Christianity Etc › Re: Please, I Am Suicidal Please Read And Advise Me . This Is A Serious Post by bedspread: 12:49pm On Feb 05, 2018 |
2morogobeta: What did I do to deserve this life?
With tears streaming down my face, I write this-
I was once a young girl with a bright future, whos only plan was to become someone in life and for myself and my family to be alive, healthy and successful
Yet I am 24 today and all my plans have failed
My mother has died of cancer
Not even half a year later, my dad is now ill - i am unsure what but he seems to have symptoms of throat cancer as he keeps coughing and and he needs to always clear his throat, also has some ear pain. He had to have antibiotics for a month, but the problem is still there and he is now going to hospital today
My brother is disabled with autism
My younger brother is fine, thank God
me? I have emotional health problems, but I am mentally/physically healthy. I am a university drop out, I have just got a job but it is low paying and I survive on government assistance. I am poor, I have poor relationships and I am struggling in my education - behind on deadlines. All my goals and dreams have failed and I am angry sad and bitter. I have lost faith in God completely and can not even pray anymore
I look around at people who were athiests, and who called themselves christians but did not follow God at all unlike me who was not perfect, but I was God fearing to the point I am still a virgin age 24
yet i look at their lives and see blessings whereas my life is full of problems
look at kylie jenner, does she know God? yet look at her blessed with a child, her parents alive, her extended family, money, fame and so much more not only her, many more examples
I look at myself and I sincerely ask...
what did I gain from being a christian?
i feel like the universe is out to destroy me and wants me dead,
what is all this problem?
i am thinking of joining mountain of fire deliverance programme but then i look at others who do not even know God or have nor stepped into mountain of fire church yet their life is fine
what do i do? this is too much
i have stopped going to school for 3 weeks, and i do not like socialising i am so ashamed of myself and my life... my enemies are laughing at me , me who was the one that was most likely to be a success when we left school... it is me who everyone is pitying, i am disgraced. Just know This..... The Moment you commit sucide, You Open your Eyes clearly in Hell.. No two ways about it... You have no right to take away a life you don't own... Go on your Knees and Surrender completely to JESUS CHRIST.....that's the only way out of calamity..... Come over to THE LORDS CHOSEN HEADQUARTERS IJESHA LAGOS IF U ARE IN LAGOS.... |
Politics › Re: BREAKING: Boko Haram Attacks Borno Village by bedspread: 12:38pm On Feb 05, 2018 |
Buhari and his Gang have turned Nigeria upside down....
They just talk anyhow and anywhere without thinking.....
This is just few minutes after the so called finishing BOKO |
Politics › Re: IBB Confirms Statement Asking Buhari To Step Down, Any Other Info Is Fake - FFK by bedspread: 12:27pm On Feb 05, 2018 |
Heaven and Earth have Disowned Pmb... |
Crime › Re: Boko Haram Has Been Completely Defeated – Nigerian Army by bedspread: 11:57am On Feb 05, 2018 |
Mtchewwwwww...... Shi.t hole people.... |
Christianity Etc › Re: All Fulfilled Prophecies In The Bible: Apart From End Time Prophecies. by bedspread: 7:27pm On Feb 04, 2018 |
Originakalokalo: Leg of Iron,
Sixth world Power. This was Roman rule. This was in place when JESUS came.
It over thrown Grecian rule.
Feet of iron and clay. A revised version of the Roman rule.
Partly strong, and partly weak? Yes you are right.
Iron and clay.
This iron and clay reign has not been fulfilled.
If you read the book of Revelation 13 and Daniel 7,
You will discover that it is a period of the Antichrist.
This rule will ressurect the rule of Rome.
Why do you think that people are expecting the Antichrist from Rome?
Why do you think that people talk of A Pope being the Antichrist?
These are the reasons.
Lastly,
A stone cut without hand shall destroy this feet of iron and clay.
AND FILL THE ENTIRE WORLD.
Daniel said that this feet was destroyed by the kingdom of God and his Lamb Jesus!!!
Termination of the Antichrist reign.
This new kingdom of Jesus Christ,
Shall be established FOREVER.
THE END.
Other prophecies will be discussed shortly.
If you are not a child of God,
Pls accept JESUS today.
His kingdom comes,
Prophecy from Daniel and Revelation and numerous others support this.
If you want to accept JESUS,
Say this.
Lord Jesus, I come before you as a Sinner.
Pls forgive my sins in Jesus name.
I accept you as my Lord and Savior.
Pls put my name in the book of Life.
I believe that you die for my sins and ressurected.
And that through your blood I am purified.
Thank you father for accepting me as your child.
In Jesus name I pray.
If you have taken this step, pls mail me for further instructions.
You need to grow. I will show you steps to follow. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU...GOD BLESS YOU |
Education › Re: Beautiful Picture Of Covenant University Stadium by bedspread: 7:06pm On Feb 04, 2018 |
subtlemee: If the missionaries came with this mentality 80% of our grand fathers and fathers will still be uneducated you Need Deliverance from House hold Generational Poverty |
Politics › Re: Another $202m Missing From NIA Coffers – Reps by bedspread: 6:56pm On Feb 04, 2018 |
taylor88: Chaiii Jesus
Why can't some people die in this country Dont worry it won't be Long anymore..... |
Education › Re: ICPC Arraigns VC Of Richmond Open University With Secondary School Certificate by bedspread: 12:48am On Feb 04, 2018 |
Maxi Strong!!! But na the same certificate with pmb |
Politics › Re: President Buhari Fixes Roads In Goodluck Jonathan's Hometown (Photos) by bedspread: 12:33am On Feb 04, 2018 |
deomelllo: [s]Not in his own state or SE, the so called pillar of his support? Na only North dey Nigeria?
Abi na slave mentality dey worry you and Jona?
Funny ipobs..
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Politics › Re: President Buhari Fixes Roads In Goodluck Jonathan's Hometown (Photos) by bedspread: 12:31am On Feb 04, 2018 |
buhariguy: [s]pls show me or tell me any road your ineffectual buffoon built in 6yrs for north[/s] irrelevant talk |
Travel › Re: Suspected Error On Denial Of My Canadian Visa Application by bedspread: 3:09pm On Feb 03, 2018 |
justwise: What's going on here? GOLF CLASSES |
Politics › Re: Nigerians React To FG On Plans New Refinery Close To Niger Republic (photos) by bedspread: 3:07pm On Feb 03, 2018 |
Now I confirm that it is that Sudan guy acting as president Buhari..... the real Buhari is gone |
Politics › Re: President Buhari Fixes Roads In Goodluck Jonathan's Hometown (Photos) by bedspread: 2:58pm On Feb 03, 2018 |
65% Of GEJ works were done in The North....
It's welcome |
Foreign Affairs › Re: Donald Trump Bans Diego Maradona From Entering US "For Insulting Trump On TV" by bedspread: 1:20pm On Feb 03, 2018 |
Baawaa: I know Diego Maradona before Trump, BUT NOW U KNOW TRUMP MORE THAN maradona |
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Politics › Re: Benue Killings: Your Observations Are Incorrect - PMB Tells Saraki by bedspread: 10:22pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
A President that values cows than Human beings.....
Pmb is Highly Incompetent and a Successful Failed Failure |
Politics › Re: Governor Yari Threatens To ‘kill’ Senator Marafa In 2019 by bedspread: 10:20pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
Can u imagine wat comes out From the Mouth of Buhari Governor  |
Foreign Affairs › Re: Breaking: Two Ministers Got Fired By President by bedspread: 10:15pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
Op Construct that Topic well..... |
Politics › Re: Ambode Visits Ifeanyi Ugwuanyi, Enugu State Governor (Photos) by bedspread: 10:13pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
It's Welcome |
Celebrities › Re: Speed Darlington Spends $215 On Dominican Lady, Couldn't Have Sex, Rants by bedspread: 9:18pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
If not Buhari, this guy will be serious in life |
Phones › Re: Pls With 50k To 70k Budget, Whch Phone Should I Buy? Ur Kind Advice Pls by bedspread: 8:54pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
I advise you to get a any portable Internet phone that won't cost u more than 20-30k. Save the balance... you go soon need am |
Travel › Re: LASTMA Announces Traffic Diversion Ahead Of Lagos City Marathon by bedspread: 8:02pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
TallPck1: Na to just suspend appointments on 10th cux lagos traffic na war. REAL WAR |
Politics › Re: Chinwoke Mbadinuju At Alex Ekwueme's Burial In Anambra (Photos) by bedspread: 4:59pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
There is nothing wrong in his looks... He is Quite Old now....and might hv one or two old people disease...
Do you expect him to wear Nike or Tm??
Dressing has nothing to do with ur pocket |
Politics › Re: Soyinka, Anyaoku, Ezekwesili, Bakare, Others, Launch Third Force Movement Februa by bedspread: 4:51pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
Great to see this Happen!!! The Greatness of our Country is non-negotiable |
Politics › Re: Obasanjo Registers With Coalition For Nigeria, Says APC, PDP Will Lose In 2019 by bedspread: 4:46pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
Anything to Savage Nigeria from the Calamities of the Daura Brothers and others is Welcome |
Celebrities › Alex: Meet BBNaija Sandra Asogwa Alexandra Amuche ! Biography & Profile by bedspread(op): 12:55pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
Sandra Asogwa a former Miss Eastern Nigeria, is a social butterfly who loves to dance. This single, vibrant, young lady is one of three children and she said she will miss her family the most while in the House. Sandra Asogwa is a 22-year-old social butterfly and dancer from Nsukka, Enugu State. What will you be bringing into the BB House: Myself, I don’t hold back What will you do with the prize money: I really don’t know for now a social butterfly who loves to dance. This single, vibrant, young lady is one of three children and she said she will miss her family the most while in the House. She prides herself on being unique and daring. Alex believes that she will stand out because she “won’t hold back” so hold on to your hats folks because it looks like we are in for a wild ride. READ MORE ABOUT BBNAIJA ALEX BIODATA HERE: http://dailymedia.com.ng/who-is-alexandria-alexandria-biography-alexandria-profile-alexandria-history-meet-bbnaija-2018-reality-tv-show-housemate-alexandria-aka-alex/
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Celebrities › Meet Bbnaija 2018 Housemate Vandora Olu Vanessa |biography & History by bedspread(op): 12:45pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
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Celebrities › Meet Bbnaija 2018 Housemate Khloe Aka Kokoby Khloe|biography & History by bedspread(op): 12:37pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
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Crime › Re: Police Beat Lotto Operator To Death by bedspread: 12:20pm On Feb 01, 2018 |
O DI EGWU |
Crime › Re: Police Officer Shoots Superior Dead Over Girlfriend In Adamawa by bedspread: 12:03am On Feb 01, 2018 |
Police will forever be what they are; BLOODY CIVILIANS |
Celebrities › Re: Ali Baba: Pensions Of Policemen Who Are Trigger Happy Should Be Paid To Victims by bedspread: 1:31pm On Jan 31, 2018 |
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Politics › Re: Ekiti APC Protests Against Fayose's Verbal Attacks On Buhari (Photos) by bedspread: 11:08am On Jan 31, 2018 |
The Counter must be Olodo.... Hahahahahahahaha Hahahaha 10,000 people!!!!!!
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