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Hashabiah:real life issues you may find it hard to belive cos u are leaving in a glass house |
culf:i appreciate this but, thanks for your kind words |
HacheNoire:miss me with all the motivational bullshit... im going through real life storms... i have let so many people down countlessly! i have run a business to the ground ruined friendships, burnt bridges with my family people have given up on me my own blood told me "sink or swim" it doaent matter to them... and ure saying its all in my head! how very insensitive |
Gilbert0217:whats the pay? is there a word limit? |
My sadness consumes me.. I live every day in fear and dread.. I cannot escape.. I'm trapped by my circumstances.. and I am utterly doomed by them.. I one of those people who no one knows or cares about.. whose own relatives turn away from , because they don't care that I am disabled , and choose to shun and disdain me as a bum, because I cannot work.. they have lives of relative comfort and security.. and don't care that I will end my days in abject and unbearable misery.. alone, and unwanted or cared about, by anyone.. just as I always feared I would .. even as a child..imagine going through your entire life with this underlying sensation of inexplicable dread.. brooding in the back of your mind.. vague.. and distant.. but .. always there.. I told myself I would stop it , and I tried.. in whatever ways I could achieve.. but it wasn't anywhere near enough.. financial security was the thing I needed most of all.. far more than those who are capable of finding their way, in life.. because I am literally blocked from being able to reach the same goals.. that would have helped me to secure for myself , some measure of safety, and security.. not to mention acceptance in an increasingly hostile and intolerant world and society.. so eager to dole out shame , and contempt , and judgement.. without any interest in circumstances.. they just don't care.. I feel lost , utterly.. hopeless.. and already condemned to a fate I fought so hard to avoid.. my future, is no future.. at all.. no family , no sustinence, no real security of any kind.. no love .. what kind of future is that to face?.. a future without hope.. even from those who could provide it.. and would literally save my life by doing so.. but elect not to, out of nothing more than contempt and disdainful snobbish and self absorbed, elitist bigotry.. I can't even imagine doing that to someone in my family , whom I know and grew up with.. if it were the other way around.. it would never even enter my mind to just leave them to suffer the fate of homelessness, and despair.. it would be unthinkable.. on my part.. and the pain, I feel .. at knowing these people I cared about and loved.. could so easily leave me to so grim and terrible a fate..and justify it in their minds ,by blaming it all on me.. because I never made a success of my life..that hurts most of all..who chooses to be a failure , willingly.. especially when they know they have no security to sustain them in the future..when they are alone..who freely ,would choose that fate..?..no one..that's who. |
i spotted dos guy since FIFA 17 one of the tallest footballers on the game Ovr 64 am sure his stats are better now |
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wearsandtrends1:show him love but dont let him know u carry the game ![]() |
i personally dont stake less than 300 because of damn luck like dis nice one doh 90+ odds no be beans add me for that whatsapp group as long as its free ![]() 09075986514 |
LMS1:zzor u are being summmoned |
Tupacs the embodibent of the good dying young. |
u sef go gree ![]()
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should she be banned for making other footballers look average ![]()
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It Is quite reasonable that ladies who are athletes do not often come across as beautiful. However that does not seem to be the case for 'Patricia George, who had just recently became a super Falcon player.
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call it what you want, but Nigeria will always be Nigeria. a country where with the right resources u ccan get what you want! so maybe these are rhetorical questions. WHY IS REV KING NOT DEAD?? what is the verdict on the Billionare Kidnapper, an when will sentence be carried out. how come shina Rambo is Walking Free. what kind of politics is keeping these ruthless men alive? #some are walking free and even contesting presidential elections! Naijerians which way?
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When Jerusalem was conquered and destroyed by the Neo-Babylonian Empire (587 BCE), some Jews were taken into captivity in Babylon. Cyrus the Great then conquered the Babylonians in 550 BCE and established the Persian Empire. The state cult of Persia was Zoroastrianism, founded by the prophet Zoroaster. Evil was seen as the polar opposite of good. A pure, good being, Ahura Mazda ('Wise Lord') was the source of everything, and at the polar end was druj, chaos. Druj became personified as Angra Mainyu ('false', 'deception'), also known as Ahriman. The heavens, the earth, and all humans fall within this polar range. Cyrus permitted the Jews to return to Jerusalem (539 BCE), although some stayed. They took many elements of ancient Persian religion with them, and they merged the personification of chaos with earlier views of ha-Satan. Now he was just Satan or, in Greek, diabolos, the Devil, and the Jews began assigning all evil to Satan instead of God. |
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A Chinese woman whose feet were bound in the late 1800s. While foot binding mostly fell out of favor by the 1930s, this painful tradition persisted in China for about 1,000 years. From getting their toes broken to having excess flesh snipped away, countless young girls endured an agonizing process to achieve an ideal three-inch foot, or a "golden lotus." The last shoe factory making lotus shoes only closed in 1999.
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Cyclists smoke cigarettes while competing in the 1927 Tour de France.
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A woman of the Democratic Republic of the Congo's Mangbetu tribe holds her child, circa 1929-1937. The Mangbetu once practiced Lipombo, a tradition in which a baby's head was wrapped tightly with a cloth in order to achieve an elongated skull, believed to be a mark of beauty.
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In 1961, Soviet doctor Leonid Rogozov was stationed at a Russian base in Antarctica when he realized that he had acute appendicitis — and he was the only physician there. Since escaping from Antarctica was out of the question due to harsh snowstorms, the doctor was forced to remove his own appendix. Not only did Rogozov survive, he was back on duty in just two days.
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face mask toh bad
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For years, Big Mary worked for the Sparks World Famous Shows traveling circus, where she entertained people from coast to coast. That all came to a crashing halt in 1916, when the town of Erwin, Tennessee arrested Mary for murdering a trainer who beat her with a hook. They later hanged her from a crane in front of a crowd of spectators.
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Participants in the Beautiful Leg Contest wear pillow cases over their heads so that the judges can see only their legs. Palisades Amusement Park, New Jersey. 1951.
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Definately isnt in lagos Fahdiga: |
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lol u bera move on... u cant fight govt |

