₦airaland Forum

L1TTLE:
Without saying too much, I loved my mum dearly and I was providing for her and fending for her until she died recently, when she died I was the only one with her and no one cared, her husband is alive and he had beef with her, and I took her side while my other siblings took his side, when she died it felt like I lost the battle because they iced me out, said I bet on the wrong side and let me carry my cross alone, now she's gone I'm alone in this world and none of them talks to me, I feed myself, clothe myself and do every other things myself, difference is we still live together in a family house, he doesn't own the house though, I could be sick and indoors for a whole week and even die and no one would check on me, sometimes when I had nothing like I'm broke I'm left to get myself out of it alone, at some point I almost died before I could get myself to the hospital, point is I'm in my family house but basically alone in this world, now I'm planing to leave and never be seen again cuz there's no difference I'm basically on my own anyway, and yes I have considered reconciliation but this man is evil reincarnated, someone who stood in front of my door and cursed me for hours because of 400# that's how terrible he is and when my mum died he almost had a party to rub my nose in it, if I start talking about him it won't end, so reconciliation isn't an option, I'd like to cut him off as he's diabolic and the way he constantly talks about me and the anger and jealousy in him boils he's doing everything so I don't succeed, he keeps telling me life will always be hard for me, and I'll never progress in life, I feel I need to leave the hostile environment so I can succeed in life as nothing grows in the midst of such hate and diabolical actions, secondly I don't want to die suddenly like my mum who was okay in the morning and died in the evening from simple headache.

Kobojunkie:
You have a free roof over your head, something that over 20 million Nigerians living in Nigeria cannot even boast of but your particular complaint is rather that no one pays attention to you?

2. Are you able to provide yourself shelter and everything else at this point? I am not certain how old you are but if you can hold on until you are well on your feet, then do so first before you decide to ghost your father. Otherwise, you will only be fighting a miserable battle against your well-being. Yes, the place is toxic but it does not seem that you are physically treated so no reason for you to run out at this time. Also, given the economic situation in the country, I don't see good reason for you to make the decision at this time. If you can, wait until you are better established.

3. There is no such thing as diabolical action... All attacks are either physical, social, or emotional. And if you can focus on growing yourself, then you should direct much of your focus on that which matters.