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i just had a rude awakening... i feel so lost! i ran into one of my school mates after 10 years... and there i was holding a black water proof bag while she called me from her mob... no words, e b lyk say make ground swallow me! we exchanged numbers and she showed genuine concern but its so fuxked up i cant dare ring her am such a loser |
Princeofwales:Indeed wisdom benfits the wise.. but you could be wrong they paid for viewing license which maybe limited to the broadcast of content |
may her soul rest in peace confirmed
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acesboy:get enough sleep |
so in other words i should find money for you so u can give me 20 % |
Dude how do i unsee this |
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LagbajaTheBEREAN:High Regards to you too LagbajaTheBEREAN:High Regards to you too |
Kriss216:so insensitive |
ishilove had to issue a disclaimer lol we know its u |
I have 1xbet account for sale intrested buyers should quote me |
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Hashabiah:oh so u dont live in a glass house! ur a goody 2 shoes no wonder! u find it hard to belive because u cannot relate on any level at all which speaks plenty of ur personality... its either u are not exposed to pain, or u have been shut out of the harsh realities of life which u shud thank God for, but despite your luxury i do not envy you, on the contraey i feel sorry for u |
its fugly |
Hashabiah:real life issues you may find it hard to belive cos u are leaving in a glass house |
culf:i appreciate this but, thanks for your kind words |
HacheNoire:miss me with all the motivational bullshit... im going through real life storms... i have let so many people down countlessly! i have run a business to the ground ruined friendships, burnt bridges with my family people have given up on me my own blood told me "sink or swim" it doaent matter to them... and ure saying its all in my head! how very insensitive |
Gilbert0217:whats the pay? is there a word limit? |
My sadness consumes me.. I live every day in fear and dread.. I cannot escape.. I'm trapped by my circumstances.. and I am utterly doomed by them.. I one of those people who no one knows or cares about.. whose own relatives turn away from , because they don't care that I am disabled , and choose to shun and disdain me as a bum, because I cannot work.. they have lives of relative comfort and security.. and don't care that I will end my days in abject and unbearable misery.. alone, and unwanted or cared about, by anyone.. just as I always feared I would .. even as a child..imagine going through your entire life with this underlying sensation of inexplicable dread.. brooding in the back of your mind.. vague.. and distant.. but .. always there.. I told myself I would stop it , and I tried.. in whatever ways I could achieve.. but it wasn't anywhere near enough.. financial security was the thing I needed most of all.. far more than those who are capable of finding their way, in life.. because I am literally blocked from being able to reach the same goals.. that would have helped me to secure for myself , some measure of safety, and security.. not to mention acceptance in an increasingly hostile and intolerant world and society.. so eager to dole out shame , and contempt , and judgement.. without any interest in circumstances.. they just don't care.. I feel lost , utterly.. hopeless.. and already condemned to a fate I fought so hard to avoid.. my future, is no future.. at all.. no family , no sustinence, no real security of any kind.. no love .. what kind of future is that to face?.. a future without hope.. even from those who could provide it.. and would literally save my life by doing so.. but elect not to, out of nothing more than contempt and disdainful snobbish and self absorbed, elitist bigotry.. I can't even imagine doing that to someone in my family , whom I know and grew up with.. if it were the other way around.. it would never even enter my mind to just leave them to suffer the fate of homelessness, and despair.. it would be unthinkable.. on my part.. and the pain, I feel .. at knowing these people I cared about and loved.. could so easily leave me to so grim and terrible a fate..and justify it in their minds ,by blaming it all on me.. because I never made a success of my life..that hurts most of all..who chooses to be a failure , willingly.. especially when they know they have no security to sustain them in the future..when they are alone..who freely ,would choose that fate..?..no one..that's who. |
i spotted dos guy since FIFA 17 one of the tallest footballers on the game Ovr 64 am sure his stats are better now |
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wearsandtrends1:show him love but dont let him know u carry the game ![]() |
i personally dont stake less than 300 because of damn luck like dis nice one doh 90+ odds no be beans add me for that whatsapp group as long as its free ![]() 09075986514 |
LMS1:zzor u are being summmoned |
Tupacs the embodibent of the good dying young. |
u sef go gree ![]()
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