Why is life so hard for me? Constantly being at the receiving end of hard luck. Business, relationship, career what have you. I feel so cast down in my spirit I can't even intimidate a kid right now.

Life feels so tasteless and no matter how hard I try shiit won't fall into place. Its just so bizarre how someone can be such unlucky with everything and everyone.

Basically I don't know what to do nor have people to run up to. Bless my mum and my dad they really tried but damn!

The strength to carry on is what I am searching for. I don't take beer or even have the money to purchase one. I can't smoke weed or have any apettite for drugs.

The pain seems to be here to stay.

I don't have to do anything just wait..

Goodlyhrt:
Why is life so hard for me? Constantly being at the receiving end of hard luck. Business, relationship, career what have you. I feel so cast down in my spirit I can't even intimidate a kid right now.

Life feels so tasteless and no matter how hard I try shiit won't fall into place. Its just so bizarre how someone can be such unlucky with everything and everyone.

Basically I don't know what to do nor have people to run up to. Bless my mum and my dad they really tried but damn!

The strength to carry on is what I am searching for. I don't take beer or even have the money to purchase one. I can't smoke weed or have any apettite for drugs.

The pain seems to be here to stay.

I don't have to do anything just wait..

Sorry, you hear? The pains wear out eventually. Everyone feels like this sometimes. Take a walk or talk to a loved one.

Hmmm
If only u know wat others are passing through, u would be grateful for where u are
B hopeful for beta days and most importantly don't be idle

That's all you can do is wait... this too shall pass. Its just here to teach you some crucial life lessons and sharpen you for future hardship. Reflect, learn, understand and remain patient. I was in your situation for nearly a decade. I use to tell myself that life is pulling me back like an arrow on the bow and when it releases me, I'm going to soar higher and further because of this pull back. I thank God for that decade now...

Am going through similar thing right now, sometimes my eyes get full with of tears.