Please I want to order some items from Amazon.

1. Dongle:

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0787XJCTV/ref=pd_luc_rh_sspa_dk_huc_pt_expsub_2?psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUFZN0ZXVVQ5RzVTN00mZW5jcnlwdGVkSWQ9QTAyMzIyOTEzSDhSMFg4RTYzSzRDJmVuY3J5cHRlZEFkSWQ9QTA1MTc0MjRJQTNWQU9BVUk4TEgmd2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9odWNfbXJhaSZhY3Rpb249Y2xpY2tSZWRpcmVjdCZkb05vdExvZ0NsaWNrPXRydWU=

2. Lash glue:

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B006UZMXZY/ref=ox_sc_act_title_3?smid=A2L77EE7U53NWQ&psc=1
3. Headset:

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07HH9Q8ZL/ref=ox_sc_act_title_4?smid=A2XRHT79BKYVAJ&psc=1

4. Laptop Case:

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07KN69SD9/ref=ox_sc_act_title_5?smid=A3G9CCM7NUAREO&psc=1

The total on amazon is 112.71 dollars

I also want to experience a lady. Reach out

Another thing my mom did when I was learning to read. On the road she would ask me to read sign boards. Anywhere I was that there was a letter to be read she made sure I was reading it. Whether it is newspapers, inscriptions on I could read almost fluently by 5. I could read better than people in primary 5 while I was in primary one. I think it has something to do with how the brain processes information. When you are playing it would store the information better than when you are seriously learning in class.

Dfynboi:
u neva taste beta dick,once u do it will change ur life for gud

Really? Let me guess the said better di**k is yours?

fem12:
Please kindly inbox my email : femmy_s@yahoo.com
I will discuss somethings privately with u .

please give me a hint. What kind of discussion? Are you a girl or guy? Are you a doctor or pastor? Have you had a similar experience?

peterangelo:
Me too I love pussy n boobs

That doesn't make me a gay or lezzzz wat so ever.



N for ur bf he's not suppose to be called a bf damn it.
He can't mk a girl to be wet, omg he can't even use his hands sorry I meant his middle finger n also caress n smooch omg sniff her neck. Not everything is pussy n dick (dangling tinx). U need to teast that thing for 5hrs

from your bio u are a guy. Of course loving p*ssy and b**bs does not mean you gay. It makes you straight!

phemmyfour:
try and get pregnant, it ll change everything for you completely

really? How?

kingjoe:
lol .u are very funny.who does jail fit.lol. but on a serious note.lets find out first something.did u attend girls secondary school?
2.were you in the boarding domitory.
3.Did your senior try to touch you in sensitive places.?
4.do you have elder sisters or brothers.?. This is to find out the source of your sexual inclination.answer first then I will give you the next line of action.

I went to a nice day school. I have older siblings but they never tried to touch me

Galactico4ever:
Since you've always loved boobs and pussy,migrate to one of those countries where gay is legal and enjoy your lesbian life to the fullest.There are many girlfriends/potential life partners for you and if you want kids,there's always IVF or adoption.Don't derail from your lesbianism cos of your family and friends.SAY YES TO GAY MARRIAGE

hmm.... I don't know for sure. I have never tried it out

Kpokakpoka:


I'm very sorry about your past experience....
Do you think that experience shaped your sexual preference?...or you were always interested in girls even before the rape incidence.

But my advice is this...if you are attracted to girls and you are very sure you are, then it's not a big deal, embrace your sexuality, there are sooo many communities for lesbians and gays in Nigeria....I'm pretty sure they have a way of finding each other....
I've mentioned it before that I'm very good friends with a foremost homosexuality researcher in Nigeria.I have been informed of lesbian couples in Abuja whose parents have come to accept their mature, working class, well to do daughters to be together.
You wont be the first person to discover she is a lesbian, and you wont be the last either. There are sooo many homosexuals in Nigeria that you would be surprised.
And if you later discover you like guys too, then its possible you are bisexual, which is also not the end of the world.
Dont allow any religious hypocrite make you feel bad....

honestly. I don't know

Deltayankeeboi:


I read your post before you modified it.
If what you wrote was actually true, then you should see a therapist or any person you feel wise enough to be of nhelp to you. BTW, why did you modify it.

Also check on Google on dealing with the after effect of what you experienced.

If you know how to filter search on Google, you will get all the help you need and learn from other people's experience.

Truth is, the help you seek, you can't find it on nairaland.

ok. I will thank you.

Paxie55:

Definitely you are not. And Please, stop watching porn. You might get addicted

lol. Why are you so sure?

Emmyloyalty:


There's certainly a time you noticed it. At what age?

my first sexual experience was at 18. I did not enjoy it. Nor have I enjoyed anyone since then. This is almost 10years later

Deltayankeeboi:


Why, is there a reason you don't like men sexually?

Don't say no reason, there must be a reason because you were not born like this, all those times in your teen years, did you have this same problem.

Are you a virgin? If not, the times you had sex with guys, were you pleasured enough.

Do you find more pleasure in MouthAction? or you like to masturbate yourself? If you don't like dick, what about dildos? which is significant among lesbians. As raw as these questions may sound, I believe those are the logical questions you should relate to us about or to a therapist.

These questions are actually very raw. y once he inserts his stuff the there is no single pleasure. But I like to be touched. Very sweet. But penetration is a no no. And I don't find any of the male parts attracting. But I like boobs and p***y

Emmyloyalty:


Has this always been a part of you or when did you notice this change? Is it when you started watching porn?

always

Paxie55:

Some females enjoy watching lesbian open but they are never lesbian.
You enjoy seeing boobs etc doesn't mean you are one. Stop such irritating thought.

so I may not be?

Emmyloyalty:


You need to come under the Lordship of Jesus Christ. If this your case happens to be spiritual, then only Christ can solve it, please turn to Christ.
Do you feel this is spiritual? Is there a force from within that comes with this urge that you find difficult to overcome?

Please don't fail your parent, they will be very disappointed to hear about your state and I'm sure you don't want to make them hypertensive.

it is not particularly like a spirit comes into me. I just don't like having with a guy.i always imagine the guy is a lady and that is the only way I get aroused. My parents would be ashamed of me

RealtorX:

I'm talking about your feelings. I am not encouraging you having same sex relationship.
Nothing is wrong with your feelings.

ok

KenBen217:
honestly when you see the kind of comments nairalanders make on some posts you can't help but ask if people are really mature on this platform as they claim to be...instead of being judgemental offer your advice and go...if not...just keep shut...my dear all I can say is...you should be sure what you want,you're not attracted to your boyfriend's organs is different from being attracted to male organs...your boyfriend is a male but not all males are the same with ur boyfriend...my simple saying is give it sometime,if it's not what you want,by all means get a girlfriend...but remember my dear THIS IS NIGERIA (that's if you're in Nigeria)...be doing your thing with sense o

ok. Noted. Thank you

CokeBar:


There you go...

You have your answer

how do I stop been one. I am very pretty. Jail would not fit me.

Emmyloyalty:


None. You can get an online counselor to stay anonymous if you can't find an offline one. First, you have to help yourself by not watching porn or having any sex related talk with anyone.
The golden advise is you have to go for deliverance at any Bible believing church as this may be spiritual.
Do you serve and believe in God?

I rarely go to church

RealtorX:

There is no problem about this. At least one in every four women in America is either a gay or a lesbian and this applies to all human beings too. This is a natural feeling. I as a person, watching two females play with each other is a great turn-on for me. I get aroused easily.

Your feeling is natural and I love it!

I am in Nigeria and not America. same sex relationships are a crime here.

CokeBar:


There you go...

You have your answer

I the solution. How do i stop it. I want to like men please

Deltayankeeboi:


What advice do you seek now?

The processes involved on how to stop being a lesbian or what.

You admit you watch porn which is a problem, then try to stop watching it. Problem solved. Unless you are already addicted to it which is hard to stop. The best place to get the help you seek is to filter your search on Google because Nigerians are not really exposed on same gender relations.

Highest advice you will get here is God will do it for you. Meet your pastor and I can personally tell you that, those advice will not work.

Is it that you are not attracted to guys or you are not attracted to male sexuality. Your post is not specific enough. Know that having a boyfriend does not mean you are attracted to guys. Maybe you are only using that to cover up.

I don't like them sexually. But I enjoy having the care and attention of a man. I am desperate I had to try nairaland. Maybe someone else has experienced it before

IamDavids:
You can't change yourself. You have to accept who you are. And being gay doesn't stop you from having kids. There are numerous options. I hope you find true love and be happy with your sexuality.

how many gay people in Nigeria do you know that have children? Are you in this country? They are treated like lepers

CokeBar:


Okay, I understand.

My second question... are you physically attracted to a lady? Do you have a lady friend you're attracted to?

(god forgive me) yes

AmazingELixir:


There's absolutely no reason to judge you my dear...neither do I see how you feel as requiring help.

I don't just want to shake your hands....I just wish it could be a warm hug.

are u girl or a guy?

Aimerosa25:
my dear,I feel u should quit the porn,and get your self together these are signs of being a lesbian, but u will overcome by God's grace

thank you

IamDavids:
You can't change yourself. You have to accept who you are. And being gay doesn't stop you from having kids. There are numerous options. I hope you find true love and be happy with your sexuality.

what are the options? My mom would be ashamed of me. I would be an outcast to all the people I love. I would be treated like a freak. Please explain this options

musa234:
What happened to your boyfriend of almost 5years? Did you dump him? During the period of your relationship with him,did he at any point suspect you to be gay? How did he react? I'll gladly wait for your response to these questions

he told me I am gay. I never thought of it. I haven't had extensive encounters so I did not know I was. I just know what is pleasing and what is not. Anything inside is not nice. So i ask him to touch me watch lesbian porn with me. All those kind of things. He now said i am gay.

CokeBar:
Awwn!

So you mean absolutely nothing on a man's body excites you? Nothing at all? I mean physically...

To your question... are you physically attracted to ladies? Do you have a lady friend you're attracted to?

nothing in there body attracts me. The long organ actually annoys me. Pen*etr*ton is just annoying. (God please forgive me) but I fake enjoying it to make my then boyfriend happy. We had been together for soo long and you could see him trying to please me. I would be dry everywhere. I suggested we watch lesbian porn together and he refused. I understand why o. And yes I am physically attracted to ladies

Rgade:
It depends on your religious beliefs.
If you are a believer then go for serious deliverance with praying and fasting, coupled with a conscious effort to hate lesbianism cause it's a no no for you no matter what your "feelings" are, infact the holy books believe you are cursed.
But if you are a non believer, then you can remain open minded and keep seeking various opinions.

Disclaimer: what I just delivered isn't expert advice.

I grew up religious but o disagree with a lot of things been preached in churches. But I am open to anything right now. This is how people's lifes gets ruined I already see myself in prison uniform serving 14years