It started with a light peck and then my arm reaching over her hair,and the rest they say is history..

I was a good boy,growing up under a strict parental guide, could remember vividly then as a kid going to church with my father,always seated close to him and listening to the preacher.. yes I was.

My parents though not that born again type but were those good church goers,they don't skip church yet they never practice what they learn from church because I could remember my dad giving me a sip of beer from his glass of beer sparkling from the glass and what we have for entertainment during the day was to watch movies that has content of sex and violence though as kids we would be sent out of the house or told to close our eyes when we come across sex sites,but little did they know that feeble heart is already getting afflicted by sights of such practice, and I asked myself 'What are they doing?

As tender as I was the environment too could not help as obscene jokes are thrown around and women moving around sparsely clothed,tormenting innocent kids like us,suffice to say it looks like Sodom.

Growing up I came to know of various songs that even has sexual contents,anytime I hear of them it registers nothing but sex,one day I mistakenly walked into a neighbours room and saw him in the act,I have to flee but I was restless,something was happening to me,I was confused and afflicted morally.

In our public compound there abound boys and girls as teens knows nothing else but discuss s*x,they bring books that borders on that and pictures, and this pressure mounted on,who can deliver me,I asked myself, I try to find solace in studying the Bible but it looks like it doesn't help me at that point.

The breaking point was when I came into contact with a totally explicit movie,that was when I went to visit a friends house,it was so explicit that I was so hot,I have to run home and luckily no one was there to see me,I went into the room and yanked off,that was the first time I was seeing semen,yucks I was embarrassed but that started a whole new era of an addiction that nearly ruined me....

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