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pointblank247:Please where did u hear it? Pls direct me. I'll soon take my life |
duduade:Okay, come and force me |
From my DM. Please ken, post for me and hide my Identity I don't know how to describe the pains I'm going through right now. How did I contract this Virus? How? It's quite unfortunate, because I don't womanize. Sometimes, I stay off sex for even two years. My girlfriend traveled to her state, she fell sick and couldn't return back to the city till she died. She took her own life. I called the parents to ask how it all happened, I even spoke with some of her siblings to understand why she took that decision to kill herself, but nobody was ready to tell me the truth. They only told me she died of an unknown sickness and that it was Iike a spiritual attack. Upon learning about her death, I wept for many months because we were so close. She said she was traveling to the village and would stay there for a month so she could attend her grandma's burial. When she arrives, she called to inform me. The next day, I was unable to reach her. For many months, I still couldn't reach her. I began calling her siblings, but they said her phone was stolen. Meanwhile I used to see her online(Facebook), I'll drop a msg and she wouldn't reply. I continued dropping but no response. After almost a year, I heard she killed herself. I became seriously sick and I began treating malaria and typhoid, I will be fine, then later, I will breakdown again. It continued like that for long. Then one day, I ran into her friend who disclosed to me that my babe actually killed herself when she discovered she was HIV+ and her family had disowned her. Immediately I heard this, I almost collapsed. I ran home in tears and began to pray. Next day, I rushed to a clinic, did a test and the results came out indicating that I was Positive. I was hiding it from my family until someone saw me where I went to get ARV drugs and she went to tell my mum. I had no option that to open up. My family is disappointed in me and they have kept me in isolation. I can't use their plates, cups, spoon or anything. I can't even sit with them. They see me as useless now. I don't know how I can cope with this. I'm now back in my apartment, all alone. Nobody calls to check on me. All my friends have deserted me, all my families too. Where do I go from here? 🥲 What kind of life is this? Why am this unlucky? Nlfpmod Nlfpmod |