₦airaland Forum

LOWLIFER:
Oh okay. You need clarification and that's all. My parents house is where I lived with my siblings and I got a place of my own when I was doing security job. The location of the job is quite far to where my now deceased parents live. I had to get a single room ,which I thought I would be able to maintain considering I work,though it's a meagre pay. The 2 bedroom apartment is going to expire. I agreed to pay 6 months rent for the BQ close to my work location. Subsequently the company downsized and reduce their staff strength, so I couldn't pay the remainder of the 6 months I initiated when the initial one expired. I had to leave and start squatting with friends.

LOWLIFER:
If you readily don't have any help,support or words of encouragement. Then it should not be any of your concern if someone prove he is genuine. You don't care to know if my misery is worse. You are being too sentimental and emotional. It's just unfair coz I am fed up and thinking of slipping away from the world that has offered me less than little .

LOWLIFER:
I don't care and I am giving you more attention than deserved. If you are in my shoe homeless ,squatting and miserable, maybe you would have long given up. Not everyone is cowardly like you. I have had suicide thoughts since 2018, and with my current adversity , the thought is blooming in my head. It doesn't mean I don't want to live but the pain, troubles are too overwhelming for me. Tomorrow is not even certain. How best can you advise an orphan whose major burden is taking care of his siblings with meagre or no resources, while relatives looks on like we are not part of the family. The humiliation, provocation and pain is too much to swallow. I am just a shadow of what I used to be. I am currently fighting peptic ulcer where I feel pain in my chest and at my back. I am the subject here and I know how hopeless and tired I am. I want to live but maybe venting my heart out might help. Everything happening is so overwhelming, and at 26, this is never what I bargained for....

Krakboi:
So how did the OP take the verse out of context when you just basically regurgitated all that was said in the earlier sentence? You are funny sha

izzou:
I think you're taking that verse out of its context

Jesus was saying, in relation to TIME, his was shorter compared to the poor which his disciple suggested. She could still use the oil to help the poor(that will always be available), unlike him, that will be gone soon

LOWLIFER:
If you compose yourself better, I can send you my Facebook ID, then you will know better coz I have been going through very unpleasant situation

LOWLIFER:
^^^^ Ignoramus Executive. I cannot live a smokescreen . You are too shallow for anything. My Maternal Uncle hung himself pre-2000, no one gave him a chance coz suicide wasn't rampant at that point in time.

Forget the smiles, life is unbearable and death is like an escape from misery. So please spare me your vile words, dumb reasoning and stalking.

To say its easy is an understatement

LOWLIFER:
[s]Contemplating suicide is what a whole lot of people have been through and currently going through. That you probably had it easy doesn't mean everyone does. You are being mischievous to think Felixamos owns this moniker. You are obviously suffering from psychosis[/s]...

maynation:
Sorry o, 200k-250k rent from a 50k salary?

LOWLIFER:
^^[s]^ Get a life. You are stalking a thread that has nothing to do with you, sad you can trying to humiliate and intimidate someone that's likely to be better than you in several folds. We have over 200 Million Nigerians, how come you could read the intention of anyone and everyone you meet in a forum like this.

It's enough nobody cares about you and you are living a bitter life. Did I contact you before putting my life conditions. Are you unfortunate? You are too toxic for life itself.

Reasonable people are trying to put you in check yet you are shamelessly displaying your shallow depth.

Everyone knows life since 2015 is a battle to fight for survival and the moment you start to drag people that you don't feed, help or assist.

Then I conclude it's a psychological issue.

Everyone has their journey but I can bet my left balls you are under 30, if you are more than 30, then it means you have stunted brain growth. You are obviously tired of life too and you would prefer everyone to be in your pitiable condition.

I am suicidal and depressed but I have a good head on my shoulder and I would not start chasing another person's shadow. Of course that's what you are doing.

If I am you,which is never possible, I will mind my business and face my concerns.

Did I try to extort your family members or know you personally.

I pray you will experience a quarter of my pain and anguish and I pray it's soon and I want to see how people are going to respond to you.

You are only a rabble rouser, whose biggest accomplishment cannot be seen except with halogen light.

I am posting this coz I am alone and though suicidal thoughts are frequent in my head. I decided to share my psychological trauma and pain with a lot of people with good head,and oil in their head.

On this note I have take an excerpt from Bigiano ft Dagrin ,IWOFA. ( If you can't get there; why can't you let a brother dey go ooo)

No response again for you and anyone who intend to spite and ignorantly mock people's struggle,hustle, frustration and pain.

Help yourself[/s]

LOWLIFER:
[s]SOLEMN THOUGHT-


My eyes hurt

My soul aches

My spirit shut

My heart gate

My moon is dark

My world is empty

My lifes cruel

Burning loves fuel

The rope is friendly

The blade will guide

Both may send me to

The other side
[/s]

Felixamos:
[s]Have you thought of selling your phone and using the proceeds to start up a little business? At least your phone would be up to 20k right? Btw what kind of apartment do you live in(as in duplex or self contain[/s]?

Felixamos:
[s]Somebody want kill himself you dey talk of format.. Isn't that insensitive[/s]?

LOWLIFER:
Thanks so much for the attention to me. Okay I have siblings and we are going to be evicted soon . I don't have anywhere to go or anywhere to take him to ( the immediate younger sister is done with school and she is at Offa Kwara State. Now I have no job, my rent is ending November and I have not been able to get around stuffs. I am perplexed because I might end up becoming a destitute . I did my BP check it's 140 or something. I am totally fed up of life challenges, unpaid bills, and living from hand to mouth. I am going to a whole lot and there seem not to be any hope in sight. I am overwhelmed and I feel giving it all up is the best bet since I find life unbearable for me.

LOWLIFER:
[s].I now believe you have more troubles than myself.

And you are just stalking me up and down[/s]..

LOWLIFER:
[s]May whatever I am going through be your lot.Amen[/s]

encryptjay:
LoL, next time she go wear scarf to look for pity.

YoungLionken:
Scam mentality has really eaten deep in some of you.

How much will a client pay that would be more than or equivalent to the ugly things he said about himself, even you,can you say such about yourself because of one potential client on NL?

Bigiyo:
If na me he tell that trash ehn, I will just leave there and go and hustle for my mum..
I don't use that woman to play

LOWLIFER:
My heart is heavy yet empty. I am thinking of just ending my life on a Sunday since it was the day I was born. Life is not as colorful or promising as it used to be. Now life is unbearable and I would gladly take my bow . I have done my bits, it might not be substantial but I can't go on again. I am dying ....

tabithababy:
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scammers don plenty

Lastweek, it was "I am hungry, starved and dying" here and there

This week, na sucide week

Op, biko dash someone your android phne in the Christmas give away thread before you go

Davinity:
But you have such a beautiful life ahead... You wanna miss that because if this small challenge?

victorian:
It's all part of fun and enjoyment, she can't come and kee herself. But I can't vouch for her, if she has changed.

Likewise Perruz too, he needs alot of feeling around those hips.

Whether she changes or not, a rich arrogant guy like herself will marry her las las .

Then for you? You are rich but not arrogant, that's why she irritates you.

Everyone with their taste in character jare.


The guy I'm dating is rich, humble ,with media offices around Lagos and Victoria island, he's also caring but his ex left him cause one arrogant rich guy out there was bursting her brain box. She left him. This a girl he will shop for whenever he travels abroad, his sister too shops for her. They all treated her so nice.

Anyways after one year, she begging to come back. And my guy says no way! His friends and family says No way!

So that's life jare.

ZombieTERROR:
Never knew you endorse rape

ScotMisile:
That girl might just be right... Fatoyinbo should repent of his sins.

ScotMisile:
Name the real victims.

id911:
[s]Wike, I understand Patience Jonathan put you in power but greeting a woman with two hands is a no no for me. I can't do that for anything...nonsense![/s]

jaxxy:
Have u not seen where the truth is spoken in court bt struck out due to lack of evidence?