With addicts, all that matters is satisfying our addictions when money comes and nothing else. Considering the amount I get, I am supposed to be looking suave and decent. Reverse is the case.


Most of my clothes are looking worn-out. As I called an itinerant tailor to patch up some of my old boxers yesterday, I could only shake my head in disbelief at the pathetic state of my lifestyle.

What can I do about it? It's difficult risking my hard-earned money on new clothes when there are sweet bum bum to pound at night. The thought of it all helps me save up and manage whatever I see.

Now I understand why my father was also looking unkempt with worn-out clothes despite having a good job then

Currently chilling at a brothel. My only source of joy after a stressful day. The only place introverts like me (fighting one addiction with another), take solace.

Just chilling at one corner as I gulp a bottle of Goldberg into my alimentary canal, together with roast meat (Suya).

As I enjoy the delicacy, I watch all Calibre of people who patronise the place, have a nice time.

There are friends who meet to catch up old times at the joint, there are married men running from the stress of home, there are weed takers meeting up with their dealers, then there are ladies waiting to grind on our third legs for money.

As the melodious music reverberates from the big speakers, every one unease and satisfy themselves.

Deep down I know most of us are infected with the 'deadly virus' or will soon be. But all that matters is the present. One step at a time. I have treated Chlamydia and other infections prior to now (azithromycin and doxycycline to the rescue). When 'the time comes', I will do well to take the pills needed.

I can no longer worry of my insomnia. I stay back, charge my phone and have fun till 12am. I reconciled with my hausa girlfriend who usually kept me company. She initially took offence when I was patronising others and not considering her.

The only worry here is, at times, fight erupts here and the police do sweep in to fish the culprits. But the merits outweighs the demerits

Meanwhile guys, I am currently on 48 days without bet

I am unwell. Running temperature, yet Hot. The thought of getting to pound the different bannies at ezeko brothel keeps turning me on

I am there now. Nothing less than two rounds today before going home. Made some money from side deals.

I noticed wounds take time to heal on my body. The lump/obstruction in my throat won't just go away. The injury I currently have on my tongue lingers on. I will run HIV test again month end. Fvck is so addictive

I think betting is better as you only mess up your finances. With womanising without caution, you mess up your life/health

Naijatask:


I don't know why, but I've been following your topics for 3years now. And trust me, you've been motivating me to not threat your path.

I pray you get over your addictions soon

good decision

According to Socrates, "The unexamined life is not worth living.
He added, "know thyself".

Many of us stuck in one addiction or the other (betting, womanising, drugs etc) have no way of going out of it.

More like, till death do us part. Learn from our experiences and not yours

Itohanmiwa:
This guy lasun, u no de tire? Someone can't be this miserable and still have the brain to compose queens 'inglishi'... If u believe this guy, joke's on you.

I am an erudite scholar. I taught WASSCE and UTME students English for five years before my present job.

Some might be wondering if I am sick to say I am excited getting infection. I am actually sick (literally speaking). Since my last mouth action of Thursday, my life has never remained the same again.

It's like something is stuck in my throat. This gives me nausea, intermittent headache that never goes fully, light neck, sometimes blurred vision. Only rest for a long while calms it down.

It's a blessing in disguise as ill health removes my mind from fvcking. Now I can manage the pieces left of my life. The only thing that can stop womanizers is: Ill health, joystick damage, brokeness or death

Olachase:
Olosho 2k day na at least 2 olosho in a month is ok that's 4k
I can't advice you to soppy

soapy did not even work

It only spurred me to want the real sex. And doing the real sex, Spurs me to want more rounds till I am exhausted

Blew 20k on Thursday

I will not be discouraged. Decided to still save that of Thursday and Friday to make up yesterday. Using moniepoint since I hardly use it for transactions. Opay and PALMPAY will be for business (due to their 0 charges).

8k in my moniepoint account for Thursday and Friday savings

So I have been thinking of starting savings on OWealth in opay app. I know many will say it's the same old story. But I will make conscious efforts this time. My main challenge is woman and my voraciousness. Only today I have spent 4000 naira on food and drinks. I will try to occupy my thoughts to avoid eating much. For woman,I will substitute with soapy

I have no choice than to save. Who knows if I have contracted a terminal disease from unprotected sexual activity? I will need money to take care of my health. Who knows if I will be dropped soon from work? The financial sector is unstable. Staff are dropped every quarter. Who knows if my side deals will 'rat me out.' I will need money to start life afresh. Not to talk of other contingencies

If I was able to squander 1.7m between December to April on frivolities, what stops me from saving at least one million naira in the next five months (between May to September). The highest I ever saw in my account was 250k during covid-19 loan and I was restless till I squandered it all. I really need to work on self-control when I see money.

So my target is, at least to save 1 million in 100 working days (excluding weekends). I will update the house regularly. My calculation is, saving five months salary to amount to 600k. And at least 4000 every workday, to amount to 400k after 100 working days.

So help me God

Side deals did not pay well for me today. After starving of sex on Saturday and Sunday due to low funds, I am tempted to go fvck free. Hot now. Currently in the brothel contemplating my next move

So many mental pictures of the sex styles I can execute with the petite ladies shaking their bum bum is spurring me to take the risk

Just like when I was addicted to gambling, I did take risk of gambling free and begging the owner to give me time to pay. Due to the nature of my job, he will understand

Thinking of doing same in Olosho house, due to familiar face, they will allow me fvck without demanding cash first. But how will they react when I ask for time to pay, knowing I came empty

Dey play

Na overused pweek like me you go see

Even my plans to spend 40000 on Olosho monthly did not work. My 120k (salary and bonuses) pay just three days ago is finished.

The only good thing I did was that I sent my dad 5000 and my mum 10000. The rest on Olosho.

Normally I don't spend more than 10 or 12k on three Oloshos when I visit. But I ended up spending 100k in two days at a brothel.

It may sound impossible, but it is a sum total of the suya, chicken, mishai, and numerous girls I fvcked there.

What killed me was that I saw three new girls brought into the brothel looking young and naive. I was so moved. I wanted them all. I introduced myself to them and was trying to buy them to my side. I impressed them by buying drinks upon soft drinks for them. They also joined me to eat the desert I ordered (pepper soup, chicken, suya upon suya etc)

I just can't control myself when with money. I started lashing them in turns and kept meeting their numerous demands in turns. The kitten was too tight to let go. That was why i let go of all I had. Mumu me was adding kiss, sucking and romance to impress them, so they don't forget me. Even when I know they won't fall for me with their madam always demanding money.

I don wake up, my eye don clear. Time to drink garri. If I see money again (from side deals), I will save. No more womanising

I almost shed tears when I woke up this morning calculating how much I spent yesterday. Roughly 24000.

It's not like my salary is big. But the side deals I do, give me a reasonable amount daily.

But it's nothing to write home about as immediately it comes in, I flex on food and women. About 1.7 million that has passed through my opay account from December last year to date. Imagine if I had saved

So I will try my possible best. Though I know my addiction to drinks, women and food help me overcome my tiredness for my job, my life and gambling addiction.

I will however try to regulate patronising Olosho to 40000 naira monthly, so I can save for the rainy days. Nothing in my account. For someone working in a reputable firm for about three years.

Only yesterday, 13000 went into three call girls. Why will a normal human hit three girls a day (and even top it with one soapy before sleep).

I will try regulate it to 40000 a month. 4000 naira every three days. I will set a calendar. That 4000 will be divided for two ladies due to my libido. Two ladies that can allow me go all the way for a low fee. No matter how ugly the person looks. From there I can work towards total elimination

For savings, I will give it to someone far away to keep, to avoid temptation of using it. If you are addicted, do reach out to me on pirogee76@gmail.com let's create a platform to motivate ourselves

My life is remaining one bar

Why will someone consume five to six carbonated drink/beer a day

Why will someone spend up to 20k daily when people are starving

Why will someone up to 30 years not be able to plan his life and save?

Why will a sane person bang up to three Olosho daily

Why will one soapy till lumps show on the fufu or punt till one enters trouble

Generally, why do I court problems to meet my Waterloo

Going forward, I will stick to a budget of 2000 naira a day for the next 42 days

During this period, I will try not to spend on sex, not take carbonated drinks or touch my dudu. I will also avoid shady deals. During this period, I will try to save 250k. Let me see if it's possible to be normal for just six weeks

There is this hausa girl at the brothel that caught my fancy. She is slim, tall and meek. I love this nomenclature as I savour feasting on her gullibility/submissiveness.

I can't wait daily for the day to be dark, so I quickly go to the brothel to be chatty with her.

No matter how long I fvck her and no matter the style I introduce, she complies. Any amount I give, she takes.

I giggle when I see her calls or messages while at the office

Any time I am going to the brothel, I always get food for two. I prepare a table with two chairs at a dark corner, where I lap her, we eat and play till I am ready to fvck

As I lack the boldness to hold up a discussion or relationship with real girls (pious ladies). Make I use this one hold body

We kiss, cuddle etc like couples do. She cooks for me too at times

I don't care any more about the risk, as long I am occupied to resist distraction of betting. Currently 22 days free from bet

Not lasting in bed? When some of us don fvck sotey we catch different infection (minor and terminal)

Being addicted to sex is not what one Should be proud of

You have a sane mind and save your finances when you are not into girls

Don't let people deceive you to try sex enhancement drugs or change your diet. The main booster of sexual performance is REGULAR SEX and maybe reducing sexual thoughts as secondary

I masturbate a lot

I take lots of sugary substances, none got nothing on me

I dey fvck non stop till I sweat or pass out

Hmm. I am a compulsive spender. Mine is worse than a compulsive gambler, womaniser or drug addict. I am addicted to so many things. When money enters my account, I become restless and begin to think of what to get till it finishes

I made 36000 naira from side deals at the office on Friday. Now, it's remaining only 5400 naira. I blew 30000 naira just yesterday. I will show you how you can spend 30000 naira foolishly in one day.

1) Transportation to different locations - 1000
2) first meal of rice and beans with fearless - 1300
3) brunch of biscuit and predator - 700
4) amoxicillin to check infection - 700
5) Vaseline to aid soapy or easy penetration - 1500
6) afternoon meal of bread and coke - 800
7) evening meal of two fufu and two pieces of meat - 800
night meal (after romp) of mishai (egg and toast bread) - 1000
9) suya in brothel - 2000
10) declaring drink for the three madams at the brothel - 2100
11) drink for the three ladies I lashed - 2100
12) three Goldberg I took at the brothel - 2100
12) transfer charges in total - 500
13) price of first Olosho - 3000
14) price of second Olosho - 3000
15) price of last Olosho - 4000
16) borrowing a friend - 2000
17) topping my lines with card - 2000


Total = 30,600


Not proud of my spending though. Just hard to control. At times, I feel like crying. Feels like I am working to squander it. No savings.

The only positive is I pleasure my stomach and third leg, unlike betting that gives nothing but pain. Currently on day 13 (starting afresh) without bet

I have lost count of the number of times I dived into a random girl, raw. Though I didn't cum inside

When this whole addiction started, I was meticulous with how I went about the sex (no exchange of body fluid of any kind).

I also did regular HIV test to free my mind of any palpitations I may have been infected. But now I am deep into my carefree nature, I am no longer bothered.

It helps ease the stress of the day and overcome the boring nature of my job (chill at a brothel, dance to music and fvck).

At times, fucking raw is not my fault. The brothel condom is very light. Once I start thrusting hard or the hole is dry, it bursts. And it is almost impossible to stop at that point.

Also during my third or fourth round, only raw can make me hard and enjoy. How I wish I can stop at two rounds to avoid this

Come to think of it, people die of strange diseases. Some heart attack. Some just collapse without underlining ailment. At least with AIDS, there are antiretroviral drugs to last long (with early detection).

Rhetorical Question - So why stop the only thing that gives me joy?

I fvcked up big time tonight. So I made 29k from side deals today and so decided to visit my popular brothel.

I relaxed at a conspicuous corner as I watched the ladies on bum short tease guys with their dance.

I entered with the first lady and negotiated 3k. Then I took one fearless. After 30 minutes rest, I called another girl who gave me doggy for 4k. I took another fearless and dance carelessly to the music from the speakers.

Meanwhile, the corner I sat to drink, some aye boys were there, taking weed, drinking copiously and discussing about their battles with rival cult groups.

Suddenly I saw the jewel/Belle of the brothel. She was the youngest, prettiest and the most sexy among them. She also knew how to tease. The big fish (men with flashy cars, normally go out with her).

I became hard immediately. She was dressed up for her daybreak romp with a Yahoo guy. I never knew the person in question. I tempted her with 5k to quickly run a quicky with me.

I started missionary, then doggy, then scissoring, cowgirl etc. I was just still hard. The thought of losing her or her Sweetness to another for daybreak, kept me hard. I added kissing, clit rubbing, boobs massage and so on. My temperature was high

She kept telling me to hurry up that the daybreak was waiting. I kept adding extra 1k to make her stay with me. At a time I wanted to pay up to the 10k so she stays with me. The guy waiting for her was impatient and kept knocking on the door

He pushed it open and saw me naked, hard on condom in an embarrassing position. He kept saying 'u don Bleep up. Make una transfer my money back.'

He continued, 'how much e pay. Ordinary 2k. I for give you reach 15k if you dey with me'. He went out to tell his guys. Surprisingly, it was the guys that were chatting cult stuff. I became paranoid (anxious). He zoomed off (in his car) with the lady after much pleading

I dressed up and left in shame. His guys still smoking looked at me with a Stern face. Hopeful they don't mark my face

I guess this will make me leave Olosho for good. And I pray I am safe

I woke up to having an itching back. It's surprising because I stayed outdoors till 12am (and received cool breeze)

I suspect it's one of the Olosho's bed (entered up to four brothel rooms) I lay on yesterday that caused it.

Not to lie, some are not very hygienic. I also wonder the nature of people that they accommodate in their rooms

I may not be able to stop due to my high libido, but no more cowgirl style (that involves me laying on the bed). Only doggy and missionary going forward

Feeling really terrible. I had 21k to Last me through the four days break. Unfortunately I am left with 3800

Shaking my head in disbelief at a brothel.

Feel like trying out weed (or at least any smoke) for the first time to clear my head

What fvck can not do, does not exist

EmmyMaestro:
After saying 3K, you will come back here and tell us how you spent the whole 30K

hmm. True. I squandered it all

Lashed four ladies at interval. Together with suya, four soft drinks and roast chicken

Back to my 30 days pledge of abstinence

Do you think getting a babe can help me control myself?

I recently registered on tinder and badoo

Just yesterday I was sad I had just around 10k to last me for 30 days. Luckily between Monday and Tuesday I have made 30k.

Back to fire one small bum bum (within a friendly budget of 3k) to clear my head from bet9ja loss of on Sunday.

Never again will I step foot in a bet shop. Olosho addiction is far better. At least I satisfy my third leg

I will keep hustling to feed this addiction/distraction

I will also try to get two strong power banks (and charge them at the office) to avoid temptation of visiting betshops to charge

Roughly 57k squandered on Olosho and betting in the last three days.

So I make a pledge to go 30 days without the two aforementioned acts as a way of atoning for my wrongdoing.

So help me God


Day 1 Monday March 25 - free from Olosho & betting

I feel really sad at the moment.

Went to a bet shop (as usual) to charge my phone. It's been 89 days without bet (until now)

Just said I should try one bet to just see how it feels. That was how I ended up losing 27k.

I really hate myself right now, after abstaining for so long.

Just 11k left on me till next pay (April 24th)

On my way home to do aggressive soapy (backed by blue film or sex ting till I pass out).

I need to clear my head

No more charging my phone in a bet shop

I have never tried daybreak before. Scared something might go missing in my house. I want to try daybreak instead at a brothel

Due to my high libido, I am never satisfied. Not even four cum at different intervals from four girls can keep me calm.

So I want to try fucking all night long at a brothel. Intermittently though. I just negotiated 8k. Wish me luck in the arms of Olosho, in her room all night long.

Something must kill a man

Dundalk:


From fry pan to fire..
You leave betting and face brothels..

Rest in peace in advance..

you read it wrongly.

From betting to brothels then, now switching to self-service

So it's been 86 days without bet. It's all thanks to my new addiction - patronising brothels.

Unfortunately, my colleagues have blocked the different channels I make extra money at the office.

So I have to make do with the little (salary) I get. No more money to visit brothels.

Knowing my libido is high, I have no other choice than to go back to soapy every night to cure my urge.

2go was helpful in the past. Time to turn to letsChat for sexting to keep me occupied. Anything to keep me distracted from betting

I'm tired of visiting brothels.

Need to find a soul mate

To bond and for companionship. An idle mind is the devil's workshop

Squandering money on brothels will not take me anywhere (over 30k spent between today and yesterday on frivolities)

I need a diligent woman who can help me plan my finances

Let me try going 7 weeks (49 days) without Olosho

So help me God

Currently abstaining at my mother's place. Throughout the month of March I have been indoors. It's boring but cost-friendly.

More like I'm in therapy. Food, sleep and rest.
But it feels like I'm missing my wild/naughty side. Even soapy yester night felt unexciting.

Even songs I hear on my MP reminds me of my favourite brothel. Songs like good sin by olivedboy, my kinda wife by magnito etc


If I had money on me, I won't lie, maybe I will intermittently visit there.

That sweet feeling of after the hard work, you chill with lowlifes at the joint, unwind to music, watch ladies on tempting bumshot, take some drinks and smoke (not me though. For those that do).

At times, I can't help to feel am missing out or the ladies are missing me. I was so regular this year that their madam dey believe me prepare table when I enter. At times she let's me buy and buy and pay late on, unlike other customers.

Even the call girls (aside new ones) allow me knack and pay after I am satisfied, which is contrary to their policy of collect money first.

I have been foolish Sha. At times declaring for guys that hail me there. If only I had saved.

I do hope I have changed for good. I think I will open an online piggyvest account I can not touch till maturity day

After the passing of Mr IBU, I begin to think in sober reflection about the futility of our actions in this life.

At times, we take carefree risks without thinking about the repercussions.

I decided to activate my annual leave early enough to reflect on my life.

Currently at my mum's place, where I won't have to worry much. She, to a large extent, is taking care of my needs.

Can't help but think of how glad she would have felt if the over 500k I have spent on Olosho and flexing this year, had been spent at home.


Due to basking in the euphoria of our addictions (drinking, smoking, womanising, betting etc), we fail to look out for our health (likely what led to the death of John Okafor).

For three days now, I have been resting and eating mainly. Now I am noticing how I have badly damaged myself.

1) I am addicted to carbonated drinks. I take up to four or five daily to recuperate energy. After stressful work, romp or self-service. This intermittently gave me pile or diarrhoea. I noticed I urinate often. I occasionally get numb feet. I feel pains in the right side of my stomach. At times round the stomach and back. I can not boast of a full erection for long

2) I have obstruction in my throat messing with my composure and nerves. This is likely from junk/poorly cooked food I patronised or due to mouth action I performed on random girls


The only positive is that I have avoided betting for 70 days (10 weeks). Time to extend it to other addictions. I hope to avoid patronising prostitutes (that gives risk of STD or AIDS) and limit self-service to once a week. Then reduce the in-take of soft drinks to once a day. If I must eat junks, it should be the ones free from much sugar or well prepared.

I hope to be able to save for contingencies. At times I wonder, how would I have survived now I am broke, if my mum was no more

Hmm. Who would have thought that despite my standing in the society, I would stoop so low to embarrass myself at a brothel.

So it happened that I got some side deals in the office which gave me about 14000 naira. I thought I had arrived and decided to visit a brothel yesterday night

I had about 4300 in my account and 9800 cash. My plan was to use just 9000 naira maximum cash for two ladies and then take 800 naira change home.

I approached the first lady who charged 3000 naira. I wanted more. To help me cum as I rode her. I was charged extra 3000 to add romance and kiss. After I came, I was left with 3800 cash.

On going out, I met a new girl on low cut I needed to taste badly. She said she only takes 6000 and above and nothing less. But she promised to give me anyhow I wanted it. But she said it must be cash payment due to bad MTN network as her madam was not accepting transfer.

I gave her 3000 and promised to go withdraw the remaining 3000 to settle her. She held my small phone as guarantee.

After we lashed, I kept begging to do transfer. She refused o. She kept shouting 'my Toto nor be for transfer. Na only cash'. What saved me is that, the girls in the brothel knew me and tried to convince her I will pay. If I was a random guy, Dem for embarrass me

Just when I was thinking of how I will look for a POS that late to withdraw the balance 3000 for her and then manage the last 1300 in the account together with the 800 on me for feeding, a short girl with big navel who was on weed passed and asked me if I wanted to lash.

Foolish me followed her in with my miserable paper bag. I negotiated 2000. And climbed and pumped till I came. Now I was in a debt of 5000. 4300 in account and 800 cash. How was I going to eat if I paid it all

So I gave the big-navel girl 500 naira and held 300 change for bottle Pepsi and biscuit to recover my energy. I told her I would transfer the remaining 1500. I transferred 3500 from my account to the madam. 1500 for the short girl and 2000 for the low-cut babe. So I could survive with 800

She kept screaming, 'no be our agreement. Na 3000 remain and my Toto nor be for transfer'. The madam was not even around to confirm the transfer. I left the brothel in shame, telling her to hold my small phone till when we settle everything.

Thank God Dem nor hold me local. Fvck will soon put me in the same problem as betting

Shellsploit:
A child of doom u are!
Its best u adopt masturbation at least it wont cost u a penny except few megabytes of data

hmm. True. I have to go back to masturbation. My high libido makes me take up to four girls in a day at different intervals. This can cost me between 15 - 25k. Best I just focus more on my cream any time the urge comes. To save cost in this hard regime. Though I like hanging out in bars at nights, where good music is played. I guess I have to search for the one without promiscuous ladies