I won't be mixing words when i say i miss you allot..
This time i just feel i can't be saved by any one else...
And its driving me crazy because i know deep down you wouldn't want to be with someone as broken as i am....
I know i cant get you back....
But i just want to remind you that I use to be someone you loved ❤️🥹
Good night 🥹

I've never been to the sky but I think i know how it feels...
Ever since i meant you, i felt like I'm finally home after a long trip.....
I have this Ocean like kind of feeling...
When im talking to you or around you..
My heart beats and my blood flows smoothly like a river...
With you i forget all the misery life is throwing at me and your smile heals...
One Reason i cant stop loving you...
Because you're the amazing...
And you're the best ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love you... 💗💗💗

Smiling weirdly

Who needs true love when ive got you 🙈🙈🙈
Who needs a shoulder to lean on...
With you by my side i can take down a thousand army....
I wake up everyday with a glowing smile...
Because i know it's another beautiful day to hear your lovely voice and be blessed with your astonishing beauty.....
I don't know what it feels like to be in love...
But If the way i feel about you is what we call love...
Then i want feel this way for the rest of my life...
Just thought of you and my whole mood lights up in excitement....
Your presence lightens my heart...
No word can perfectly explain this feeling....
I love you ❤️❤️❤️

You're my happy place...
Sometimes i just want to be alone with you.....
I dont how best to explain this...
But your arm is the only place i find comfort....
When i rest my head on your treasured chest...
The melody from the rhythm of your heart beat goes straight to my soul and restores my peace....
You're that missing piece that completes the puzzle of my life...
I can't afford to lose now or ever...
I love you that much 💗💗💗💗

I wish you can tell me that the door to your heart is open..
I wish you can tell me that you will let me through....
I'm hoping that you feel exactly what I feel for you....
That's going to be a perfect gift...
Being loved by God Special Piece, God's Rare Art....
God Amazing Design,
So beautiful and Unique....
You stand out at all time even in a crowded area....
Your beauty is breathtaking and i cant seem to get enough of You......
I know I'm not that strong, I know I'm not that perfect, I know I don't deserve a gift like you...
But I still want you, and I'm going to do anything just to be the Best for you....
When I'm not talking to you, when I'm not chatting with you...
I feel incomplete...
The truth is everything around me reminds me of you.....
Most nights I spend my time outside starring at the stars wishing I can reach out to them, because cus to me the stars is the only thing that's has one of your amazing features..
Which is they glow even in the dark...
Just like you glow...
Thoughts of you keeps me from closing my eyes, keeps me from sleeping at night....
I spend most of my time thinking about the best way to get into your heart to be your only price .....
I Just Want To Let You Know That You Mean The World To Me...
AND I CARE ABOUT YOU ALOT ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Good Night

Johnwrite:
Wow

Thanks

My purpose??....
Ubmmm....
I just want to love you forever..
I don't know how but the feeling is just strong like that....
Falling in love with you and having your love is the most beautiful and purest thing anyone can ask for or have....
I know you're surprised..
But don't be...
Have you really seen yourself....
Haaaaaa....
See as im smiling just because I'm trying to describe how beautiful and amazing you're...
I don't even know the best word to use....
Like you're super super outstanding...
The way you carry your self...
The way you pay attention to the little details...
The way you care for everyone and most especially me...
Not having you in my life right now feels like a huge loss to me...
I know for sure i can't see anyone as perfect as you're...
You're better than anyone I've ever seen....
Chai...
If wishes were horses...
I would be riding with you already...
You wouldve picked me to ride this journey of love...
Well i just want to tell you I love you and remind you how special youre ...
Incase you're having a doubt
Byeee

Another night without you. I spent the night talking to the moon about how much I've missed you....
I had to keep it updated 😥😥😥
Updated on how miserable my life have become without you in it...
I feel like a ghost, what is life without your precious touch...
Your lovely voice always echo's in my head 😭😭...
I'm lost without you...
I'm haunted everyday by the beautiful moments we had...
You live rent free inside my head 😭😭
I still love you...
I always will 😭😭😭

"Oops...
Why do I feel like I'm cursed?
Why do I feel different?
My heart hurts, and I've got no cure for it....
There's no one out there willing to help me...
I'm in a dark place with no hope of light...
I'm helplessly abandoned...
I'm a lonely traveler who has lost his way, and there's absolutely no one willing to direct me...
How did it take me this long to realize that I'm lost and alone?
That I've been trying to find comfort in places where I'm not wanted...
I've been trying to ride with people who didn't really care...
I took a step back, and they barely noticed my absence...
My eyes are filled with tears and my heart bleeds....
Maybe I'm destined to be a loner...
I feel like a ghost. 😭😭😭"

Can I download it?

Johnwrite:
Can I download it?

Sure

"Hey Baby,
good morning.
I hope you had a lovely night's rest.
I couldn't sleep over here;
I woke up at different intervals in the middle of the night because thoughts of you filled my heart and mind.
I was so excited when the sun rose because it meant I had another opportunity to hear your lovely voice.
All I could see were flashes of your beautiful smile and cute face.
I'm sure today is excited to have one of the most amazing, special, and spectacular personalities in it.
I'm happy the night didn't steal you away because my morning would be empty and dark without you.
Good morning, baby girl. Have fun and have an amazing day."

You've got no clue,
But my love for you
Will forever be true.
You might be feeling lonely,
You might not be your best self,
Well, I will be here to turn your sad moments into happy ones.
All I want is to see a smile on your frowning face,
To be part of your everyday grace.
I wish I had the ability to wash all your pains away;
That's how much I love you.
You know I will love you till my breath fails me,
And when I close my eyes, dreams of you will be.
You're one hell of a lady, so cute and adorable,
Perfect in your own ways, just lovable.
It would be easier for me to beat Anthony Joshua,
Than for me to stop loving you.
This feeling is too hard to ignore.

I'm in love with you, though I wish I weren't, ❤️❤️🌹
It's hard to resist this overwhelming urge.😫😫
Why are you so sweet and lovely,🔥🌹💯
So exceptional and unique within?❤️❤️💯
And your beauty, extraordinary outside,
I struggle to comprehend.
How can someone be so close to perfection?🌹🌹🔥🔥🔥
Now, you're all I think about,😫😫😫😫
I see you whenever I close my eyes,
Feel you when the wind caresses my skin.❤️❤️💯💯
I wish you could see the effect you have on me,
I'm lost without you,
Tell me, as I'm losing my mind.😫😫😫😫😫

"If only I could be close to you again.
But if wishes were horses.
Well, I know that I didn't tick any of the boxes,
The characteristics of your dream guy,
Or the guy you would love to give your heart to.
I tried to keep my distance to see if I can heal from this misery, but it's just not working.
I always find a way back to your DM.
Too bad.
I'm stuck here.
I've always had this imagination in my head,
Where we lay down together, staring at the ceiling and just talk about crazy and funny stuff.
Just talk.
From the very first day I held your hands.
I've had my heart glued to you and I can't stop reliving that day.
I love you and miss you.
I just want to see you and hold those hands again.
Nothing more."

Lost in confusion, unsure of what's real,
I feel disconnected, like a surreal ordeal.😥😥😥
Sometimes it's like I'm floating, ungrounded and free,
Other times, it's like I'm falling, with no safety to see.😫😫😫😫

But amidst this uncertainty, one thing remains true,
My love for you, it shines through, a beacon anew.🌹🌹
Thinking of your smile brings me peace and calm,
A reason to keep going, a sense of release from the storm.
🌹❤️❤️❤️
I'm not sure if what I feel is just an obsession deep,
But one thing's for certain, you're my greatest possession to keep.
I can't promise you won't find love elsewhere, it's true,💯💯💯💯
But I know I'll never find a love like yours, one that's pure and new.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

You're amazing, you lift me up when I'm down and blue,
Your love is like a lifeline, never letting me drown, always seeing me through.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Thank you for being a part of my life, for bringing joy and light,
For being my rock, my guiding star, my love, my shining light.
❤️🌹💯💯💯💯💯