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This is my first piece of writing ever so am expecting my mistakes to be corrected

Chapter 1

The beginning of the end

I lost my soul my precious overrated soul(I see myself in rags, locked hair, I smell like trash oh I think I'm crazy guess that's why every passerby ignores me.

I am crazy I know, when you read this you would condemn but imagine you were in my head then read it over and over again till you understand why I had to do it).

I was a God fearing easy going nonalcoholic young lad but I snapped, I snapped and I don't think I can ever return to the way I was.

I was trapped in myself, and I hated it. I could feel depression taking over, I have seen enough of this world (probably this world has had enough of me) I need to go back to him I needed a sign but all I can see are just blanks. I have to ask myself if he exists I mean the man above or as he is called God.

I was to him but I can't recall what happened why I snapped It is all coming back to me now I trusted the Man above and He betrayed me I believed in Him and he let me down he made me snap if he really exist then he should know all the pain I caused those around me is on him. I cannot control how I sleep but today I plan to sleep forever never to rise again, and if I am to rise again never in this world my name is Kunmi and this is my story.

I was graduating finally leaving high school I felt like a bird about to take its first flight before my graduation I was already admitted to a private college so this was it after six years holding myself together
I was happy but my sadistic nature couldn't let me show it,
I was a Sociopath and I couldn't wait for the celebration to be over so I can do what I have always wanted.
I was still stuck in my thought when I heard my name I looked back only to find Rosemary

Rosemary was stood a little above 5 feet she looked an angel,
had full breasts her ass was a killer. She had a soft spot for me which I knew but I couldn't love not after all I had gone through we both planned to make out in one of the empty classes on graduation we were graduating so I had nothing to lose.
I had something else in store for her she took my hand and dragged me out of the hall we went straight to an empty classroom as planned.

A few moments later I was back to the hall smiling feeling accomplished I had waited this long to do all I always wanted and for the first time ever I felt relieved I had always pictured doing it but now I had a thirst I know nothing would quench.

There was a very loud scream everyone wondered what has happened, everyone rushed towards the noise came it was the class I went into with Rosemary I never knew she would be found so soon well I had to get closer to see how the all reacted I saw confusion in everyone's eyes I had just ruined their moods but i felt happy i saw tears and heard moans Rosemary was found as I left her in the pool of her blood with a pen sticking out of her chest she was on the floor naked I looked at her and I smiled it was my work I killed her I always wanted to it was Art and I was the only one who knew what it was worth.
Death was in the air and its fragrance was soothing

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