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I went through almost the same and survived, I’m still battling depression, even with my girlfriend around I masturbate, text me let’s become chat buddies 07068687977.

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Patronizing olosho: it all started when I was in secondary school jss2 can remember vividly a not too close friend of mine introduced me to a local brothel. That day I got disvirgin ever since then, I have been patronizing olosho up till this moment. I haven't had a girlfriend since I was born, just pay as you go.. I spend huge sums, like 40k a night.. 20k short time, like 5 days in a week. I am dying within me. I can't seem to stop.

Gambling: this has been eating me since 2017, but it has been getting worse since 2020. Every money I make I put it into sporty bet. I can't seem to stop, it's almost like I'm being manipulated. Just this year alone I have lost close to millions of naira. I think I am curse. I am dying deep within me. I can't seem to stop.



Masturbation: due to depression, I started masturbating in early 2020 up till now, even when I'm with a runs gal I still masturbate. It has become a habit that I can't seem to stop. I am dying deep within me.





Drugs intake: I was introduced to drugs by a runs gal I carried in 2019. I still remember that day. Now I take drugs like it's water in my system. I'm depressed, I turn to drugs..when I lose in sportybet I turn to drugs then I masturbate.. I logde hotel just to take drugs. I'm so skinny.. people are starting to complain. I know, but I can't seem to stop. I'm dying deep within me.



I have contemplated suicide several times but I haven't made up my mind to end it yet because I know just snipper will end this. I still have hope, but I don't know how to redirect my life. I have tried and tried, I don't know how. I tried to enroll myself in a rehab and booked an appointment with them but they didn't talk well . I am dying..I need help.

Please, I need help.



I have told my mom about this she should pray for me. I am ready to go to church, herbalist, shrine or mosque to reconstruct my life.
I can't help myself.
Everytime I try to stop just 24hours I relapse the next day.

I wish I can just die.
Every night I sleep and wish not to wake up because once I do I know it's same suffering.
I am like a living corpse that's breathing but dying with great pace. I might just take my life but I wish I can survive.


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Swap for iPhone Xmas?

Kobojunkie:
OPM was meant to directly wire the scholarship to the school as payment of their funds if it is meant for tuition, and whatever else is meant for pocket money, OPM simply gives and allows the boys to spend as they wish. So are you saying the boys have no right to spend their allowance as they see fit or what?

You sound like someone who will spend his salary on 2 odd while his wife and kids are at home

I hope say them Dey sell garri and sugar for Cyprus.
On scholarship you buy iPhone, show clothes, headsets, cross bag, expensive drinks and most likely expensive food. They will regret more if they lose the scholarship.

One thousand naira?

Lol, haven’t you heard of dark web before or were you born yesterday, trying to buy weapon on Nairaland.

So how much be Toyota pencil light Nigerian used?

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iPhone 11 Pro for sale, 260k

Something wey I sub for 3monrhs now, everytime, searching for signal. I’m buying the internet decoder, 6,500 sub I go manage am on YouTube and Netflix.

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My friend had this some years ago, and he almost cry whenever he wants to piss, his boxer filled with yellow purse, disgusting 🤮, it was herbal medicine he used before it left, it can kill. Or make a man lose his balls.

You deserve an award, I’ve never seen consistency like this, I’m sure he’s blessing you.

Righteousness2:
Jesus rebuked the people in His day for not recognizing the signs for His first coming….. !

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Many today, just like this Turkish minister Cannot discern the times and Seasons. Instead they are looking for one reason or the other to explain events.

We are living in the last lap of this dispensation of grace. The Signs of times are raining down all over the World, just as JESUS Christ said it will be just befor he shows up.

Instead of looking for who to blame, Humanity should sit up and get ready for the imminent return of JESUS Christ.

Righteousness2:
Jesus rebuked the people in His day for not recognizing the signs for His first coming….. !

[b][/b]

Many today, just like this Turkish minister Cannot discern the times and Seasons. Instead they are looking for one reason or the other to explain events.

We are living in the last lap of this dispensation of grace. The Signs of times are raining down all over the World, just as JESUS Christ said it will be just befor he shows up.

Instead of looking for who to blame, Humanity should sit up and get ready for the imminent return of JESUS Christ.

You deserve an award, I’ve never seen consistency like this, I’m sure he’s blessing you.

He should have bombed Ukraine when Biden arrived, losser.. he Dey fear ww3