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Day 1 - July 30th


Clean

It won't be easy.

I know I have pledged before

I will try again and see how much I can save this period

I will update you all daily

Though night time might be boring


I will have to ensure my phone and powerbank is fully charged at the office

Youthful exuberance is the opium of the masses. This 'digital age' has messed us up.

I have become addicted to soft drinks. There is no day I don't take a minimum of four. I take one after my day-break sex in the wee hours of the morning. I take another one when I am about to take breakfast. During my stressful marketing task, I take one bottle to cool off. Then one bottle for evening meal, and seldomly one or two more in the night during sex romp and hanging out in a bar. To aid 'the excitement,' I do add junk from road side. Unclean meat like suya, chicken, pork and gizzard sold by aboki. Even though I have seen how flies perch on the spices the people use in the abbatoir. I always feel the repercussion in the morning.

I do have steady stomach upset. I am now addicted to diaflush as a result to regulate my stomach. I overdose about eight tablet instead of two before my stomach regulates. When I carry out mouth action, I take two tablets of amoxycilin. When I have raw sex, I take Beecham Ampliclox. Panadol extra daily too after work stress or fvck pain the next day. I am now living on drugs.

At times, I feel pain at the right or left side of my lower abdomen. I know I am compounding issues for myself but what more can I do to uplift my spirit. I know I risk STD or AIDS. Even kidney or liver problems. The only good thing is I don't smoke, so my lungs are safe

Testing different puna is sweet, if not for the financial and health factors.

I borrowed ordinary 40k from palmpay via flexiloan. Due to my reckless spending at brothels, I failed to pay. Now it has risen to 70000.

This is me that spends on average 25k (flexing and Olosho) daily. Paying shouldn't have been a problem.

But call girls keep drawing my blood and finances. Even yesterday, money went down.

I think it's time I take 14 days break to help me raise the funds to offset the debt before it increases to what I can't pay

I will block all Oloshos number during this period and avoid the brothel to avoid temptation. Soapy will comfort me this period

Palmpay agents are already threatening my life via WhatsApp and calls. They have even carved out my picture with my name and bvn, threatening to send to my contacts if I don't pay on time. I am still begging them. I could lose my job and reputation as a result of this

So I once posted about my second infection from careless sex. I am finally cured!

After going through all the comments on my infamous post that hit front page, I found a way to enjoy sex raw without worries of STD

The guy adviced I take Beecham Ampliclox immediately I have unprotected sex to be safe.

Though expensive, I just got it for 4500. At the brothel to take three rounds (at least)

Made some good money from side deals today

@abdulwadood you can reply here. I can not access my mail

After taking doxy... for some days to relieve me of my former sexual infection, I have caught another one.

This one is more excruciating. Girls are currently twerking their waist to lure me at the brothel but I am not moved

I just got azith... (500mg) to try ease my distress. Constant urinating, milky substance at the edge of my dudu and wide opening at the tip that makes my urine disperse awkwardly when i discharge.

It's heavy and hot down there. No wonder the last girl I slept with complained that it was 'peppering' her when I dived in.

If only I can resist the temptation of raw sex when cured or double the condom next time to ensure tight kitten or ferocious lash doesn't burst it

I got home today around 5:45am after the gates at the Olosho house were opened for those who paid for daybreak sex to go back home. I slept off from exhaustion at my place and woke up not long ago to compose this.

My house is no longer a home pleasing for me to stay in (alone). Despite steady power supply in recent times and DStv to watch, I yearn for the comfort of the night time at the brothel close by.

Brothel Life begins by 7pm daily when they power their system, but I went a little earlier around 6:30pm yesterday to spice up my weekend. I bought predator, apples, cooked noodles, roast suya etc for both myself and the ladies I was close to there

In all, I lashed three ladies at intervals before I paid for daybreak sex with the fourth lady. The first one (with nice bum bum) took 5k, the second (tall and busty) 4500, the third (a slim girl that could twerk on me) 3k and the daybreak lady took 5k (only because it was late on). We cuddled, became chatty and bonded as I handled her mammalian glands and allowed her to use my phone for tiktok

I can hardly think of something more fun to occupy my night. Just that my finances are suffering

Yesterday, i felt a heavy dick at the tip. Noticed a thick white substance at the edge of my pweek. There is also a hotness in my pubic area. I started a combined dose of azithromycin and doxycycline this morning and vowed i would not visit a brothel again (at least till i am cured). Boredness and 30k that played into my hands today has brought me back

Hurray! I am 98 days clear (14 weeks) without betting. The secret was getting a new addiction (brothel love).

Now I am sinking in my addiction to Olosho. It makes me always broke. I need a way to fight it. Imagine spending 15k and above in a brothel daily. Who does that? I live a fake life there, buying food or drink for myself, the agberos there (so they don't mark me down) and the girls I patronise (to endear them more to me).

Ignore the post on front page on something being sweeter than sex. I am yet to find anything stronger! The sweet feeling of having to press different bannies yash & breast and then dive into different holes. Even the unique fragrance and sex styles of the girls is hard to resist. There is the one good in helicopter style (carrying), the one good in doggy, another sucking, another cowgirl etc.

No wonder I once saw a post of a guy who said he was 43 years and still finding it hard resisting a brothel after 12 years. I believe not even contracting STD or AIDS can stop addicts. For me, I just want to stop to save my finances. But I will have to find a combination of new addictions to stop this strong one.

Don't need a girlfriend as it takes time, energy and money. But no doubt I love companionship due to my constant loneliness. I may try a long distance relationship on social media

For night life, I may just be entering a bar with music but no girls. Where I can just drink, charge my phone and unwind. For my high libido, I may just have to turn to my cream. I self-service and self-service to steamy videos till the urge dies and I pass out every night. I can also add lots of extra office work, junk and Pepsi for excitement. Some games/sports too (though not good in them).

So help me God

Currently at a brothel shaking my head in disbelief. My salary for June came on the 21st. Salary plus commission about 120k.

I have just 3000 left. No thanks to my incessant romp with Oloshos.

I have 26 more days to cope before next pay.

Loan apps on my neck.

I will have to be extremely dubious at the office to survive

Aside getting a new addiction to fight my love for betting, I feel I am spellbound to always visit ezeka brothel.

While boys around there tend to be in a cult, the call girls tend to be in a kind of occultic kingdom.

Events of yesterday still leaves me startled. There is this girl in the brothel I do not get enough of that manifested. After I banged her ferociously, she started playing with the other girls at the place and suddenly fell and started shaking in a convulsing form. She kept messing up herself on the floor. I was scared if I had been too forceful during the romp. I tried to help her but the other girls around asked me to leave her. It was like they knew what was happening to her (likely initiation).

After some time, one of the senior colleagues in the place, tapped her back and she got up immediately. I was marvelled. This same girl while watching tiktok videos on my phone, once told me that 'these were her people' when she saw some ladies playing in a River diabolically

I tried to scold one of the ladies that played rough with her to be careful but she said I shouldn't worry. That she once had an Ogbanje spirit she had to fight off. She spoke casually after such a serious issue. Can you believe that as I tried to leave, she held my Android phone and ran to her room to lure me in. Despite already being sore from my first three encounters with others, I pounced on her for my 4th round with so much energy like someone spellbound


Olosho life nor be here (the whole night). Na to find another addiction. I pray I am bold to stop as it exposes me to danger and makes me empty my pocket daily before I leave. Who knows how many demons that have entered me too to be turned on by something outlandish

sacajawea:
Do those two Nassarawa girls smoke too?

only one of them

For those who have been following my threads for some time now, will know how Bet9ja (betting) messed me up for years. Sold my valuables, fled different locations after using people's money to bet and became untrustworthy by colleagues and loved ones due to my duplicitous ways.

I couldn't think straight. Any money I had was to bet. 10k, 25k, 90k, 120k, 250k etc (losses in geometric progression). Those addicted to Sportybet can also relate to heavy losses. The system has a way of getting back what you win due to our avarice. People have been killed, tortured, rusticated from school, fallen out of their work or marriage, jailed etc due to their punting issue.

What better way than to get a less malicious addiction to make you forgo betting. Weed taking, alcoholism, yahoo, womanising, soapy and so on are better addictions. They may kill you slowly but you are sure of enjoying the little left of your life before you go.

Since I started changing TowTow to 'charge my engine', my life has meaning again. It takes from me but gladly I can regulate it. I do not regret much when I squander money on it lustfully. I get the pleasure that comes with it.

Currently 84 days clean from betting. I work with a clear head, assiduously, to feed my 'new positive addiction'. At times when I get good returns at the office, I buy goodies for the ladies of the night (much to their surprise) in appreciation for their redemptive spell on me.

Only sex addicts will understand

We throw caution to the wind for skin to skin

So I noticed and got glued to two new Oloshos from nasarawa state. They are so petite, sweet, naive and tender.

I Bleep them in turns when I visit the brothel. I let them chat with me, play with my phone and take anything they see on me (my sweater, my charger, memory card, small phone, earpiece, etc)

We are fond of each other as we call and text each other. Though I know they can't be mine but I love them. I get jealous when any man go in with any of them but unfortunately I don't have the capability to book them at all times to prevent such.

But it is taken a toll on my finances. It has gotten to a stage that any time I want to eat, I buy for three and take theirs (they are sisters) to them at the brothel not far from my house.

So regular I do this that their queen mother now call me their inlaw. They allow me do anything (sucking, kissing, smooching etc) with them at any rate I have. I am always broke but enjoy their company

Hurray it's 64 days without betting for me

Back to the topic. As one plunges into sexual addiction, he begins to think of more unconventional ways to fulfill his fantasy

I remember how hard and turned on I was when I lashed a lady who was high on smoke.

Since then, any lady I want to lash, must agree to take smoke (like switch) and dry gin (like BULL) before I take them in for sex. It helps getting them turned on to try naughty stuff with me (like hot Doggy and Mouth Gig)

When we UnCloth, I lay pressing my phone as I allow her Puff the cigarette to highness. The smoky environment is a turn on too. Don't even mind kissing her despite knowing how this will taste. Though personally I don't smoke

Is this weird?

With addicts, all that matters is satisfying our addictions when money comes and nothing else. Considering the amount I get, I am supposed to be looking suave and decent. Reverse is the case.


Most of my clothes are looking worn-out. As I called an itinerant tailor to patch up some of my old boxers yesterday, I could only shake my head in disbelief at the pathetic state of my lifestyle.

What can I do about it? It's difficult risking my hard-earned money on new clothes when there are sweet bum bum to pound at night. The thought of it all helps me save up and manage whatever I see.

Now I understand why my father was also looking unkempt with worn-out clothes despite having a good job then

Currently chilling at a brothel. My only source of joy after a stressful day. The only place introverts like me (fighting one addiction with another), take solace.

Just chilling at one corner as I gulp a bottle of Goldberg into my alimentary canal, together with roast meat (Suya).

As I enjoy the delicacy, I watch all Calibre of people who patronise the place, have a nice time.

There are friends who meet to catch up old times at the joint, there are married men running from the stress of home, there are weed takers meeting up with their dealers, then there are ladies waiting to grind on our third legs for money.

As the melodious music reverberates from the big speakers, every one unease and satisfy themselves.

Deep down I know most of us are infected with the 'deadly virus' or will soon be. But all that matters is the present. One step at a time. I have treated Chlamydia and other infections prior to now (azithromycin and doxycycline to the rescue). When 'the time comes', I will do well to take the pills needed.

I can no longer worry of my insomnia. I stay back, charge my phone and have fun till 12am. I reconciled with my hausa girlfriend who usually kept me company. She initially took offence when I was patronising others and not considering her.

The only worry here is, at times, fight erupts here and the police do sweep in to fish the culprits. But the merits outweighs the demerits

Meanwhile guys, I am currently on 48 days without bet

I am unwell. Running temperature, yet Hot. The thought of getting to pound the different bannies at ezeko brothel keeps turning me on

I am there now. Nothing less than two rounds today before going home. Made some money from side deals.

I noticed wounds take time to heal on my body. The lump/obstruction in my throat won't just go away. The injury I currently have on my tongue lingers on. I will run HIV test again month end. Fvck is so addictive

I think betting is better as you only mess up your finances. With womanising without caution, you mess up your life/health

Naijatask:
I don't know why, but I've been following your topics for 3years now. And trust me, you've been motivating me to not threat your path.

I pray you get over your addictions soon

good decision

According to Socrates, "The unexamined life is not worth living.
He added, "know thyself".

Many of us stuck in one addiction or the other (betting, womanising, drugs etc) have no way of going out of it.

More like, till death do us part. Learn from our experiences and not yours

Itohanmiwa:
This guy lasun, u no de tire? Someone can't be this miserable and still have the brain to compose queens 'inglishi'... If u believe this guy, joke's on you.

I am an erudite scholar. I taught WASSCE and UTME students English for five years before my present job.

Some might be wondering if I am sick to say I am excited getting infection. I am actually sick (literally speaking). Since my last mouth action of Thursday, my life has never remained the same again.

It's like something is stuck in my throat. This gives me nausea, intermittent headache that never goes fully, light neck, sometimes blurred vision. Only rest for a long while calms it down.

It's a blessing in disguise as ill health removes my mind from fvcking. Now I can manage the pieces left of my life. The only thing that can stop womanizers is: Ill health, joystick damage, brokeness or death

Olachase:
Olosho 2k day na at least 2 olosho in a month is ok that's 4k
I can't advice you to soppy

soapy did not even work

It only spurred me to want the real sex. And doing the real sex, Spurs me to want more rounds till I am exhausted

Blew 20k on Thursday

I will not be discouraged. Decided to still save that of Thursday and Friday to make up yesterday. Using moniepoint since I hardly use it for transactions. Opay and PALMPAY will be for business (due to their 0 charges).

8k in my moniepoint account for Thursday and Friday savings

So I have been thinking of starting savings on OWealth in opay app. I know many will say it's the same old story. But I will make conscious efforts this time. My main challenge is woman and my voraciousness. Only today I have spent 4000 naira on food and drinks. I will try to occupy my thoughts to avoid eating much. For woman,I will substitute with soapy

I have no choice than to save. Who knows if I have contracted a terminal disease from unprotected sexual activity? I will need money to take care of my health. Who knows if I will be dropped soon from work? The financial sector is unstable. Staff are dropped every quarter. Who knows if my side deals will 'rat me out.' I will need money to start life afresh. Not to talk of other contingencies

If I was able to squander 1.7m between December to April on frivolities, what stops me from saving at least one million naira in the next five months (between May to September). The highest I ever saw in my account was 250k during covid-19 loan and I was restless till I squandered it all. I really need to work on self-control when I see money.

So my target is, at least to save 1 million in 100 working days (excluding weekends). I will update the house regularly. My calculation is, saving five months salary to amount to 600k. And at least 4000 every workday, to amount to 400k after 100 working days.

So help me God

Side deals did not pay well for me today. After starving of sex on Saturday and Sunday due to low funds, I am tempted to go fvck free. Hot now. Currently in the brothel contemplating my next move

So many mental pictures of the sex styles I can execute with the petite ladies shaking their bum bum is spurring me to take the risk

Just like when I was addicted to gambling, I did take risk of gambling free and begging the owner to give me time to pay. Due to the nature of my job, he will understand

Thinking of doing same in Olosho house, due to familiar face, they will allow me fvck without demanding cash first. But how will they react when I ask for time to pay, knowing I came empty

Dey play

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