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Natural male masquerade.

As the thing pepper me so bad and I couldn't do anything to change the mindset of drivers, I had to bend. And even the bending don bend me.
N50 = N100.
N100 = N200.
N400 = N1,000(normal travel o)

Na mad people wey the thing no affect cos them don dey waka-waka from the origin of mad people.
The thing come dey do me like make I mad sef.

Seeing things like this keeps reminding me that we're not even close to seeing it all.

Galaticos444:
many big teams went home without a trophy last season so stop looking 4trouble

Their minds are telling them that they are the ones I'm talking about.

JBoss25:
Bros leave Lingard alone

I can't. I'm a Man United fan.

Will they ever tell?

Better than one big club that went home without a trophy.

internationalman:
Lingard or Theo Walcott

Lingard expecially.

Messi is irreplaceable... But for me, if they could lay hands on Dybala, it's manageable.

Loyalqwin:
I was cheated on betrayed and I am forced to kill myself but I lay course on you I won't forgive you because you made me believed you loved me you destroyed my whole world � goodbye world.

Killing yourself would not change a thing... Live and recover.

They didn't arrest that guy's spirit.

News.

Respect.

tunmiluabi:
My story is quite long, please run through with patience.

I married my wife about 11 years ago. By the way I am 46 years old. Before I married my wife, I was not doing well neither was my wife. She was working with a multinational company, earning an equivalent of N40,000. I had a small graphic design business after trying many times to find a good job. I looked for jobs and contracts without any respite. But At this this time, my wife's support was good and I did appreciate every bit of it. At lest we survived on the low...

As time went on, I got a job in one international corporate training company as a Statistics and Business Analysis Instructor, was earning about 90,000 naira. During the times before I got my job, we had accumulated debt and my new job provided us an opportunity to pay them up.

We decided we were going to save part of her salary every month for servicing the debt and save the rest for a rainy day. I was supposed to pay the rent and all other domestic bills, light, kids school fees etc.. Some time she helped with food/groceries. After sometime, she advised we move to a bigger apartment. We still had a daughter by then. I obliged and we did.

To cut the story short, after four years of working, the company folded up because of government policies and we were all laid off. This meant we had to prepare for the hard life ahead. It was hectic and devastating. Me being me, I took it with all sense of grace and hope things will be fine. But the more I thought about this the worse things got. One day out of curiosity I asked my wife if it would be nice to have another child and she advised it was not the best time. I understood and agreed. I then advised my wife if we could start a business and with some savings we had, maybe I could use it to enhance my former business, maybe things might be better this time. She did not show any interest. This time I discovered changes in my wife.

One day she asked me if she could use part of them money to do a course, honestly I was shocked but asked why she did not oblige to my own request. She said "its my money I can use it for whatever I want". My wife however did the course.

To cut the story short, 3 years down the line, my wife stopped having sex with me and this continued for a long time. I became like "shit in her eyes". I lost a bit of confidence though. she would wake me with insults and barrage of dirty words. Because of our child, I agreed to stay a home and try to work online and seek clients and jobs from old client. It was not bad but not promising.

Fortunately for us, my wife got a promotion and her salary was increased to about 170,000. This actually brought out the worst in my wife. Her calmness disappeared and all decorum was buried. We would quarrel everyday and not talk for weeks. She became really mean and controlled everything at home. Please note, she is not a bad woman but can't explain the reasons up till date. I was with no option but to query her sincerity as a wife and that continued for a long time. Our sex life became zero, she would tell me having sex would make her pregnant and was not ready for a second child. Her stories kept on changing and became even worse, rather than coming home she would pass by her mom and be there till late in the night before coming home.

After about 3 years of trying to get something to do, I finally got a place on the island sometime in February 2018, where I would be paid a stipend of 50,000. In addition, I would use my free time to design, print and sell business cards to small companies. The overall income was small but enough for some immediate obligations at home. But to be fair, that was the best I could get since I have not had money in a long time. Unfortunately my wages were not consistent due to challenges the company was facing. But I used the Business card printing to augment wherever possible.

Later in 2018 around September, I discovered that my wife had been having an illicit engagement. She had a male fried and I finally got to know about it and confronted her. She did not deny it, she begged and I forgave her. Anyway, I had made up my mind to forgive because of the kid and I never told anyone till date. Moreover, since we were not making love that was of course enough reason for the drastic measure, I told myself. To be sincere I had lost feeling for my wife and sex was difficult. We finally started having sex but I had little to offer her. I would pretend and even have to watch Indecency to be able to have sex with her. I was dead inside. At least my wife was still with me. That was my solace. I guess trust was broken. She however continued with her escapades. The quarrels increased and got worse. There and then name calling became our breakfast and dinner. She advised that since I would never look at her the same and bringing little or nothing to the table that I was free to go. The quarrels went on for quite some time, my wife will go very violent on me some of the times. I am marshal artist with black belt and I have great restraint - for me, fighting and going violent on her was never on the table. One day I thought there was a need to move out and I did indicated to her that I was not comfortable living with her anymore.. That wherever I am, I will see how I can take care of the kids.

She did not care and things became difficult for me. I felt maybe I could stay for sometime, It might be a difficult condition but still not impossible. This became my Achilles heels. There and then I knew my relationship had broken and irreparable. I accepted there was nothing I could, but to be patient and tried to convince myself about our situations and believed our situation was bad, but God’s willing we would overcome. The fight even got worse and became very violent and physical, I would normally just take the beating or hold her hands to avoid any injuries.

The quarrels was beginning to be in the glare of my Kids and since it was not abating, there was little I could do to change the situation. I finally made up my mind on the 19th of May 2019 to move out, but actually moved out on the 30th of May, 2019. Before then on the 26th of May, 2019, I discovered my wife was again engaging in the illicit affair. She would claim she was going to church only to be found at a different location. Honestly I can’t blame her, I blame myself and the situation that caused the demise of our once cherished marriage. At this point in time I realised I had lost and had no fight in me anymore. My kids are still very young. Everyday quarrels, lack of sincere engagement, denials upon denials and her fear of facing her “DEMON” with little chance of her understanding the consequence of her actions - I was left with no choice but to stop FIGHTING. I had no fight left in me. The ultimate decision was to leave. I did not inform her parent about the issue because I had indicated to her I did not want them to look at her differently.

God so good, I got a 500,000 Naira job through a friend in an oil company with a 3bedroon in Lekki fully paid up for 3years by the company. By the way, I am Data Analyst but never practiced for a long time. I studied Computer engineering but for a long time grace did not smile on me. I take care of my kid and I really don't hate her and I am at peace with everything. She still has her job and doing well.

Please note that she did not tell me to leave, I left on my own volition. I could not share the same bed with my wife anymore she apparently could not muster enough strength to stop all iniquities for a conversation that will help see things through. Rather she is turning to blame it on me. We have however resolved to part on a friendly note for the sake of our child.

My reason for posting this is because most us sit behind the desk and computers and do not understood the demons everyone is battling. On a bad day, the best husbands are MONSTER, while the best wives are DEVILS. When we make judgment as males or female. We should not forget about our female child/children, same goes for the male child. I don't know what my wife tells people about what happened but I really don't care and I have made up my mind never to defend myself.

Thanks for reading.

Tunmi

Respect!
You'd always have my respect.

When you look cool and smart and handsome and working for a female boss and she's into you and you don't wanna give in, that's that.
Kamdan bro.

Real police men know their work, these ones na officers.

NamelessOGBENI:
Cheers

Cheers bro.

okorotalkative:
Chaii.

Safety first.

If you're owing by just few months, make sure you kill and slice your chicken in the market before coming home... E get why.

Others should join.

AntiChristian:
No one send you to fast! From anytime to anytime!

Fast 40days! Don't eat

Okay.

Good morning GOOD PEOPLE.
I've heard and seen people share their beliefs that the duration of your fast gets you closer to the answer you desire.
A person fasts from 12AM-12PM, which genuinely is a long period for him/her; then another does the same from 12AM-5PM... I've seen people who fall under the category of the latter claim that they did it better than the former.
With those said, I seek to know if there is/are any biblical backup(s) for specially, the belief of the latter.
Please share your thoughts.
Happy Sunday.

Mbais.....

Gucciboy1:
Which game is this?

Honestly, I don't know.

Ladylite:
I feel sleepy

Okay; Full stop

What do you expect from people who wear all blacks almost all the time.

See as em resemble toad wey don over-drink water.

I haven't been to church for like 5 weeks now and I feel like I have driven far from God.

So share your feelings.
How do you feel when you've missed service for a couple of times?

ecolime:
God bless you.

Also for communion and renewing your spirit being.

It normally renews the spirit when partake in a really good fellowship.

To me, it signifies humility.

If you must have days for work, you must reserve that day for your maker.

Stinnngy coach.

He's supposed to be coaching Juventus; THE OLD LADIES.

He should cancel the wedding now that it's not yet done.