| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by BluntCrazeMan: 2:33am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
I read your previous thread. (Diary). Weird that you revealed some things there (all in one day) just because of tooth pain. And by the third day, you started feeling better, then you stopped updating the thread. Now. Whenever happiness seems to come your way, something will just happen, and you will find yourself back to your gloomy self. It all just repeated again.. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by gladdensir(m): 2:45am On Apr 08, 2023 |
You are a killer. I think the law should get their hands on you. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by BigCowHornn: 3:03am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
It's good you have remorse One 23 year old lady close to did one abortion all be herself this past February using drugs with massive 3 day bleeding and it was straight back to normal life Crazy stuff |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Bsideboi(m): 3:04am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Forgive yourself and move on . Life is too short to wallow in regret. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by kkins25(m): 3:10am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Your body your choice. It's a clump of cells, i wonder why your instinctive need to protect "a clump of cells" is hammering you this hard. Oh well, what do i know.. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Nobody: 3:13am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
You will recover but it will be on your conscience till your dying days that is your cross so own it. Go do a blood test to check your hcg levels to confirm what has happened then lean on your fiancé for emotional support.Like you said he is the only who loves you. Perhaps unconsciously you tried to remove your baby as you did not know love and are scared to love?. These feelings of confusion you need to explore further as you do not want to be in a relationship damaged and with so much emotional baggage it is not fair on the young man of yours who’s only offence is loving you. Chin up You are not a selfish “demon” we all make mistakes so learn to forgive yourself so you can heal. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Hezmatosky: 4:00am On Apr 08, 2023 |
You did the right thing joor  The guy should own up, be a man, wife you, give you and the unborn child a good life and be a responsible husband and father to you not asking you to have the child and give it to his mother. Who does that? He dey fork but he no fit trian pikin. Abeg go find urself a better man joor  |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by odinga1of: 4:10am On Apr 08, 2023 |
post=122366697:
Nawa o Oga na fake story be this, OP is trying to catch cruise. If it's true. Make she post her Location, make we avoid that city and be watchful. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by falcon01: 4:12am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
What exactly are you regretting? And I think you dodged a bullet by not having that paper, stop saying some bullshit about God giving you that beautiful creature bla bla blah, that creature might be the source of your Pain again. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by lolu2019: 4:14am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
I hear !! Thanks for the suggestion.
But I wouldn’t want to put my family in mystery the way I’ve put myself!!
I’ll bounce back
This phase shall pass
I’ll testify
Bookmark this !!
I’m not the first to feel this way and I won’t be the last!! don't mind him.the moment u know that the perfect people don't live on earth, the better for u.when u let go,u let love.an old man once said to me that "when good things are coming,bad things always happen first".u just have to find the courage and have absolute reliance on God. 1 Like |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by elijahozzy(m): 4:31am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Hezmatosky:
You did the right thing joor The guy should own up, be a man, wife you, give you and the unborn child a good life and be a responsible husband and father to you not asking you to have the child and give it to his mother. Who does that? He dey fork but he no fit trian pikin. Abeg go find urself a better man joor She did the right thing by aborting a baby 😭  ?? Didn’t you read, she said the guy accepted the baby, you said the guy to own up like didn’t she say the guy expected the baby nawa ooo ? Person wen dey expect baby should be a man lol 😂. The baby would be with the mother and she wouldn’t have to put herself to harms way but you are telling her putting her self to harms way is good right ?? Pls think before you talk, just because people no dey the read the last page no mean say people no dey read the last page. No shades. Just yarn make i yarn 🧶 |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by treatise: 4:39am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
Can't scanning be done? |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by BeanX(m): 4:53am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
I hear !! Thanks for the suggestion.
But I wouldn’t want to put my family in mystery the way I’ve put myself!!
I’ll bounce back
This phase shall pass
I’ll testify
Bookmark this !!
I’m not the first to feel this way and I won’t be the last!! I pity you, keep aborting your foetus until you are barren, murderer! |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Nyanabo(m): 5:01am On Apr 08, 2023 |
So what do you want? sorry? Pity or what?
It was solely your decision to make which you did, whether it was the right or wrong choice only time will tell, which I guess it's has already started. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by ictplotter(m): 5:02am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Do not kill your children for fear of poverty and uncertainty. We provide for them and for you. Surely killing them is a heinous sin.
QURAN 17 VS 31. 1 Like |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by aksule(m): 5:04am On Apr 08, 2023 |
You have received some meaningful advise especially those that encourage you to look forward towards life. There must be reason then why you took that decision and in any case life is full of mistakes. The worst is if you don't learn from it. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by MuslimIgbo: 5:04am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
THE ONE FORCE THAT DROVE YOU TO COMMIT THE CRIME IS THE FORCE OF FORNICATION, CHEATING, GREED AND DISLOYALTY.
THIS IS WHY I HATE GIRLS WITH SEXUAL EXPERIENCE AND EXs, YOU PEOPLE ARE ALL THE SAME...
Can you swear that since you've been dating this particular guy, YOU'VE NOT SLEPT WITH ANOTHER MAN? I BET YOU CAN. THAT IS THE REASON, CAUSE AND PROBLEM.
I'M HAPPY YOU TERMINATED IT BECAUSE NO CHILD DESERVES AN IRRESPONSIBLE LOOSE MOTHER.
I'm also happy for the guy that he wouldn't end settling for someone like you.
I HOPE AND PRAY HE NEVER TAKE YOU BACK.I hope you don't recover as well. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by ByeByeeToSapa(m): 5:15am On Apr 08, 2023 |
SisterAnn:
SMH . You are insensitive and a very shameless person. Ipob bigot  |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Flamezreal(m): 5:25am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Effect of wokeism! 1 Like |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Championlaw200(m): 5:30am On Apr 08, 2023 |
So sad |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Hezmatosky: 5:47am On Apr 08, 2023 |
elijahozzy:
She did the right thing by aborting a baby 😭?? Didn’t you read, she said the guy accepted the baby, you said the guy to own up like didn’t she say the guy expected the baby nawa ooo ? Person wen dey expect baby should be a man lol 😂. The baby would be with the mother and she wouldn’t have to put herself to harms way but you are telling her putting her self to harms way is good right ?? Pls think before you talk, just because people no dey the read the last page no mean say people no dey read the last page. No shades. Just yarn make i yarn 🧶
Born pikin for me na marriage be that? Having the baby shouldn't be an issue for that moment. The guy should have started with seriousness to go meet with the girl's parents and do the needful. Don't you know that having an issue is a dent in someone's life that must be taken seriously? |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by seguno2: 5:54am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
Instead of wailing on NL, why don’t you see a proper gynaecologist and psychotherapist |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Unrated900(m): 5:56am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
I hear !! Thanks for the suggestion.
But I wouldn’t want to put my family in mystery the way I’ve put myself!!
I’ll bounce back
This phase shall pass
I’ll testify
Bookmark this !!
I’m not the first to feel this way and I won’t be the last!! Since you knew u wilk bounced back and testifies in th nearest future, so why coming here for advise. God bless ur soul |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Hassanmaye(m): 5:57am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
Thank God you are regretting your actions, this is what the Lord wants you to feel, to regret your actions And "sincerely" repent. I repeat to " sincerely" repeat and never go back to that action again. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Unrated900(m): 5:59am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Enough of this please.buhari is about to hand over.
Did anyone forced u to open ur legs
And why can't u take preventions.
quote author=Trendygurly post=122338381]If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
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| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by labake1(f): 6:12am On Apr 08, 2023 |
OriOko88:
Labake je kama fera Eheen, se o da e loju pe o ni agbara re |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by doffman: 6:21am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Trendygurly:
If you were like me thinking Abortion will make your life feel better then you’re in for a depressing ride!!.
I terminated a 6weeks old pregnancy because I didn’t want it
Hmmmm
I was being foolish and hopeless
Now I’m so regretting my actions
I feel so suicidal and the only way I can cope is by leaving it here. I’m such a selfish demon!!!
The gentleman responsible for it accepted it with all his might and Love but because of the demon In me I went ahead to tamper and terminate my a month baby!!
I feel sorry for my darling fiancé too cause I don’t deserve him!! He begged me to birth the child and give it to his mum but i vehemently refused !!
I don’t think I can ever recover from this life disastrous act!!
My baby was suppose to be due by 28th November 2023
If you ask me why I did what I did
I can’t even explain!!
God doesn’t make mistakes.. He knew I needed this child in my life because Apart from my Fiancé nobody cares about me and then he gave me this beautiful creature to love me and care for me and I had the nerve to discard it like a piece of thrash … Ahhhhh Lord have mercy on me !!
The painful part is I don’t even know if the abortion was successful cause the blood I saw wasn’t what the quack nurse that did it for me said!! Now I’m on a cross road whether the abortion was complete or whether I’m still expecting a damaged and disfigured child!!
Please don’t be like me
Don’t follow my path
I hope I recover from this and if I don’t so be it.
First thing, repent to God as he is very merciful and caring. Secondly , Go and marry and have a new kid with your legitimate husband . You will be healed and always try to continue to be seeking for God forgiveness. Or else , that innocent child will wait for you in the world beyond and prevent you to enter heaven ooo. Only forgiveness of God can save you . |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Nobody: 6:32am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Elsueno:
well, U are pretty evil Trendygurly
But if it makes u feel better, d baby wasn't alive yet...as the pregnancy ain't up to 40 days From Conception it is a life whether conceptus,embryo or Foetus. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by StraightGaay: 6:35am On Apr 08, 2023 |
Michelle55:
You would be fine, take all the time you need to grieve and heal.
Everything would fall into place for you soon! Be strong.
It takes a strong-willed person to carry out an abortion oh, the thought of it alone scares the shiit outta me. Pele hon, just give yourself time to heal. Nothing will fall into place for her. Quite the contrary. |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by Atarakpa: 6:38am On Apr 08, 2023 |
I first have pity or mercy on you. But I went and take a look at your user name, then I became convinced that this is a cook story |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by BackFromBalablu: 6:38am On Apr 08, 2023 |
falcon01:
What exactly are you regretting?
And I think you dodged a bullet by not having that paper, stop saying some bullshit about God giving you that beautiful creature bla bla blah, that creature might be the source of your Pain again. who come be this demon bayii imagine if your mom had aborted you when she saw sign she had you in her womb. Would u be alive today to say this rubbish trash coming from your mouth? sometimes i wonder how people like u think. If u're a lady i won't be surprised to hear you've done countless abortion and aborted your humanity and conscience along side cause human being wey get conscience no talk wetin u don talk. Only God will help and save your soul and everything within and outward of you |
| Re: Don’t Make The Mistake I Made by MasterJayJay: 6:50am On Apr 08, 2023 |
kkins25:
Your body your choice. It's a clump of cells, i wonder why your instinctive need to protect "a clump of cells" is hammering you this hard. Oh well, what do i know.. Tell a woman that had a miscarriage that she shouldn't cry because it is a clump of cells. |
